And I have a date

So I now have a date for Saturday night. It's with a guy who knows John. We were talking for quite some time while I was dating John. The guy never made a move. Well when he found out I broke up with him we started talking more. He's a very sweet guy and we've learned quite a bit about each other. So we are going on a date. And he asked me out. Now I'm kinda torn. I feel like it's too soon after John, but at the same time I was prepared to move on if it didn't workout with John. He told me right off the bat he wasn't sure if he wanted a relationship or if he was even going to be in town come the summer. My ex asked me if I was sure I wanted to be with someone like that, but I kept trying. So I figure hey this guy asked me out. He's a nice guy. We have fun doing playful jabs at each other. Worse comes to worse we find out we are just going to be friends. Plus I can't just mope around about John can I? Got to get back on the horse. Do wish he was a bit younger, but again nothing wrong with at least going on a date. Plus if we have fun together the age shouldn't matter. It's a lot less of an age difference than when I was with my 2nd ex. And I certainly have a lot more in common with this guy. Plus he's full blown gay. He doesn't have any kids and has never been married. That's one less pain to deal with. He can be with me without worrying what others might think. So I guess I really do need to go into this with an open mind. I would say if we don't hit it off, him and my ex would, but my ex is very picky. Sadly he wouldn't feel a physically attraction with him. I guess for me a physically attraction isn't a first priority for me. What I mean is that I can't be with someone I can't stand. The more I find we have in common and the more openly we can talk the more attractive I find a guy. If Rocky LaBarre didn't turn out to be as nice of a guy as he is I can honestly say I doubt I'd be talking about him. If he did just a solo yeah I'd find him attractive, but if I got any hint he was a jack ass I'd never be able to watch him again. I can't even do basic hook ups. The hey let's have sex ok let's do it type. I have to talk to a potential hook up and feel that there is a connection. Doesn't have to be a boyfriend connection, but a personally connection. Like we could be friends after all is said and done. It's what makes me a good lover. I actually care about the other guy's pleasure and happiness. So fingers crossed for Saturday.
Max (guy on the right hand side) is a guy that has really started to make his own way in porn. Seems like he's doing more. The other day I saw his picture for another company. If you recall Max is the straight guy who got fucked by Manuel DeBoxer on camera. Anyway in this scene for Jimmy Z he plays this teacher giving a final exam to his student. It's apparently over the muscles in the human body. Anyway Max sucks dick and even fucks the guy. The nice thing about him is that while doing it, it doesn't feel like it's a gay for pay actor. Seems like he's really truly into it which I think makes for a better scene.
It's amazing how my mentality on jockstraps has changed over the years. I remember when my dad bought me one. I hated it and never wore it. I hated that the tag was in the front and my ass was left out. Didn't seem right. Now I love wearing a jock and seeing guys in them. Especially jock types. I probably would have liked jocks sooner if a guy like this went walking around in one.
Probably one of the most commonly used lines is Save a horse and ride a cowboy. That being said I wouldn't mind riding one of these guys. And honestly it would be way more fun than riding a horse. More fun on the crotch.
I can't believe this guy is sleeping. I've slept naked before and your dick is out there for all to see. Wish this guy's was. He has a great body, pierced nipples (love that), yet no dick shot. Maybe he's learned to sleep like that because his boyfriend loves to take pictures of him naked an post them. Who knows. Just wish it was my face on his crotch instead of that sun.