Come a long way

So for the past 2 days I've been e-mailing back and forth between the guy that asked for my help on formspring. In helping him come to grips with what he's going through I realize just how far I've come. I can remember back to when I really wasn't sure what I wanted. I know that gay porn aroused me, but I always though I was bi. I always figured I'd meet a nice girl and that would be that. Well that wasn't that. The choice of trying to figure out if I was gay or not (along with tons of other issues I've later worked out) lead me to have a major depression attack. I was flat out suicidal. I needed help and I got it. Thanks to therapy and good friends I was able to accept that I'm gay. That being said I really haven't come out of the closet too much. My good friends know I'm gay. My parents don't know. They suspect, but I haven't flat out told them. The reason being is I can still remember very specifically what happened one night when I was in fourth grade. We had to learn vocab words and one of the words was gay. Meaning colorful and cheerful. So I went home one day and told my parents I was gay. The gasp my mother made still rings in my ears. Then I said as in happy. Then my mom and dad started breathing again. Or how about the time my dad caught me with his fitness magazines. Or when I had pictures of naked guys. Don't know how I talked my way out of that one, but I remember him yelling at me and saying if I didn't shape up I'd be going to talk to a therapist. As a result I haven't told them. If I ever move back to Texas yeah I'll tell them. Because If I'm back that means something happened to my boyfriend and I'm looking for a new relationship. I've come a long way, but I do still have quite a bit more to go.
How I'd love to see this sight at a beach. I mean wow the dude is huge. The dirty things I'd like to do with him. Plus I like the fact that this seems like a more laid back photo. He's not flexing or trying to show off how big he is. There is no oil or coloring on him. That to me just makes him look bigger since he doesn't have to try to be bigger. Plus he looks really really cute.
I'm sure we all have seen officers that make us just kinda go limp. These are apparently real NYPD officers. Looks like a robbery just went down. Anyway just love how burly these guys look. Especially the guy on the left. He seems so strict, but you know he is a freak in the bed. Wonder where else he's tattooed. The police officers here don't look anything like these guys. One looks like he works out, but has a major gut. Come to think of it I haven't seen him in awhile.
I keep saying it because it's true. I love well built guys that wear glasses. I think it makes them 10 times more sexy. This guy is no exception. Honestly I guess I got the pic because this guy reminds me of my boyfriend. Different glasses and the hair goes the other way and my boyfriend is hairier, but other then that it could be him. Think that's why I'm partial to this picture. Wonder if my boyfriend sees any pictures online that remind him of me.