I'm trying to not do a lot of things today. I think it's because I forgot to take my herb and the weather outside. I'm trying not to not work. Yes I know that's a double negative. I don't feel like doing anything today. I'm trying to not focus on the fact that I may end up signing another year lease with my ex. The most important thing is I'm trying to not freak out about me and Brock. You see he was sick Wednesday and I haven't heard from him since. Right now I'm longing to just hold him in my arms for a little bit. It's hard to explain. It's like just having him around makes me happy inside. So I'm trying to not let it bother me which is so hard. I know he's busy. He has a life. And he had an ex that had to know exactly where he was and what he did. I just want him to at least come in an see me once a week. Just makes me feel like I'm some girl with her first boyfriend in junior high. She has to know what he's doing every second and have him spend all her time with her. Then I'm trying not to beat myself up over that. I'm just so torn and doing my best not to break down and cry. It's all because I'm being too hard on myself which I'm trying not to do. It all boils down to the fact that I'm so insecure about myself. Even right now I'm trying to not text him at this moment. I guess I just need a reminder from him that he is interested in being in a relationship with me no matter how crazy his or my life gets. God I'm so insecure.
I posted this for two reasons. 1. I use to love to visit musclex. It was a paid site, but they gave you so many free preview items. You got to see pictures and even read some of their erotic fiction. 2. This guy is very hot. Clearly he was jacking his dick pretty fast at the time the photo was snapped. Usually you don't see images of guys jacking being blurry. Least not in the published ones. Guess it goes to show how in the zone he was. Basically forgetting about the camera and focusing on his own pleasure.
Don't think I have to tell you who this guy is. If I do then you must be new to porn. That is none other than Alexsander Frietas on a bodybuilding stage. I had this hint that he was a bodybuilder based on how he posed in some of his videos. Then he for sure verified it when he tweeted about it. Well now here is the pictorial proof. He tweeted this btw. The part that really gets me is that he is only about an inch taller than me according to his bio, but he outweighs me by at least 40 lbs. Man someone is going to be super lucky if they snag him. Do also have to point out that clearly this was not a recent photo. His arm tattoo takes up his entire arm now. Plus both sides of his neck are now covered.
The bulge in this guys posers is sticking straight out. It always makes me wonder if it's just because that's how his dick laid or is it waking up. It just a thought I've always had. Do bodybuilders get turned on as much posing for an audience as some members in the audience are about them posing?
I wonder what studio this photo came from. Dan Steele has done some videos for some gay centered studios, but he's never really jacked his dick while doing so. He is far to straight for that. Pretty much the only sexual thing he has done on camera is a chick. He actually did do some straight porn. If the idea of seeing a chick didn't turn me off so much I'd give it a try. Yet at the same time I don't want to. He's very arrogant. The interview he did still plays in my head. Said he's been working out ever since he was 3. Not really answering the questions. Personally I'm sure I couldn't stand 2 minutes talking to him, but I could so worship that body and suck him off. Yay internal conflict.
I posted this for two reasons. 1. I use to love to visit musclex. It was a paid site, but they gave you so many free preview items. You got to see pictures and even read some of their erotic fiction. 2. This guy is very hot. Clearly he was jacking his dick pretty fast at the time the photo was snapped. Usually you don't see images of guys jacking being blurry. Least not in the published ones. Guess it goes to show how in the zone he was. Basically forgetting about the camera and focusing on his own pleasure.
Don't think I have to tell you who this guy is. If I do then you must be new to porn. That is none other than Alexsander Frietas on a bodybuilding stage. I had this hint that he was a bodybuilder based on how he posed in some of his videos. Then he for sure verified it when he tweeted about it. Well now here is the pictorial proof. He tweeted this btw. The part that really gets me is that he is only about an inch taller than me according to his bio, but he outweighs me by at least 40 lbs. Man someone is going to be super lucky if they snag him. Do also have to point out that clearly this was not a recent photo. His arm tattoo takes up his entire arm now. Plus both sides of his neck are now covered.
The bulge in this guys posers is sticking straight out. It always makes me wonder if it's just because that's how his dick laid or is it waking up. It just a thought I've always had. Do bodybuilders get turned on as much posing for an audience as some members in the audience are about them posing?
I wonder what studio this photo came from. Dan Steele has done some videos for some gay centered studios, but he's never really jacked his dick while doing so. He is far to straight for that. Pretty much the only sexual thing he has done on camera is a chick. He actually did do some straight porn. If the idea of seeing a chick didn't turn me off so much I'd give it a try. Yet at the same time I don't want to. He's very arrogant. The interview he did still plays in my head. Said he's been working out ever since he was 3. Not really answering the questions. Personally I'm sure I couldn't stand 2 minutes talking to him, but I could so worship that body and suck him off. Yay internal conflict.
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