Videos

First up is Brad Patton and Jason Kingsly. This is the final scene of the movie Beyond Perfect. Basically Brad and Jason play this couple that are stuck because both are tops. Well I loved this scene. Just because you do get the sense they are a couple. It's very loving and soft (even with the hardcore pounding and grunting). I could believe it. Plus the guys do make good tops and bottoms. Speaking of which that's a good transition into the next clip. This clip features Ray Dragon fucking Josh West. If you are familiar with Josh West then you know that he's usually the top. And with that dick of his you can see why. Kinda makes you wonder if he's a top because studios prefer him to because of his dick or if it's by choice. Third up is a bareback fuck. I like this one because of the top. He is just so solidly built. Really takes charge even though he doesn't say too much. Just fun watching that guy constantly pound the guy wearing the Christmas hat. Which makes me wonder if that was just so that they both are wearing hats or because that's around the time this video was filmed. Did make a good thing to grab. Then we have some runners. The top in this clip has gone by two names. One was Sergio something and the other was Dom Comillo. Anyway he makes a great top. Looks more like a constrution worker than a runner. Just very big build. Good fucker too. Next is Jason Barker and Max. Although I think this is back with Max was called Mike. Yes this is the same Max that fucked and was fucked by Manuel Deboxer. It's painfully obvious that these two guys are straight in this clip. With all the rubbing up against each other that they do not a single boner. And at the end Max has to leave before Jason can come. If you like watching two muscular guys kinda worship each other than you'll like this. If you are looking for a little passion than move on. Lastly are two repairmen fucking. It is not in english obviously. This is a very top centered movie. What I mean is the top gets a blowjob. The bottom doesn't. The bottom gets rimmed. The top fucks the bottom and cums. The bottom never does. The entire time I don't think the bottom really kept a boner. That being said it's still a decent clip. The top is quite the squirter.
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Figured it out

Yesterday I was not feeling up to par. My throat was/is doing this weird thing. It's better today. Swallowing hurts a little. Well it did give me some time to think however. Well plus it helps that I talked to Scott (guy I hooked up with and remained good friends with). I mentioned how I sent Brock a text and he never responded back. Now Scott is a guy like me. He responds to texts whenever he can. He has never understood why Brock can't at least say he's busy or something. Well we got talking and Scott got me thinking. Why am I letting yet another man dictate my life. Brock had a strange hold over me. I say had because I've snapped out of it. Basically he was dictating my life like my ex. Well only in the sense they were both doing it. Brock was controlling me through indifference. He gave me a bit of affection right off the bat then pulled it back. And I've seen it more recently than ever. I can't think of a time recently where he texted me or came in and asked how my day was. It's kinda just a hey and then he starts talking about his day or his wants. Then on top of that I was willing to throw my ex under the bus for him. He very openly hates my ex. This wouldn't be a big deal except for the fact I have nothing against my ex. For the past two years he has been great. We just had some problems in the bedroom and in the relationship that lead to it's end. I still care for him very much. My best friend basically. I could never see him and my ex getting along. And you know what that doesn't work. So no more Brock. If he wants to be friends without benefits he has my number. If he doesn't then well he can feel free to lose it. Now comes the part of telling him all this. I'm thinking it will have to be done in person one of these days. Not over text and certainly not over e-mail or facebook. He clearly doesn't respond to either when it comes from me.
This is Greg Mitchell. I know this because I remember that it was in a photo set from the Happy Town blog. I chose this specific one because of the magazine in the rack. The one with a shirtless muscle guy next to an M. I remember the days when I would jack off to magazines like that. Then I look over at greg and say yeah he could be in one of those magazines. He has a good solid build on him. Be more of the average man that you see from time to time in those blogs.
Mike Ruiz is Pretty Masculine. See what I did there? I used the title of his latest project to describe him and it's also true. Anyway Mike is just one of those down to earth guys that takes your breath away. You can't believe someone that butch is that normal. I follow him on twitter and he retweets a lot of his fans. The worst part for me is that if I was still living in Texas I could have actually gotten a chance to meet him. And by meet I mean get my book signed by him and drool over him in person. But we must remember he is an engaged man. He sure does have one lucky partner. Then again he says it's the other way around. He's the lucky one.
This photo screams not real to me. It screams like it's a morph or something. It's just the little things. Now I don't know if it's just the skeptic in me or if I've just seen one to many, but I can't help but just think something is off. The face seems to fit the head ok, but the arms and legs don't seem to belong to the same person. The light on his left (right hand side) arm seems to have come from no where. Doesn't look like his body belongs in the room. If I'm wrong then I'm sorry. I'm just looking too hard.
Rusty Jeffers certainly is a specimen. He looks amazing. Doesn't seem like he loses size with age. And he's so vascular too. Look at those bicep veins. Then the part that I love is the return of the chest hair. I have no problem with gray chest hairs. It happens with age and shows he's not one of those vain guys that shaves off hair the second it turns gray. It's a very nice quality to see. Plus it's a rare thing in a bodybuilder. Seems like they always retain a certain level of vanity.

Videos

And that's 2 down today. Not going great for my posts huh? Well first up is a 5 swimmer orgy. It starts off with a swimming practice then two go back. And they start playing with each other. Well Fernando Nielson comes along and starts jacking. Then pretty soon two more guys come over and wham they are all going at it. Very nice. Now this one is hands down my pic. It's called The Runner. It's very much a classic. First this guy starts jacking when he spots a runner and invites him in. Soon the runner is down on his cock sucking him until he cums. Then continues to suck until cumming himself. And it is a big blast. Then the runner gets fucked. There they finish with one more load each. Clearly the guy that is the top is straight. Didn't suck dick or really have too much contact, but boy was it hot. Now this third clip is a little well. I guess bad script would be a correct way to put it. Apparently Lance Gear is the wrestling coach of Chad Hunt. So far so good. Well apparently Chad Hunt is a high school student. Clearly he was held back a lot. Well no one watches porn for the believability. Anyway Lance starts getting to work on Chad's monster. Then pretty soon takes it. If anyone would have no trouble with Chad Hunt's dick it would be Lance Gear. Man I wish he still did porn. Last up is a guy on his webcam playing with his fleshlight. The guy does have a great build and does do different positions. Sadly we don't get to see his face. And he looks like a real cutie too. I base that on his facial structure. The little I can see.
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And yet another twist

Well guess I put my cart before the horse. Turns out my ex's ex won't let him move back. So that means that we are stuck with each other for at least another year. So now I have to come up with some rules and guidelines to keep us from killing each other. He basically agreed that one thing that lead to the demise of our relationship was that we spent far too much time together. In moving in together we stopped trying to be romantic. Anyway so it's going to be interesting when I really start going out. I know one thing if for certain. I'd never bring Brock or any other guy over to fuck if he was still in the apartment. That is probably our biggest rule. I guess we'd have to talk about the others. He wants me checking in all the time and I think that's going a little too far. So yeah that will be fun. One thing that was fun that was unexpected was the fact that a guy I hooked up with before e-mailed me and came over. This is the guy that has an incredible body. That was a lot of fun. I think because with him there isn't any pressure to do anything. With him he's very much into just touching another guy. Which is nice because currently I'm undergoing a little crisis. Pretty sure my body is saying it wants to be fucked. The problem is that I want Brock to be my first. Well first in a long time. Yet there are 3 other guys who if they pushed me just enough I'd probably let them fuck me. So I'll text Brock later and kinda give him a heads up. We probably wouldn't be able to do anything until next week or later, but he does need to know. Then again I'm sure he already knows. Swear he reads me better than I read myself.
Such a simple photo yet I love it. He's clearly been oiled up just a little bit. Then look at all those veins in his legs. Usually you don't see that unless it's in bodybuilders. Plus the color scheme is pretty nice.
This photo reminds me of the guy I hooked up with today. He always comes over nicely dressed. Loves to rub his dick against mine through his pants. Then he tends to pull it out like this. Do have to admire a guy who likes to look nice.
Now that's an invitation if I ever saw one. The thing is to me there are kinda two images. The one on the right hand side and the one on the left hand side. Put up something on the screen and you'll see it too. On the left hand side you see this muscle stud showing off. Showing that he not only has nice guns, but great calves. Meaning a good top and a bottom. The right side is way different. It looks like a bottom saying yeah come take it. Then I noticed the ring. Our right hand side meaning his left meaning a wedding ring. Possibly this image was sent to his hubby trying to entice him to come home early? Or maybe he's a married man that loves to get fucked on the side.
I've always wanted to go onto this site, but I'm not paying. The guy here is Karl Kasper if I recall right. If you go the website you'll see the full picture. It's a site focused to nipple play and stimulation. More on the sensual side than the sexual.

Videos

Not my day today. 3 of my videos I was going to share were deleted. Lovely. As a result I'm not really going to have a pick for today. Either of them are good. One doesn't really stand out today. First up is Richard jacking off. He clearly enjoys it. He even goes as far as to fuck a pillow. Then we have a sort of home made fuck video. I think one of them is a porn star if I read the comments right. The camera doesn't move so sometimes you don't get the best shot, but I do like the non polished stuff because you know it's real. Lastly is a clip named Double Decker. Basically has Anthony Gallo getting fucked while a guy fucks that guy. It is a mymusclevideo video so if it doesn't show up go to that site, click on a free video, and refresh this page.

Figures

So I was suppose to have a hook up stop by today. Well shocker he didn't show up and won't answer texts or pick up the phone. I'm sure what he'll try to say is that he took a nap and fell asleep which is bull because he's up on squirt at this moment. Honestly it just pisses me off. Don't set up something if you have no intention of doing it. The guy actually met me and everything. Figures. I have terrible luck with hook ups sometimes. Just pisses me off. I understand things can come up at the last minute. I'm not so fixated that I can't understand that. Well obviously won't try to hit this guy up again if he can't even go through with a time we both agreed on. Oh well. Lucky for you guys I guess. Means I can focus on putting out the blog today.
Guys like this always get my attention. It's the beard and the build. Remember my first official celeb crush was on Scott Steiner. Just seeing guys with beards that color and shape gets me a little worked up.
Is there nothing not sexy about this man. I just love watching any scene he's in. And he aged so nicely. He kept his nice tight body, but just got some grays here and there. Not every guy could do that.
This is such a nice position. Just being able to have your dick in a guy and wrapping your arms around him. Just really making sure he feels every inch. Plus it's so easy to kiss him or move into a different position. It's very romantic.
Hard cock...wet briefs... enough said.

Update: So the hook up texted me while I wrote this saying he was scared. Didn't feel like I was interested. Which is bull because we met in person. Well done with that guy.

Videos

I really think I have quite a good selection today. Anyone of them could have been today's pick. Keep that in mind. First up is Dan Dixon fucking on the job. I don't know the name of the other guy. Seen him before, but just can't remember his name. I remember Dan because of the first movie he was ever in. Anyway the two decide to have a little fun on the job. If you like big balls then you'll love this clip. There is plenty of ball ass slapping going on. And if you like guys that shoot a lot then try to hold off until the end because Dan sure does let go. Next up is a guy who won't have a happy girlfriend. Just so you know the voices were dubbed over. It's very obvious just deal with it. The sound is also a little off. Anyway apparently this guy was shown some gay porn and his friend decides to give him a first hand lesson. Sure did great for his first time getting fucked. He's a guy who sweats a lot (or they made look like he sweats a lot) which does make his body pop out a little more. It's a pretty nice clip. The pick for today is the third movie selection. Really the only thing that put above the others is that it has Eric Evans in it and I love watching that man fuck. Eric and his friend are waiting on their roommate so they decide to do something to make the time go a little faster. Well I can imagine you lose all track of time when fucking Eric Evans. Such a hot muscle bear.  Then it's Win Diesel and friends fucking some guy they were going to rob. I think at this point in his career he was called Randy Jones. Anyway it's a nice clip. The subtitles are a little crappy though. Ok a lot crappy. They refer to a handjob as a blowjob. When one of the guys was cumming he said I'm doing. This is no joke. The only thing saving this clip is the fact that it is pretty hot. Especially if you like seeing bald guys fuck like I do. Last up (because the 6th clip was deleted and was of course a hot one) are two guys in the locker room. It's a terrible set up. Who the fuck has a dildo in their gym bag especially one so obvious. Then again it was probably planned. Wonder what gym they go to?.
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Black Friday

I think that is an accurate name for today. I'm feeling pretty dark today. I didn't post yesterday because my ex didn't have his dinner until after 4. I also got a shocker when Brock texted me and asked me to come over. So of course that meant no posting. I certainly had a good time with Brock. I always do. It was coming back to the apartment that was the fun part. Just like always my ex manages to bring me down after my great feeling. I get in and just from his reply I could tell he was pissed. I told him I was going out when he said he was doing the family dinner thing. Well apparently I was out for far too long. He was so worried about me being at the apartment all by myself. Going to show how well he listens right? He was gone only an hour while I was gone 2. Why the fuck does it matter? We are broken up. Well it lead to a huge argument. Cementing in my mind that there is no way we would ever get back together. The thing that annoys me the most about the whole thing is that he accused me of going out while wearing cologne. Since he has known me I have never worn cologne. I just don't see the need to. I hate the way most of them smell. He knows that. So he said the scent came from my room. Well guess what was in my room. Scented dryer sheets that his sister got the both of us, and I put in my room to make it smell nicer. Well this morning he apologized and said he was way out of line (no shit) and he's not my keeper. We'll see how long that lasts. I plan on also sending Brock an e-mail. I don't know what it is, but when I'm sitting next to him or talking to him I stop talking. I just want to be held by him and fall asleep. Believe it or not I'm not much of a talker. I'm a writer for sure. If any of you were to talk to me you'd be surprised how little I talk until I really get to know you and even then I might not say much. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Don't know if it will or won't. Things are awkward with my ex and I think they will be for as long as we live together. Don't think he can ever be friends until I'm not in his face all the time.
That would be a lovely sight to wake up to every morning. This is kinda part of the fantasy life I had in my head on what it would be like to live with a boyfriend. Seeing him walk around in his briefs or boxers. Just wanting to come over to him and play with his body and just go down on him. Still my fantasy for one day.
I use to have a smoking fetish thanks to guys like Jim Ferro here. In my early days of porn I stumbled across Smokinghunks.com. It had all these hunks smoking while fucking or getting sucked or smoking while sucking. How can you not get turned on by that. Then I met the guy that took my virginity. God was he an asshole and a chain smoker. Smoking lost a lot of it's appeal with me that day. It's still there, but no where near what it use to be.
He's just big everywhere isn't he? I don't know where I'd attack first if he was to come onto me. He has cute lips, a great chest, amazing arms, a tattoo which I love, nice abs, and of course a dick that needs to be a full mast. It's one of those choices that you have no problem making because you can't go wrong. Just wonder if he's one of those guys that gets off on other people getting off on him.
The classic double bicep pose. Do we ever truly get tired of seeing guys do it? Yes we all may prefer other body parts, but if a guy did a double bicep would you not start drooling just a little bit. Especially if it was a guy like this. I'd kill to have arms like that. Or be able to play with arms like that. Just one of those classics that will never truly get old.

Videos

First up is a Cop and the leather man. Yes I know I posting a lot of things with cops in it. Just how it goes. Just a good fun one to watch. Next up is a video with two bears in a bathroom. Clearly an abandoned bathroom. Not much gets said which is why I like this one. It is all about the subtle gestures to let the other guy know you are interested. Then when he knows going at him. Great bodies on the guys and just a hot time. I love heavy verbal stuff, but I also love subtle erotic stuff too. Third up is Sylvester Randolph. It's another video from Muscle Hunks. Your basic guy showing off and jacking off. Then two Brazilian guys fucking. As stated before I love Brazilian guys. There porn is always passionate. This one is no exception. Put a smile to my face for sure. Next is another full film. This time it's Nasty Men from SX. If you are familiar with that company than you know all of their stuff is bareback. You have been warned. My favorite scene in this whole movie is the one where you get 5 huge bodybuilders fucking together. Bo Knight and Dave Stone are the only two names I can remember at the moment. Now yes I'd normally choose the scene with Eric Evans in it, but Jeff Palmer is also in it and he's another guy that I just don't get any pleasure in watching. Last up is Anthony Gallo in leather. Don't need to really add much to that. Anthony Gallo is one sexy guy that knows how to fuck. Wish he was still doing stuff.
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Thanksgiving is near

For those of you that don't live in the US tomorrow is Thanksgiving. A holiday where we are suppose (you got it) give thanks. If you really need to know the history of it then just google it. I will be doing nothing special tomorrow so I'll have a post tomorrow. My ex will be having a late Thanksgiving lunch tomorrow with his family. I will just be getting calls from mine. I don't do the traditional Thanksgiving meal. Haven't for awhile. I think it's because of the cynic in me. So basically I'm just going to watch football, pop some pasta in the oven, and watch porn when my ex goes to visit his family. Brock is spending time with his family so he won't be entertaining me. Kinda fine with it. The funny thing is that everyone I tell that I'm not doing anything immediately tries to get me to go somewhere. Oh you could go to the community Thanksgiving. Not going down town just for food and dealing with possible customers. Specifically an older customer that I appreciate the thought, but I really have no interest in doing anything Thanksgiving related.
He looks like a massive dude. I can't help but notice the weight on his shaven armpit. I don't think he shot all the way up there based on how it's running down his dick. Which means it's deodorant. You'd think someone in make up (because there is a make up department for these things) would have said hey let me wipe away this gunk here. Also back to the shaven armpits thing. I know bodybuilders do it, but why? What's wrong with a little fur under there. Don't think the judges would dock you if you had a small patch.
.... wow. That is all I can say. I mean he has a an amazing chest. Just flat out. Strong arms and look at the ridges on his stomach. I also love his necklace tattoo. Just makes his pecs and neck and traps stick out more.
These are different photos from a scene of Kristen Bjorn World of Men. In this scene Adriano Marquez plays a straight biker. He leaves his chain at a beach and Carlos Morales and his friend find it. Adriano is then reunited with his chain. They then start seducing him and offer him money to suck and get fucked. It was a very hot scene. The only annoying thing is that they kept showing the girlfriend waiting on the bike. Then had her walk in as he was finishing getting fucked. Wish they had her wait until he was done. Killed my boner.
Who says shadows can't be your friends. This was a very well done photo. At this angle it just adds to his definition. Plus you can see that his poser sticks out just a little bit from his body. It's like he's practically wearing nothing.

Videos

Only got five videos today because another one of my videos was deleted. First up is a scene from Opposite Attraction 2. One guy is hairy and the other is shaved. Both are muscular dudes and uncut. It's a very hot scene. It's sensual and just awesome. Sadly they don't cum more than once like in other scenes, but the sheer erotic nature of it makes up for it. Next up are two guys fishing. Well fishing for like 2 minutes. Starts with a little sun tan lotion and ends up with fucking. Not too much dialog exchanged either. Third up is a scene from Collin O'Neal's World of men. Don't ask me which one because I don't know. Must say he sure does find some hunks doesn't he? And man do they go at it. I think the reason why it was so good is because Collin directs and since he's been in front of the camera before he knows how to really get the actors going. Or these two were really hot for each other. Then Rafael Alencar gets cheated on. I must say Men studio sure does like to pick on him don't they. He get's fired, cheated on, and I think in a recent one his accent gets made fun of. Anyway he's at a bed and breakfast and his boyfriend is in the shower. He says hey to him, and his cell phone goes off. Rafael picks it up and sees quite a few texts to another guy. He takes his anger out on his former boyfriends ass. Last up are some cops. I must say there were a lot of cop scenes that were created over the years. I can't remember the name of the studio that this is from. They seemed to like cops. Starts off with two, then goes to four, then back to two. Must say don't know why the other guys were even in there. They just come in suck and get suck then leave. Maybe it was the next scene.
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It matters

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Videos

The first video is with Trey Rexx and Nick Moretti. Wait I think that's how you spell his name. Too lazy to go double check. And I think it's Trey Rexx. Looks like him, but then at certain angles it doesn't look like him. Anyway the two get it on. It's a pretty good scene. Not too much I can add on there. The next video comes from mysmuclevideo. You know the drill. If it doesn't show up go to mysmusclevideo.com and click on a free movie then refresh the page. Well it's Blue Blake topping. Must say his place is on camera not behind it. Sure is a loud one isn't he? Today's choice was a tough one. I really did not know which one to go for. Third up is Andrew Justice and Johnny Gunn. Johnny plays a "sex pig" in this scene. I love it for the leather quality of it. It's rough without being too rough. Plus Andrew really does know how to fuck. Next is Chip Maddox from Manavenue. It's your typical scene from them. Lots of posing and jacking. Also some photos snapped of a hard dick at attention. Chip has this attitude in it that very "subtly" let's you know he's straight. When he starts his eyes are closed and he's very much in his own little world. Then as he has to do things he just looks at the camera when told. And he is clearly watching straight porn. That being said it's still fun to watch. Just so you know I'm shocked this movie stayed up. Remember when I mentioned that Blue Blake Productions produced a movie recently? Well this is it. This is the full movie of A Policeman Fucked My Son. This would have been my pick, but it would kinda defeat the purpose since it would load the longest and be the longest. Must say it does have a Blue Blake feel, but also doesn't. Hard to explain. Last up is Dean Coxx in leather. If you like seeing guys in leather and guys that shoot a lot then this is the clip for you. I go back and forth with Dean myself. Some days I find his stuff hot and others not so much.
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And it begins

Around this time of the year my seasonal blues kick in as mentioned before. Which means that even with my herbal help I'll still freak out. I had such a freakout on saturday. My ex texted me to let me know that he talked to the lady next to us. He said it was interesting and he'll tell me later. Well I thought nothing of it. Then while looking at porn all of a sudden I started freaking out. One specific thought went through my head. OH FUCK HE KNOWS! The thought that she told him she saw men coming and going from our apartment or that she may have heard something just wouldn't leave my head. I truly started panicking. Texted Brock and he answered. Which is good because I wasn't planning on texting him. He calmed me down. The sad thing is that I'm sure that won't be my last random freak out. Oh and yeah he knew nothing about my hook ups. She was just a chatter box that took about an hour of his time and showed him her place. Anyway I'm sure I will freaking out much worse and much more often in December and January. Plus with the move coming up I'm just going to be a wreck. Weird that Brock is volunteering to put up with this crap by being in a relationship with me. Still don't know what the hell he sees in me that he couldn't find somewhere else in a less paranoid body.
Must say that Carlos Morales knows what he wants doesn't he? I must say that we have kinda similar turnoffs. I personally don't like feminine guys either. I am a homosexual man. I want a guy not a girl in a guy's body. Not looking for Conan, but someone that is just a normal guy. Inconsiderate falls under the same line as jerk. Don't know how many times I've said that is such a turn off. As for poor personal hygiene. That's kinda a given. No one likes a funky smelling guy or one that can't take care of himself. He doesn't need to spend an hour in the shower, but at least know what a bar of soap does. I've been with guys with nasty breath or smelled terrible. Makes me loose my boner.
Well he's all smiles. Then again I would be too with a body and dick like that. In every photo he had this huge smile on his face. A smile is always a nice thing for a guy to wear. The thing is it has to be genuine. In this image it's kinda hard to tell. I think he was truly smiling and not doing it because they said so, but also looks forced a bit. A good smile can send a loud message to everyone around you. Means you do have a good sense about you and that you don't take yourself too seriously. Think about it. Would you rather approach a guy scowling or frowning, or the one smiling and having a good time?
What shiny posers he has. I posted this because I don't know why guys choose posers that draw so much attention. You want everyone looking at your body not your dick. Plus from what the customer who recently did a show told me, "you want to have dark posers because that paint on tan stuff stains. Can make it look like you shit yourself". With that lovely image I then focus on his stomach. It always amazes me when I see guys with abs that are kinda separated like that. Kinda cool and weird at the same time.
I was talking to the guy I hooked up with on Friday and he was amazed that I'm still in the closet with my parents. Knowing that society is more accepting now than 30 years ago. Which is true. Guys like Gareth Thomas who show that just because you are gay does not mean you can't be tough. As more celebs and athletes come out it shows all those people that gay doesn't always equal feminine. Gay does not always equal hairdresser. We are normal people. We just have same sex sexual preference. That's it. It's why society is shifting. My generation is ok with it because they know that gay people are our friends and neighbors. They can be our plumbers or construction workers. We still have a long way to go, but we are a lot closer than 30 years ago.

Videos

First up is Tye Cezaro. I do love that it comes from the legend men studio. They do a good job of making a solo very erotic. Basically Tye starts moving boxes, then takes off his shirt and starts getting turned on. He jacks his dick and after cumming does some posing. Loved it. Some of you are going to strongly disagree with today's pick. I understand that, but I find this video very erotic. It's a Daddy Bear and his boy. Daddy comes home and his boy gets him a beer before very subtly letting his Daddy know he's horny. There are also parts that kinda skip a bit, but that's because it goes with the music. And when he starts bouncing on Daddy's leg he does this really cheesy scream, but that's when it really gets hot. The big bear fucks him good. For a good majority of it he has boy in his arms fucking him while standing. I love that position. For that reason alone it was my pick. The other reason is that this has always been my fantasy. To have this Daddy type that would take charge and fuck me. If he picked me up and fucked me like that I'd shoot all over him before he even got me away from the couch. Also a heads up. Two of my videos were deleted. Sorry it happens. Third up is Rico Elbaz. It's your classic Muscle Hunks video. There are kinda two scenes going. The photoshoot and him jacking off. Will say the wait is worth it. Rico sure can cum. Lastly is a collection of Bears cumming. Three bears all together. The last two do have quite a good build on them.

Trying not to

I'm trying to not do a lot of things today. I think it's because I forgot to take my herb and the weather outside. I'm trying not to not work. Yes I know that's a double negative. I don't feel like doing anything today. I'm trying to not focus on the fact that I may end up signing another year lease with my ex. The most important thing is I'm trying to not freak out about me and Brock. You see he was sick Wednesday and I haven't heard from him since. Right now I'm longing to just hold him in my arms for a little bit. It's hard to explain. It's like just having him around makes me happy inside. So I'm trying to not let it bother me which is so hard. I know he's busy. He has a life. And he had an ex that had to know exactly where he was and what he did. I just want him to at least come in an see me once a week. Just makes me feel like I'm some girl with her first boyfriend in junior high. She has to know what he's doing every second and have him spend all her time with her. Then I'm trying not to beat myself up over that. I'm just so torn and doing my best not to break down and cry. It's all because I'm being too hard on myself which I'm trying not to do. It all boils down to the fact that I'm so insecure about myself. Even right now I'm trying to not text him at this moment. I guess I just need a reminder from him that he is interested in being in a relationship with me no matter how crazy his or my life gets. God I'm so insecure.
I posted this for two reasons. 1. I use to love to visit musclex. It was a paid site, but they gave you so many free preview items. You got to see pictures and even read some of their erotic fiction. 2. This guy is very hot. Clearly he was jacking his dick pretty fast at the time the photo was snapped. Usually you don't see images of guys jacking being blurry. Least not in the published ones. Guess it goes to show how in the zone he was. Basically forgetting about the camera and focusing on his own pleasure.
Don't think I have to tell you who this guy is. If I do then you must be new to porn. That is none other than Alexsander Frietas on a bodybuilding stage. I had this hint that he was a bodybuilder based on how he posed in some of his videos. Then he for sure verified it when he tweeted about it. Well now here is the pictorial proof. He tweeted this btw. The part that really gets me is that he is only about an inch taller than me according to his bio, but he outweighs me by at least 40 lbs. Man someone is going to be super lucky if they snag him. Do also have to point out that clearly this was not a recent photo. His arm tattoo takes up his entire arm now. Plus both sides of his neck are now covered.
The bulge in this guys posers is sticking straight out. It always makes me wonder if it's just because that's how his dick laid or is it waking up. It just a thought I've always had. Do bodybuilders get turned on as much posing for an audience as some members in the audience are about them posing?
I wonder what studio this photo came from. Dan Steele has done some videos for some gay centered studios, but he's never really jacked his dick while doing so. He is far to straight for that. Pretty much the only sexual thing he has done on camera is a chick. He actually did do some straight porn. If the idea of seeing a chick didn't turn me off so much I'd give it a try. Yet at the same time I don't want to. He's very arrogant. The interview he did still plays in my head. Said he's been working out ever since he was 3. Not really answering the questions. Personally I'm sure I couldn't stand 2 minutes talking to him, but I could so worship that body and suck him off. Yay internal conflict.

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Ready to sleep

Been a fast pace day today. I had a hook up earlier that took me by surprise. In the best possible way of course. This guy contacted me on squirt. His picture is him holding up his shirt and his pants lowered showing his soft dick. I saw that he was 55 and put "stocky" as his body type. I didn't have too high hopes on what I was going to get with this guy. Well the guy that showed up at my door far surpassed my expectations. The guy was very solid. Reminded me of Brock to be honest. I mean the guy had a solid chest and his arms. I brushed up against it while it was being flexed and damn. It was fucking solid. Then his legs. Oh how he had amazing legs. And I looked at him and I swear he looked like he was in his forties. I had a good time. I didn't end up topping him though. He was on a tight schedule. I'm sure if we went right down to bushiness I might have. To be honest I didn't feel the urge to top him. I haven't really been feeling that urge too much. I think the reason is that well Brock is really starting to become the only guy I'm interested in topping. He's also the only guy I want to top me. Least for now. I hate that I fall so easily. The thing is that I'm sure Brock knows exactly how I feel, but I have a hard time reading him. Wait how did I get on my worries with Brock. Anyway I'm hoping to see the guy again. I swear I just want to worship his body.
So I got an e-mail from one of my yahoo groups and it had this in there. This and 3 others and a few other images. It looks like it's a cast profile from Kristen Bjorn's World of Men. I will say that it does say a lot. They were all kinda similar in what turned them on and hobbies. Most of the guys loved to do something that worked their bodies and wanted someone that would do the same. Mark is the only one that specifically pointed out kissing. I've also not run into many guys that find Cock rings as turn ons. Usually if they are in a video the comments just go to town about how they hate cock rings. I personally have nothing against them. Makes your dick hard. How as a gay man can I not like them?
What a view. A guy with a great hairy chest getting his dick sucked. My kinda photo...well obviously it is on my blog. Nothing really to add to that. Just that I love when a guy enjoys sucking dick.
A lot of guys neglect their legs which is really sad. Not these guys. Show me a guy with good legs and I'll show you one with a good ass. Or in this case three. Not only that, but it means there is power in that lower body. In bed these guys would blow you away. The could squat on a dick no problem, grind it, or top in any position. That's why you got to pay attention to the legs. No leg muscles means no thrusting power.
I truly do have a love hate relationship with Tom Katt. I loved photos and videos of him back in the day. I hate what he has become. Just don't see how he went from talking about how he loved being gay to a born again "straight" guy. Guess the body did hide a lot of internal turmoil.

Videos

First up are two guys fucking on camera. I know that sounds like the definition of porn, but it looks like it's another porn within a porn. You'll see what I mean after 2 seconds of watching. Will say the top doesn't seem too into it. Next is two guys from rub him. It looks like Trace Michaels is no longer the choice masseur for that site anymore. Which is a shame because well he started doing it. Hope it wasn't porn politics. Anyway the guys are hot. I don't know who massaged who, but sure as hell looks like a good time. Third up is a scene from Forced Entry club. Basically a guy comes in and "forces" himself on a sleeping guy. The idea would normally turn me off, but I see things in it that remind me that it's not real. That it's a fantasy. So it makes it easier for me to watch. And fyi it is bareback. Not going to lie I really didn't know which video was going to be my pick for today. I went with this video because the guy is hot. Even though he's watching straight porn, I couldn't help but focus on him. He even fucks a fleshlight which is my weakness. Takes a shower then comes out and finishes up. It's a great quality video so how could I not choose it. Keeping with the straight jack off, got another Str8 Jeff video. Sadly this is not great quality, but it is from when he was a lot trimmer. In this one he jacks off on his back so it "feels" like you are right there and could bend over to lick it up. Last up are two army guys fucking. I just love watching these vids. I guess mainly because of the Don't Ask, Don't Tell being in place for so long and wonder how much of this went on behind the backs of higher ups. Hell even Samuel Colt openly admitted that he had a boyfriend in his army days and the entire troop knew they were a couple, but could care less. Which again goes to the point that when you go through hell it doesn't matter if the guy beside you screws guys or girls. You want him to watch your back just like you'd watch his.

Dating protocol

I was talking to my friend today and we got onto the subject of dating. Not each other, but just the idea in general. I don't know how the train of the conversation went, but basically it ended up talking about how you don't date without having sex first. At first I was going to object, but honestly I had to agree. It seems like the only way to find a possible date is to get the sex out of the way first. I'm not trying to sound shallow or stereotype, but it does seem to be the way gay men are moving towards. When you think about it, it does make sense. If you get the sex out of the way right off the bat you'll know if you are sexually compatible. In theory you will be having it several times at least. Let's say you find the perfect guy in every way then you have sex and it's just horrible. You may not want to admit it, but it would affect the relationship. You of course would try again, but what if it doesn't get better? I think what will happen is what happened between me and my ex. You slowly drift apart because the sexual attraction doesn't get addressed enough. Plus most guys will reveal their true self after sex. It's like all the defenses are gone. Obviously if he just fucks and leaves quick you know he was never really boyfriend material. If he stays and cuddles and talks and kisses you get the impression that he is boyfriend material. So we talked more and I ended up giving him advice. It's weird because he's older and has been dating longer than I have been alive. I just now realized how young I am and how old he is because that statement is true. Anyway I mentioned if you just give a blowjob it leaves them wanting more. So there is a better chance that they will come around again. Least for most guys. Some will say oh he's just a tease and move on. Then of course you have to pay attention to how they kiss. Brock is an amazing kisser. When he kisses you (least with me) you get a since of passion and intensity. And I also got this since of longing. Like he had been waiting for me. My ex kissed terrible. It would start of ok, then he would just open his mouth and engulf your face. Was a real turn off. If a guy doesn't kiss then he doesn't want intimacy and is only good for a booty call. Even the action during things can tell you a lot. If he just lays back while you give him a blowjob or even during anal then that's how he approaches things. He's one of those guys that doesn't feel the need to try. If he bucks, talks dirty, rubs your head, rubs your chest, pulls you up for a kiss, and of course reciprocates than you are looking at someone that will potentially be very passionate in a relationship and life. Least that's how I see it. There of course can be great lays that do all that, but have no interest in getting a boyfriend. I'll have to ask Brock his opinion on that. He's actually been in 2 relationships before me...holy crap I just now realized that. This will be both of our third relationships. Well not counting his ex wife. That's another long story.
I look at this guy and just think, there are guys out there that would never give him the time of day. The guy is in great shape, but because there is some gray here and there they won't touch him. I see this guy and I see a guy that is taking care of himself. And not only that, but his testosterone is higher than some of the other guys in his age group. That means he's probably hornier than other guys. That means the sex would be amazing. Yet others won't see it. Hope I look nearly that good once I pass 65. Looking at my dad and grandfather that might be a possibility if I keep an active life style.
I must say the guy who did Monster Mike's back tattoo has gotten a lot of exposure. The thing about tattoos is they are meant to be scene. That's kinda why they are done. I just wonder if there are some Tattooists (Tattoo artist)who do artwork for porn stars tell people. I mean it would go to the credibility of their work.
I can't help, but notice the guy on the left hand side. His bicep looks huge. Don't know if it's the shadow or what. Just looks like it goes so far up his forearm. I know with all that is going on in the photo it's weird for me to focus on the one guy's arm, but it drew my attention.
As I've said and will say many times. I love bodybuilders with glasses. It's just that it breaks a norm. Even today society associates glasses with nerds and/or flaws. Your vision is not perfect or great so you now wear glasses. Then you have a body that is going to go out on stage and be judged on perfection. There is also that stereotype that bodybuilders are dumb. So it creates this paradox which interests me. Wouldn't mind being in a foursome with all these guys.

Hi Do you know here I can get the poolside behind the scenes video? It's hot but the buffering sucks.

I can honestly say I don't know. I found it on pornerbros. I think part of it is also on redtube. I don't even know what movie the scene came from.

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Again I had trouble with a pick today. This has gotten a lot harder than I thought. First up is the orgy from Hog Leather Files. There are a lot of guys in this scene so obviously I'm not going to try to name them all. If you like leather, muscle, and/or hairy guys then there is something in this scene for you. The next video is one of those scene with in a scene pornos. Basically you are watching a photo shoot/ actual sex scene. It's hard to explain. More of something you got to watch to get. This third video is another from mymusclevideo. If it doesn't work go to that site click on a free video then refresh this page. Always seems to work. Anyway the guy in this scene is huge. Will say the cumshot was a little disappointing. It's because of the way he angled his dick. Made it kinda hard to watch. Then it's another scene from NYSM. I can not remember the name of the guy that is getting sucked off. He is a porn star. Want to say he went by the name of Brad. Anyway it is still hot to watch. Just wish more happened. Then it's Will West fucking in an RV. It is a bareback scene. If you like highly verbal scenes then you will love this. Will definitely loves talking dirty which enhances the scene in my opinion. My favorite crack is about the stick shift.Well obviously since none of the other videos were the pick that must mean that this last one is. It's another Trace Michaels rub him moments. It's not the entire scene. Just the part where he fucks his client and the client shoots his load. Chose it because the quality is the best on it plus guys look so much better when oiled up.
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