As you can probably tell from my twitter feed I'm not too happy today. So Sunday John decides to facebook message me that he thinks we should remain friends and that he's sorry if he lead me on. Blah blah blah. He then ends it saying text him. So I did and he said how sorry he was and that I'm a great guy and I'll find a great guy. Ok guys that is the most annoying line you can EVER say during a break up. Obviously we aren't such a great guy that we can have you because you are breaking up with us. Saying that doesn't make the fact that we are now single more bearable. He then tells me I need to let it out and stop bottling it in. See the thing about me is I don't really bottle. My phases of rejection or depression or whatever you want to call it goes like this. My head takes over. It keeps me from saying or doing something I will regret so when I say I'm not holding anything in I'm really not because my head and emotions are completely detached. I can stay like that pretty much a whole 24 hours. I do things to keep my brain off the matter. Then comes me feeling blue and depressed. This is more I feel sad then anything else. I don't break down crying. Now from there I can either get better or I can get pissy. It all depends on what goes down in my life. Well obviously I am pissy so it didn't go down too well. I was suppose to have a feel better hook up which usually gets me out of my funk. Well the guy cancels on me and doesn't tell me why. Hasn't talk to me all day. So that lead me into wanting human contact/being really horny which lead to slightly perturbed. I get to work and my boss just is such a downer. And keep in mind he knew I had a break up. Just problem after problem. Then basically said I haven't done enough to promote the business on our facebook page. A page he knows nothing about and one I constantly have to run stuff by because he's afraid of the competition seeing it and stealing our idea. So now I'm just flat out pissed. And it's going to get far worse before it gets better I'm sure. When I'm in this mood people just seem to know how to get under my skin. They ask or say very stupid things. Stuff like oh I can get this cheaper on the internet. THEN GET IT ONT HE FUCKING INTERNET! And things along that nature. Luckily I'm just staying at home today. My ex might get an earful. Or just a dirty look. Depends on if someone can break me of my funk.
Well this guy is quite a sight. Everything looks big on him. From his dick to his stature. I could certainly have fun with that guy. I'd climb all over that man.
When it comes time for the comparisons at a bodybuilding show it always amazes me. The reason being is that a lot of things get compared. For instance all these guys are about the same height. You don't always see that. Plus all the guys have shaved or bald heads. Another rare thing. Now comes things I notice. The guy in green has a very oiled up chest compared to the rest of them. The best legs go to Rusty (far right hand side). Doesn't look like the guy on the far left hand side has any oil on him. Now of course I'm sure the judges look at other things than that, but a good oiling or tanning can really make or break some people since it helps more of the development show.
I have a thing for robes. Mainly because of porn really. When you see a guy in his robe and another guy kissing him or stroking his chest and he opens it up to show his full glory. It's just so hot. It's one thing I've wanted to do with my ex, but he was rarely in the mood for something like that. Just one more fantasy I have to put on hold.
It's amazing how different Gianluigi looks all shaved down. When he was hairy (specifically with the beard) he could have easily passed for Alex Marte. Now they look nothing a like. I mean I watched that solo he did for Men at play recently and I still don't see how it's the same guy. Amazing what a shave will do.
Well this guy is quite a sight. Everything looks big on him. From his dick to his stature. I could certainly have fun with that guy. I'd climb all over that man.
When it comes time for the comparisons at a bodybuilding show it always amazes me. The reason being is that a lot of things get compared. For instance all these guys are about the same height. You don't always see that. Plus all the guys have shaved or bald heads. Another rare thing. Now comes things I notice. The guy in green has a very oiled up chest compared to the rest of them. The best legs go to Rusty (far right hand side). Doesn't look like the guy on the far left hand side has any oil on him. Now of course I'm sure the judges look at other things than that, but a good oiling or tanning can really make or break some people since it helps more of the development show.
I have a thing for robes. Mainly because of porn really. When you see a guy in his robe and another guy kissing him or stroking his chest and he opens it up to show his full glory. It's just so hot. It's one thing I've wanted to do with my ex, but he was rarely in the mood for something like that. Just one more fantasy I have to put on hold.
It's amazing how different Gianluigi looks all shaved down. When he was hairy (specifically with the beard) he could have easily passed for Alex Marte. Now they look nothing a like. I mean I watched that solo he did for Men at play recently and I still don't see how it's the same guy. Amazing what a shave will do.
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