Allergies plus a challenge

So one of the guys I hook up with from squirt is someone I talk to a lot. He challenges me a lot and gets me to ask why? He's got me to really look at my relationship. The sad thing is I think I am unhappy with my relationship. There are things I need to talk to my bf about, but I don't think they would change anything. I think I do need to break up with him. I'm just being such a libra about it. I'm weighing everything. Last night he was helping out the family of his friend who passed away and I was getting so annoyed. Then he started talking about it today and I just felt myself get tense. I mean it feels like in the relationship I'm more needed than wanted. And there is a difference. Wanted means that you feel like the person won't be destroyed without you. Like they are independent and want to bring you into their life. Needed means you feel like your needed to constantly stand them up. My bf has said that about me countless times. I can't say the same. I think a lot in my life has gotten better or changed since I met him, but I don't feel like I'd be destroyed without him. I'd be sad yes, but I'd be able to pick myself up and move on. I can't be in the relationship just because I'm afraid of what would happen to him if I left. Another good point up this guy pointed out was what if I went back to school. How would he act then. Well in a conversation with my bf he said that he feels lonely and that we don't spend enough time together. So imagine if I did want to go back to school. So it's like what do I say or do. I just really think it has to be after I get off my pro-hormone cycle. If he asks what was up with me today I'll just say allergies since that's not entirely a lie.
Who's that bodybuilder? Well according to the website I got it form it's Bo Dixon. Don't know if it is or isn't him. Just know that he has a great looking ass. Also they should have done his hands. They stick out like a sore thumb.
Now these two would be a power couple. Would love to see these two guys fuck. I'm sure these two guys are straight, but it would make for great gay porn if they were gay and did put something out there. They are about the same size wise so it would be fun seeing who is the top and who's the bottom.
I've heard of Aaron Giant. His website advertises on mymusclevideo all the time. He's the guy that's hovering over the other guy. I just wonder why he is called that. He doesn't seem that much taller then the guy he is with in this scene. Then again he could be referring to his dick which isn't at full strength.