What's up with me?

I'm not in a depressed mood or anything today, just wondering why my brain is acting up. For the past few days it seems like I can't get Coach out of my head. I think it's just that I've been single for awhile and haven't had anyone show that they are really interested in me (besides matt) for any extended amount of time. Then when they are interested there is just something that keeps me from wanting to be with them. With Matt it's the fact that there are times when he grosses me out. As for Dan and David and Richie I rarely hear from those guys. Dan is going through some stuff and I haven't heard from him since Friday. Even then it was just short one word answers. David hasn't really been on like he use to. And Richie just messages me every now and again for maybe 2 texts and then stops. Won't even talk to me on bear. I guess thinking it over I did this when I broke up with Ted. I kept wondering if I should go back to him and if I would be better off with him. Well I can't do that. Coach has some issues that I'm sure he hasn't worked on. Plus he still owes me an apology for what he said. What else brought this up was I was watching RuPaul's drag race. It was episode 11 I think from the 5th season. The one where the girls have to put gay veterans in drag. Well one of them looked almost exactly like Coach. I was watching it with Ted and almost looked over and said something. So the entire time I'm watching this I can't help but think how much those two look alike. Then I realized there's no way Coach would be on RuPaul's drag race because he's not a veteran and he certainly is not ok with being in drag. It actually was one of the few things he didn't have a hard and fast rule about. He just wouldn't want to give up his masculinity to dress like a woman. Ever since then it's been hard to think of anything but him.

 Just chilling with a boner. Nothing to see here. I just thought this photo looked really interesting. No attempt to look sexy just sitting there with a boner.

 I say it because it's true. I could never do true blue wrestling outside of the bedroom because I would bone up having that much intimate contact with a body like this guy.

 This is by far my favorite scene from Major Asshole. Craig Reynolds and Alexsander Frietas were so hot. Could I get a recruit to shine my boots with no under wear on. Hell he doesn't have to wear anything period.

I know that the guy getting his nipple sucked is Jack Radcliffe, but I don't know who the other guy is. Jack was the first guy I ever saw in porn with an uncut dick. The funny thing was that I thought he was super sexy and never really noticed his dick until I saw a scene with him in Big Bear Moving Co. That's when I saw he was uncut. Was pretty much the first time I thought an uncut dick was hot.