Thursday, February 23, 2012

Almost the weekend

It has seemed like such a long week. Feels like today should be Friday. Was talking to John and he apparently is planning something. He apparently quit his job so he has a bit more free time. Anyway my body has been telling me it's Friday. I mean I was so horny this morning. If someone was with me they would have been fucked royally. It's why I've been thinking about getting a fleshlight. My tax refund should be coming any day now. I figure I'd by my plane tickets to go back to Texas for a visit, pay back my ex (I owe him some money), and with a little extra get a fleshlight. I mean my ex has one. Why shouldn't I? Some days I just want a piece of ass, but of course I don't hook up anymore since I started going out with John. So it would help to shut up my raging hormones until me and John are at a place where we feel we can have sex with each other. For me it's when he says we are in a relationship and for him I think it's when he truly knows I won't dump him. I think that is coming closer than I realize. I mean we did already go as far as seeing each other naked and suck each other and rim each other, but we haven't gone as far as anal. That takes a level of trust. Well it does for us. We are both top versatile and don't feel comfortable bottoming for anyone. I'm thinking I'd be the one to bottom first. And that takes me knowing that we are in a committed relationship. I don't get the feeling John is sleeping around, but I just need him to say we are in a relationship. Call it the romantic in me. And the fact I haven't bottomed in years.
I sadly don't know this guy's name. I do know he did a scene where he was "wrestling" with another daddy bear. It of course turned pretty erotic pretty quick. There are several note worthy things about this guy. 1 He's tall. 2. He has a nice solid build 3. he's a bottom. and 4. He likes to have his nips played with. And whenever he would he would become so submissive. Constantly saying thank you sir. That is so hot. I mean making a guy like him that submissive is just wow. Mind blowing really.
I've had several where are they now moments with former porn stars. Jeff Stryker is one of those guys. He was such a big name in gay and bi porn then seemed like he just vanished. Well this is a photo of him that's more current. Don't ask me how current, but current enough. For the most part he looks the same. He's kept his build well and I'm sure his voice sounds even deeper and hotter. Wonder who ended up snagging him if anyone.
The one thing about bodybuilders is that they do know some of the tricks of the trade to look amazing on stage. The sad thing is that it's not one of those sustainable lifestyle type things. What I mean is there is a reason why bodybuilders have an on and off season. It takes a bit of dehydration and strict dieting to look like that. Sadly a lot of young men are seeing guys like this and starving themselves to be like this. One of those stories I saw this morning on the Today show. One of the few downsides to the industry.
This angle makes this guy seem pretty tall, but does give a great view of his cock. It has a head that I could have a lot of fun sucking. Just the right size to be able to deep throat and be challenged, but not overwhelmed. I always enjoy that.

1 comment:

  1. The Daddy in the first pic, is Alex www.bigmuscle.com/~alexnc

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