So right now I'm basically broken up and I'm starting to learn some things about me. For one I attract needy guys. That is because I myself am needy. I also attract guys that have problems. Why do I do it because I know that if I help them they'll love me. I did it with my new ex. Well it's not good for me. The other guy that popped up is very much like me. Low self-esteem, always seems depressed, basically looking for someone to love him. Well that can't be me. As much as I want it to be me. I told him 1. I want an open relationship and 2. I want to be his friend. Well he doesn't want an open relationship and we are having a little trouble with the friend part. He keeps reminding me that he will continue to pursue me. Anyway I figured out why I want an open relationship. It's not so much because I can't keep it in my pants. It's because well I do want to try many things. I haven't been with many guys, but also because it means me and the guy can be very independent. We can go out and not be jealous if the other starts hitting on a guy. The guy I'm currently interested in is very independent. Very sexual and very smart. I asked him if he wanted an open relationship and he said hell yeah. Said good. Don't know how we would work it, but it would work. I just have this feeling like it will be ok. I may not invoke my right to fuck other guys or we just may end up doing a lot of threesomes and foursomes, but it's nice to have that right. It will help me be ok with me. And if one day I say hey I don't want an open relationship anymore then we'll talk about it then. If he says hey that's not for me then I say ok I want to break up, but I'm not thinking it will be an issue. I don't want to stop him from being sexual. It's one of the things I love about him. Plus it would make me feel better when I go back home to Texas. I won't have to feel like a total ass for leaving him all alone. I also think my want of an open relationship has to do with the fact I do watch so much porn. I mean one of the longest running porn couples has an open relationship and they seem as in love as ever. Guess I really always wanted that and never admitted it.
How I love images of cowboys. Wade Neff to me is proof that if you stay fit tattoos look good at any age. I was at the gym today and a lady said mentioned how yeah tattoos look great now, but what about when you are my age. Well if I stay active and fit like Wade it should look just fine. Will say his tattoos do look like they were done really recently. Maybe that's just because of the lighting. Or maybe they were knew.
If I could I would make this the dress code for all guys like this in the summer. Briefs always look good on someone with huge legs and a well shaped ass. Before I started working out I did not look good in briefs. Now that my ass has firmed up and my legs have gotten thicker I don't mind strutting around in just underwear.
I've actually seen the video that this picture comes from. The guy looks so rock solid, but most guys I've seen leaving comments don't focus on that. They point out that he has acne scars. Well excuse him for not being perfect. I mean let's face it. If this guy was to come up to you in a bar and say wanna fuck like you'd turn him down. It's so easy to criticize what you can't have. I personally try not to because well I'm no prize either.
Hello daddy. I must say that this guys nipple rings are just perfect. I could play with those for hours. I don't like huge nipple rings. Just something I can flick with my tongue. Speaking of tonguing I want to tongue that dick of his. Oh we could have some fun together.
How I love images of cowboys. Wade Neff to me is proof that if you stay fit tattoos look good at any age. I was at the gym today and a lady said mentioned how yeah tattoos look great now, but what about when you are my age. Well if I stay active and fit like Wade it should look just fine. Will say his tattoos do look like they were done really recently. Maybe that's just because of the lighting. Or maybe they were knew.
If I could I would make this the dress code for all guys like this in the summer. Briefs always look good on someone with huge legs and a well shaped ass. Before I started working out I did not look good in briefs. Now that my ass has firmed up and my legs have gotten thicker I don't mind strutting around in just underwear.
I've actually seen the video that this picture comes from. The guy looks so rock solid, but most guys I've seen leaving comments don't focus on that. They point out that he has acne scars. Well excuse him for not being perfect. I mean let's face it. If this guy was to come up to you in a bar and say wanna fuck like you'd turn him down. It's so easy to criticize what you can't have. I personally try not to because well I'm no prize either.
Hello daddy. I must say that this guys nipple rings are just perfect. I could play with those for hours. I don't like huge nipple rings. Just something I can flick with my tongue. Speaking of tonguing I want to tongue that dick of his. Oh we could have some fun together.
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