Just trying to be me

That's all I can really do right? I can't do things for other people I have to do them for me. So I'm trying to do that. I just told someone off that I felt was using me. I don't deserve to have friends that are only there when they need something. That's not a friend. I'm trying not to fall into my ex's trap. I can't be with him. Romantically it just doesn't work. So I'm going to be doing more things for me. That includes keeping this blog up and running. In fact I got a new follower. That's another bit of an ego boost. So I'm going to be doing things for me right now. I'm going to just be me. Trying to be anything else just wouldn't be worth it would it? Now to just remember this and not forget it tomorrow.

This is a preview form AdamRussoxxx.com. I was looking at his twitter profile and saw he had a site so I figured I'd look it up. Well I found this video that I just had to post. The description is as follows: Dodger and I met on a Suite 703 shoot. We just hit it off big time. The scene we did was hot from beginning to end. So when I asked him to do a scene for my site he readily agreed. This time however we did things my style. Dodger has a beautiful thick dick which I couldn't stop sucking. He proceeded to work my ass almost getting his whole hand up there. He got me so fucking hot and horny that I had to sit on his dick and ride that beer can dick. I exploded and when he was ready to cum I was there with my mouth open.
Must say if it's anything like that video (and from the preview it kinda looks like it) I'd pay for a membership just to see this video.
I hate when guys do this. Normally. I guess I let it slide for 2 reasons. The first being that he is sexy as hell. The second is that there is a later shot where he is completely naked. There is a fine line between being a cock tease and being frustrating. So many models lower their pants or briefs so you see right above their cock or just a little bit of their crack. Unless in the next shot you are completely naked don't bother doing it.
Another pic from Jimmy Z. This is Con Demetriou. He's an Aussie (making him 10 times sexier in my book). Sadly the guy is a major cock tease. As far as I know he's never been completely nude on camera. There are plenty of videos of him with just a towel on, but I've never seen his dick. Now it could be because I don't pay for Jimmy Z and maybe he does actually take it off at some point, but I doubt it. Typically bodybuilders who are still active on the circuit don't do anything nude. Especially for a gay studio. There is still that stigma.
This position can be very sexy. I personally love seeing this in porn. Just because the guy getting fucked can grind and really show what he can do. Or just be held there and fucked. Plus seeing the look in the each of there eyes as they clearly enjoy it. Not to mention you get a shot of someone with a very strong back like this guy.