Feeling better

Feeling better about me and my boyfriend's relationship. I think talking to him about me being pissy around this time helped. I think the sexual attraction might be fixed once I'm on my PCT. In other news I like my stomach now. You can actually see a six pack without me having to flex. I of course feel great about that. So yay me.
I've been watching porn for years now and one thing I've noticed is all the different shapes and sizes of guys' dicks. Recently I've been paying more attention to the curve of a dick. Recently two sean cody videos I saw featured guys with a downward curve to their dick. As many guys know how we jack off really does affect the curve of our dicks. Well there is really only two reason why your dick would have a downward curve like that. Either you have a piercing at the head of the dick so when you get an erection it just stays down. Or you have been trying to fuck yourself. The two guys I saw on the videos were not jacking their dick in a way that explained the curve until they both were on all fours and tried to put their dick up their ass. Maybe they just tuck their dick that way and when they get that random boner it caused the bend. I know I always put mine on my left side and I jack it with my left hand. Always funny how the "straight guys" have that curve.
Another thought I had this morning (as I got out of the shower), was how does a blind guy know he's gay. I'm not trying to be mean or anything, but I'm curious. Guys get aroused by sight. It's why we have to be really careful. So how does a blind guy know that he doesn't prefer a woman, but a man. Does it have to do with the voice, the sense of touch, the smell? I'm sure I'm not the only guy that asked. Maybe I should google it. Anyway if someone happens to know the answer and could leave me a comment that would be great.