Life keeps me going

That's how it seems to be. Just kinda busy lately which is nice. Finally got to post because the store calmed down enough for me to do that. Been up to a lot lately. Working out at the gym and feeling good. I will say that I hate the mirror in front of the dumbells. Mainly because when I look at it I think I see some development which I don't see in any other mirror any other time. Yeah I'm technically "pumped" at the time I'm looking, but it's kinda disheartening seeing one thing in one mirror, but not another. The boyfriend has also been a lot more hands on which I love. He keeps saying that I'm his muscle stud, but again I don't see it. I guess because of the skeptic in me and my poor body image issues. Will say that it didn't stop us from having great sex on Saturday (despite my back killing me). I will also say my nipples are getting way too sensitive. I mean I'm starting to get into a motion and the second my boyfriend starts playing with those I'm almost over the edge. Not good when your trying to make it last. Then again I hadn't had sex with him in awhile since he wasn't feeling well. Thought my edging sessions would have helped with that. Guess not. Then again have been taking stuff that in theory should be making me hornier. Meh oh well onto the videos. First up is a scene from the movie Male Tales (I think). Again it's one of those films that I love to watch because the guys are always hot so is the sex and cumshots. Next up is a guy named Jay getting dildoed. On a side note Jay is also known as Marc on Sean Cody. I was trying to figure out why he looked familiar. It's always funny when you see a model that has never done this type of thing on two sites. Will give him credit though he did take those dildos pretty well. Even if they were limp and we don't know how many takes it took. Next is of bodybuilder Oscar Navarro having a little fun. Why can't I know guys like that. Fourth on the list is the return of MsclKink a.k.a. Mike Grant. Still looking as hot as ever. Also shooting as much as ever. Very hot guy. Enough said. Then we have a sex lesson with Eduardo. Ok that's not the theme of the clip, but I do want to point out a position that comes up in the clip. Whenever a guy fucks another guy while holding him up it is fucking hot. I think that is the hottest position ever and I love being in it. I will say that's a good way to get me to have a constant boner without having to jack my cock. Lastly is a Batman bodybuilder. I post this not because it's sexy, but because it makes me think. What was the purpose in doing this. I mean the cape covers your back which is a muscle you have to show in a bodybuilding show. Plus you had to put on eye makeup. Then he takes it off to finish his routine. Like I said makes me think. Mainly why he thought it was a good idea.

Yeah not getting a trainer

So yesterday I had the fortune to have a personal trainer. It was part of this deal where I get a free consultation with a trainer. Well I didn't have to worry because I wasn't remotely attracted to him. I will say that he was nicer of the two trainers there. The other guy just made me feel uncomfortable. Just seemed like he was always staring at me. Not that oh he's cute stare, but that I don't like you stare. Anyway after going over my goals (I don't have many) and finding out that my body fat is higher then it really is we got stared. Now we did have some good conversations and he wasn't yelling at me like you see in tv shows. So that made me feel good, but I do think he worked me out too hard. I'm sure he would say oh you can take it. Your like a dormant volcano (his words not mine). Plus the exercises we did were more for the lower body which was not what I said I needed to work on. Plus by the time I got to the end I could tell I was getting pale because he even had to ask if I was alright. I know I was close to puking too. I honestly don't see the point in working your body until it basically rebels against you. You can get a good workout in without killing yourself. Anyway after it was all said and done he of course tries to get me to sign up with him. Didn't happen. Plus he said that was an "easy" workout. Yeah bullshit. I rather design my own program that tests me, but doesn't make my body want to shut down when I leave. Well enough of me complaining about the trainer. Movie time. First up is Donnie Russo. Now I think I posted this scene before or I posted a different scene. I can't remember. Anyway the dude is still hot either way. In great shape at the time too. Plus he's a very verbal top which I find sexy. Next up is Bear Trap. Again I usually don't post full movies, but I like this one. I mean I'd pretty much do the same thing if I caught wind my ex was planning to move up here. Plus all the guys are bears which is hot. Next up is Chase Hunter and Lane Fuller. Two sexy built guys. I really can't add more other then saying HOT! Fourth up is a Cop Orgy. The best thing about this is they do look like cops build wise. Plus they kinda have the look too. Anyway it's a scene from a Titan movie. One of the cop shack movies. Then we have Chris Steele in the first scene from Uncle Jack. Shame that Chris has stepped behind the camera. He's a looker. Plus if he was my uncle I'd have a hard time keeping it in my pants too. Last up is Eric Evans, Jason Branch, and Blake Harper. Now all 3 guys are some of my favorite actors so this scene was like a god send. Plus it is again one of the few times you ever see Jason Branch bottom.

A good BJ

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Can't stop thinking

This morning while I was working out I was thinking. I had done the watch porn prior to working out thing and it just got me thinking. On sean cody they always do an interview. The guys talk about their girlfriends or their jobs. Which got me on the train of thought about porn stars and day jobs. I mean it's something that we never really piece together when looking at a porn star. I know Carlo Masi has like an engineering masters or a masters of some sort. Know that Ricky Sinz use to be in the military, but I guess we are so use to seeing them one way that if we were to run into them in real life outside of that setting it would be awkward. Well maybe that's just me. I have a hard time forgetting stuff which sucks when you do something embarrassing. Plus sometimes we can't see them in that position. I mean some of these guys you see them and think oh personal trainer or fitness model. Well sometimes they aren't those things. Sometimes they are an accountant. I know that's what I thought of my boyfriend when we first met. I just assumed he was doing something fitness related when he said nope I'm an accountant. Yeah didn't expect that. Just a weird thought I had while working on my arms. I had some fuel added to that was this blog I read by Devin Hunter. He basically talks about his experience with sean cody. Honestly it doesn't really surprise me. Like I said before I use to be into sean cody then it kinda changed and I couldn't stand watching it. Now if the sound is off I'm fine. Will say good thing he found a studio he liked. Makes me wonder what my experience would be like if I was to be bold enough to try to break into porn. Or at least aim for the production crew not in front of the camera. Well enough thinking time for some vids. First up is Tyler Hill and Ethan Kage. This is a scene from Up All Night. I personally think it's the best scene. Great pair these two. Next up is Dean Flynn and some other guy. I don't even know why I remember Dean's name. Anyway this is clearly a Titan movie since Dean Flynn is in it. It's a weird clip since they are pretending to be superheroes. So clearly if you've wanted to see two superheroes do it then you'll love this clip. 3rd up is the ever awesome Eric Evans and Eric York. This is a very nice pairing in my opinion. They have similar builds, but Eric Evans clearly has more hair. It's such an interesting pairing. I find it very hot. Speaking of hot pairings Jake Deckard, Trey Casteel, and Ricky Sinz makes a very hot scene. They are just so brutish and masculine in this scene. It's just flat out hot. Not much more I can say about it. Helping to close this all out is Butch Grand and Ray Stone. Both are bald hairy daddies that show they clearly know what they are doing. Do wish I could be between them though. Lastly is a little restaurant fuck. Well if you are sitting there in your underwear it was bound to happen.

Rough Weekend

My boyfriend hasn't really been feeling well all weekend. So needless to say I haven't been doing much. I did get to have a fun edging session on Saturday, but then my guy comes home and he's doing ok, but not 100%. So we get up to do our Sunday stuff and visit his mom and by the time we got home he was just not feeling well. I hate that because I love to hold and snuggle with him. I was even talking to my friend about that yesterday while my boyfriend was resting. Now for some context I had sex with this guy once before I moved up here. We remained in contact and now are good friends. Anyway he was talking about how his boyfriend isn't all that affectionate and I said I couldn't do that. Even when I'm topping a guy I have to stop every now and again to kiss him or rub him. I just really like touching and being touched. Think it has to do with not getting a lot of hugs from my family. So he says he knows. I wouldn't let him get even two inches away. I don't know I just thing that when your intimate with someone a lot of touching is a good thing. It spices things up. Or it can just help someone feel better. I know whenever I'm having a bad dream and my boyfriend touches me I feel better. He wasn't feeling good this morning either. I kinda blew off my workout to comfort him. He wasn't sleeping well all night and then when I was holding him he seemed to finally crash. I couldn't just leave him when I seemed to be helping him sleep. So got to workout tomorrow morning to make up for it. Well onto the videos. First up is Vinnie D'Angelo. I can't remember the name of the guy that gets to play with this hunk of a man, but he sure does look amazing. Clearly I need to head over seas and do some jogging. Maybe I can pick up my own construction worker. Next Ray Stone and Carlo Cox have some fun on a roof. When I watch stuff like this is makes me wonder how do roofs ever get finished. 3rd up is a scene from Wet Dream. It was a big movie where they had tons of different directors and camera crews. It was this big international thing. Anyway this is a pretty nice scene. Then again the whole movie was pretty good. Next up is Adam Dexter and Carlo Masi. Not really much to add onto it other then it's a nice scene. Lastly is Matt Rush and Alex Slater. Now this is a movie from manavenue called fan's revenge, but I think the person that uploaded it was having computer problems or something because it kinda starts in the middle then repeats part of a scene then goes to the beginning. So if you want to see it get right to the fun part then you'll enjoy it, but if you like seeing it in chronological order then you might be disappointed.

Ready for tonight

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Trying something new

Well this morning my boyfriend had to go in early. So I figured I'd give something a try that I've been wanting to do for awhile. I was on one of the many blogs I visit and it mentions that there is no harm jacking off before you workout just as long as you don't cum since you'll be drained if you do. In fact it may even help. It has to do with the rise in testosterone during the arousal. So I wanted to see if it lead to a better workout. I think it really did. I mean I felt great after my workout. Didn't feel tired or anything. Now I am also taking some new stuff to which could have contributed to that. Well I get to do it again tomorrow and we'll see if I get the same result. Plus I might get to get off of work early tomorrow which means EDGING TIME! We'll see if that actually happens though. I don't think it will. I also have an interview for another job coming up which means I could end up seeing even less of my guy, but more money coming in. Not sure how I feel about that. I mean we rarely get to see each other as it is with our conflicting work schedules. Well if I make enough money one day we'll be able to spend more time together. Well moving on to the videos. First one is a clip from a Titan movie. The two cumshots in the scene gave that away. I just know that one guy is apparently named David Anthony. I do however know this is a very very hot scene. It has that equality aspect that a lot of scenes don't have. Both guys are built similarly and about the same height. They go at it very passionately making the scene just amazing. Wish more movies did this. I just love this scene. Remember when I posted a video of a hairy guy showing off his chest. Well here is another of his videos. This time you see more of his body. Yeah I love it. Next is a scene that I loved and am now less obessed with it. Had to do with the fact this was a free clip I could easily get and I was very much into Tom Katt. Anyway he and Billy Herrington go at it in the final scene of the movie Conquer. This is the first time Billy ever bottomed. I will say for all the hype the movie did with that aspect it sure was a pretty lack luster scene. I mean he is a hot top, but his bottoming scene lasted like 10 seconds and it was over. In a better scene that did what it advertised we have Chris Rockway and Reese Rideout wrestling. Like every gay porn movie with wrestling it leads to sex. I love this scene just because it seemed like the two were a couple. I mean they were always doing scenes together. I thought it made it hotter. Next Chris Rockway, Reese Rideout, and Jeremy Walker star in Coach 2. Chris and Reese are now the coaches and are thinking of hiring a new coach. Enter very very hunky Jeremy Walker. Well clearly we must see if he's up to pair. Very hot scene. Lastly is a barebacking scene with Will West. I don't know why I find this scene hot, but I just do. So enjoy.

Nice Weekend

So I had a pretty decent weekend. I did get some sexual loving from my boyfriend. It was a very nice session. Not to fast or too slow. Did make me realize my nipples are way too sensitive. I mean I can't wear some shirts now because either my nipples show or they get way too sensitive. My boyfriend also assured me that I'm a lot bigger then when I came down. We usually take photos whenever I get measured and so he was comparing photos from October December and April I believe. Yeah nothing makes you realize how far you come then seeing where you started. So feeling pretty decent about myself despite seeing that I lost weight. Yeah my boyfriend is a very supportive one. For sure I know we've come a long way and I've come a long way in knowing that I'm now in a healthy relationship instead of that crap one I was in before. Anyway onto the videos. First up is the ever sexy Tony Defina having phone sex. I find Tony very attractive in the sense that he is just the right build. Big enough that he doesn't look like the average guy, but not so big that he looks freakish or like he's done roids. Plus love the nipple rings. Next up is Tim Kelly and Tony Daniels. A side note to this though. Tony Daniels is only one of this guys many names. He only went by this name once. I swear I saw him somewhere as Dino something. On another site he's known as Ibrahim. Anyway it doesn't change the fact that both these guys are very hot muscle bears. I know if either one of those two was my boyfriend I'd be more focused on him then the newspaper. Speaking of Ibrahim here is the famous Tony Daniels and Collin O'Neal. This is the only time he's been called Ibrahim so I don't know what to call him from now on, but once again doesn't make this scene any less hot. I'm not as much a Collin O'Neal fan as I use to be, but he really looks good in this scene. Next up is a look at Arpad Miklos then and now. The first scene is from one of his first movies. As you can see he didn't have his trademark beard and hairy body and before he started really hitting the weights. The next scene is from some Michael Lucas film. Both scenes were cut down. I know that the last scene is suppose to be like 35 minutes. Following that is another clip with my heart throb Carlos Montenegro. I believe this is actually the 2nd part of another scene from Pride and Lust. I think that's the name of the film. Anyway it was pretty nice. As you can see Carlos does shoot a nice few loads. Lastly is Tom Chase and Skye Woods. Both these guys are just flat out studs. Tom Chase is truly fine wine. He really does get hotter and hotter with age. Age and hair. Not to mention that tan looks really nice on him. Skye is no slouch either. I mean he's built. He has an amazing chest, an amazing ass, and is really really flexible. So very very hot. So clearly this is one of my favorite pairings. If only they had more like this.

Just more thinking

So my day yesterday was pretty nice. My poor boyfriend had a miserable day though. Came home and he wasn't exactly mad, but wasn't happy either. He gets that way after a long day so I made sure just to be there for him and let him know that if wanted to talk I'd be listening. We just snuggled and watched a movie. So today I'm a lot less horny, but I'm sure my boyfriend can fix that. He'll probably want to fix that too. I don't know I was kinda feeling good about myself earlier this week, then I stepped on the scale and saw that I lost weight. Well at the same time I've been taking something to burn fat trying to lower my body fat back down to wear it use to be so that could be why the weight is down. So I'm going to stop taking it unless I have a long day ahead of me. Then I just need it to get me through the day. I mean I think I'm more muscular, but well my boyfriend said he'd let me know if he saw any changes since I took that gh stuff. He hasn't so yeah. Not to mention I'm seeing more veins then usually so yeah I can probably knock off the fat burner unless I'm working a really long shift. I also haven't been drinking as much water as I should be so that could also explain a few things. Well onto the videos. First up are some Latino Muscle studs. I think that's the best time to have sex is after a workout. Testosterone is a flowing and the feeling is mind blowing. The real reason why I love this video is because I'd really like to do that in real life. Next up is a nice muscle worshiping session. Some of you may remember the video I posted where a big guy fucked a watermelon. Well here is again minus the melon. I will it was disappointed how little he came this time. Guess he really needs to fuck a melon. Third on the list is Carlos Montenegro, Pedro Andreas, and Daniel Marvin. Now I usually don't post videos of Pedro Andreas or Daniel Marvin since they broke up and I find it awkward watching them now because I can't help, but think of them as a couple. It's a personal issue thing. I have such a crappy relationship with my ex that it projects onto things. Anyway this scene actually is really hot. It's one of those porn within a porn type clips. Carlos is looking super sexy and so is that pizza boy. Did find it sad that Carlos didn't come as much as he usually does. I mean the volume of cum not the number of times he cums. Next is one that makes me really love foreign porn. Our young hero has a problem that he goes to a priest for. As you can see this was of course going to end one way. Will say that I didn't know priest could get tattoos. Next up is just a short clip of this huge bodybuilder. I mean he clearly does roids, but doesn't have that guy. Plus I really would like to rest my head on his chest. Speaking of hot chests here is another hot and hairy chest. Hey I know what I like and I post what I like.

Just been edging

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Ready for the weekend

It's been a long week for me. I have no clue what's going on with my body. Yesterday I was just hot. My boyfriend couldn't even snuggle with me I was that hot. Then last night I was apparently snoring so loud that he had to sleep on the couch. Now that makes me feel like crap. Then I over slept this morning. I assume it has to do with this GH spray. I don't know what it is. Plus I'm not as horny as I should be by this time. Granted I have been more stressed this week then previous weeks. I think I just need some time to relax and unwind. Probably should have soaked in the tub like I wanted to last night. Well at least tomorrow I'm all alone which means EDGING TIME! I got some new porn to watch tomorrow. Just hope I can finally not cum tomorrow. Lately every time I edge I end up cumming which is not the plan when I edge. It's all just about the pleasure of jacking not the ending for me. Then again it could be a sign that I am hornier since I can't seem to do it without cumming. Oh well. So on to the videos for today. First up the late great Al Parker plays the part of a photographer. Needless to say he doesn't stay behind the camera lens for long. Next up is another full film. Again I usually don't like to post full films, but again this is a good one. It's the classic Kansas City Trucking Company from the famous Joe Gage. The first part of a trilogy he made. I think the whole movie is amazing. Next to get down are some hunks on a boat. Seriously I need to get a boat and get out on the water. If I had known this goes on a lot. Fourth up is Kyle Carrington. I must say this is a very hot clip. Nice oiling scene and ever nicer cumshot. As I was watching this clip I read a comment saying that apparently he only did 3 films before he killing himself. Just can't imagine. Kinda a downer when watching the clip. Next up is stud Gavin Lowe. Must say very hot stud. Not to big and not too small. Nice shot too. Next up is our European stud Rudolf Schneider. In this clip he does two guys. First up is Rudolf and a twinkish guy. The funny thing is that in the short interview he says he has a girlfriend, but I will say for a straight up he sure does take a cock up the ass very well. Then he has fun with another muscle stud. Then there is part of a third clip. Very nice.

Just a thinking

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I had more thoughts

So last night as I was struggling to fall asleep I couldn't help but think about something. I couldn't help but think about steroids. I think it was just because of one of the videos I found or it could have been because one of my customers openly admitted that he had done them. So it got me thinking. Where do I stand on the steroid debate. I know that it does make help guys look insanely buff, but at what cost. I mean I look at some of the gay porn stars that have done roids. I look at how there stomachs look so bloated and how they don't even seem to cum. I mean I view cum as an indicator of a few things. Like how much is the guy enjoying the sex. How long did he go without jacking off or sex. I like guys that cum a lot. My boyfriend likes that I cum a lot. I mean would the muscles really be worth the aggression, the zits, the lack of balls and cum, and all the heart problems? I know for me it's not. I may want a huge buffed out body, but I rather do it the natural way then to get on roids and have all those side affects. Guess that is just me and a few others. On less soap box related issues here are some videos. I got a lot of threesomes this go round. Anyway first up is Scott Randsome, Gianfranco, Chad Connors. Showing that surfers don't have to be skinny twinks. That is why I love this clip. All the guys look amazing. No skinny twinks here. Next up is Damien, Dillion Press, and Rick Leon. This is the 2nd scene of Bear Cage. Like I said I think Damien and Dillion Press are smoking. Wish I was there in person. Third up is Matt Sizemore, Nino Bacci, and Logan Reed. Amazing how a camera can make guys do some amazing things. That's all I'll say about that clip. Next up is a muscle worshiping session. If the guy looks familiar it's because I posted another video of his sometime ago. Clearly he's younger in this one. This is a guy who clearly isn't on roids. Hot body and even hotter cumshot that keeps coming. Next is the wonders of phone sex. It honestly hasn't really been my thing, but if I had an imagination like this or was talking to one of these guys I'd make an exception. Lastly Jack Van Dean has some garage sex. Not much more to say about that other then Jack is a very hot hairy man.

I had a good morning

I got to edge today and it was a really good one. I plot down on the car and start jacking to the new video I made. I mean my dick was really responding. I mean it just felt really good. I even found some really hot clips on the web. I downloaded some really good videos. I mean I was just super excited. Until my computer started acting up. That for some reason made me really hot. I mean I was starting to sweat. I think it was the thought I might have to get a new computer a lot earlier then I was planning on. Anyway so I continue with my bating. Then wham I get the biggest urge to cum. Now when I edge I'm really just enjoying the sensation of jacking off more then the ending, but I mean my dick was just ready for it. I just had to blow my load. Wow did it feel so good. Just recalling it is getting my dick hard. So yeah really good day. In other news. I figured out why I could never be a bodybuilder. It's not that I couldn't get the body if I worked harder. It's pics like this that make me realize I can't do it.
I'd truly be that guy. Because I would be rock hard being around all the bodybuilders in the pump room. I wouldn't be able to help it. Then my dick would barely fit into my posers and it would be peaking out all the time. It would be really bad because I would be at a natural bodybuilding contest (because I will not do roids) and I find those guys really attractive. Hey at least I know my limitations. Now onto the videos. First up is a video called Pokers and Strokers 2 from Man Avenue. I always like Man Avenue's stuff. They typically get big guys that are natural. You can tell by the amount of cum and lack of a huge belly. Anyway this one is just a collection of some behind the scenes clips and some cumshots. And there is plenty of that to go around for sure. Next is a video I grabbed off xtube. It's a hands free cumming. I always admire guys that can do this. I can't. Well I should say I haven't tried since I enjoy stimulating my dick so much. I will say if my boyfriend could do this I wouldn't be able to keep my hands off him since I would know how to stimulate him. Next up is a muscle daddy jacking. This guy has a very nice build and a very nice dick. I love amateur stuff like this. Very hot. Next up is a nice muscled stud getting fucked. Now usually I don't like Mike Hancock stuff, but this one is pretty hot. Don't know if it's the guy getting fucked or the guy doing the fucking, but it gets the blood flowing south. Helping the bring up the rear (no pun intended) is Jay Benjamin and Rob Jones. This is one of the few times I've ever seen Jay Benjamin bottom. I must say he does it well. Anyway I was big into cop scenes back in the day and this was one of my favorite ones. Lastly is the last scene from big boys club. Yeah that's just how it happened. I was trying to find out who the guys were, but ended up finding out that this was the final scene. On a side note. Wow phones use to be huge. Nicely built guys going at it. I love it.

Just the day to day

Nothing big is going down with me really. Just work and home life really. I haven't really been all to horny, but then again I think that's also because I haven't edged since Monday. Don't get me wrong I still get a stiffy now and again indicating yeah I am horny and I wake up with a huge boner, but just don't feel horny. It could also be because I'm done with my testosterone booster. I'm taking something new that's suppose to increase my GH (growth hormones) and a side affect is higher sex drive, but then again this company likes to make claims it's products never back up. Anyway I won't get to have some fun until Friday. Plus I'm sure tonight I'm going to get lucky. Maybe not since my boyfriend will be at the dentist. Plus I've been dealing with seniors all day which honestly doesn't really put me in the mood. Well enough of that. On to the videos for the day. First up are some Spanish hunks. Don't know what movie this is from, but I find it hot because well I do have a friend I wouldn't mind doing that with. That and I like foreign porn. Next is a weird vintage clip. I don't get the clock part, but I will say it is a pretty nice scene. Got the blood flowing south. 3rd up is a muscle threesome. Well that's what I call it. Well built guys going at it. Yeah I find it hard to not enjoy this clip. Next up is a really really hot jail house sex scene. Again clearly a foreign movie. I mean the guys have very nice cocks, are very passionate in having sex and even the voyeur guy is hot. There is noting I don't like about this scene. The last two clips are of a guy that calls himself Officer Zack. What I find interesting is that he goes out of his way to show that he is straight by looking at girly mags and jacking off, then he gets a blowjob from a guy. More so in the first one then in the second one which is just a bunch of scenes put together. Anyway he has a very nice ass. Wish he'd fuck a guy. Anyway I thought they were actually pretty hot scenes, but then again I chose all these scenes while I was edging one day. I tend to save vids days in advance. Well enjoy.