A little more self discovery

I was talking to another guy from my social site yesterday and I stopped and thought about something. We were talking about how we love a good set of pecs and nips on a guy. Then I started thinking well what if he asks me if I like my nips played with. In all honestly I don't. It's not that it doesn't feel good, I just prefer doing it to guys. And it's not just nip play or nip nibbling. I also prefer to give guys head then get my cock sucked. I prefer to rim a guy then have it done to me. Although there has been a time when my bf started and I was kinda getting into it then he stopped. I'm kinda the opposite of a straight guy in a gay porno. They get things done to them and that's it. Me I prefer to be the one doing the things. I think it's one reason why I was taken advantage of when I use to bottom. To a lot of guys that signals someone pretty passive. That's the thing I'm really not. I just enjoy getting guys off. It's why I thought I was a bottom. Well I enjoy topping. I enjoy seeing a bottom squirm when I ram into him. I enjoy the moaning he does. That gets me off. I like to think that's what makes me a good top. That and my ability to adapt. One thing that my ex said I was good at was adapting. I could always position myself so that I fit snugly into him. My current bf says the same thing about me in the mornings. Well with all this in mind I have to keep in mind that it does make me a target. Doesn't matter if I'm topping or not. I have to make sure I don't just do what a guy wants. I have to want it to.
So I found these three pics and I couldn't choose between them so I'm posting all of them. This is from an upcoming video from Jimmy Z which features (obviously) Ty Fox. That's right he's back. Least for this video and hopefully more. Wish he'd go back into regular porn as well. In it Ty plays a rancher that needs to get off. Man if I was there he'd get off alright. I love his bald look. Along with the bit of facial hair. Plus he's shirtless the entire scene. Man I want this clip so bad.
Even though he's now this born again christian Tom Katt is still hot. Personally I had a hard time recognizing him, but he still has this banging body. I mean now I couldn't sit and talk to him, but I sure as hell could sit and stare. Or try to lure him back into a life of sin. Hell he's probably still doing the steroids that he said were the drive behind doing gay porn. Oh well. I have left the Tom Katt bandwagon a long time ago.
Which reminds me. What the hell happened to Monster Mike. He was a real big (in both senses) guy for awhile. Pretty sure he had a few videos out. He did a muscle show for Jimmy Z. Then he just disappeared. Kinda like how Big Bad Max suddenly vanished. At least with him I know it was do to an injury, but I haven't seen anything of Monster Mike. The guy was a beast. Just hard to think something like that can fade silently into the night.