Who needs to be calm

As I said yesterday I'm trying to remain calm about this whole date thing. I'm failing at it. Terribly. Will say I'm at least not telling everyone and their mom's about it like last time. We had a little chat before I went off to work today and he acknowledge that it was a date and that he had fun the last time we were together. The problem I'm having is I can't stop playing scenarios in my head. I have my answer down if he asks about us having sex. I have my answer practiced if he mentions us becoming a couple. Sadly that's how my mind works. I like to plan things out even though nothing ever goes according to plan. Well like I said I'm going to try to focus and stay calm.
One way I keep calm is I ask myself what if questions. One of the blogs I follow (the men we love) is doing a new post about pictures of guys with their "bodybuilder dads". Well this got me thinking. What would it be like to have a bodybuilder dad. I think it would probably be one of the most frustrating things you can think of. Now granted I'm thinking of a guy from the outside. Maybe growing up with a bodybuilder father actually turns you off to that type of guy. Most gay guys I know don't have amazing relationships with their fathers. Now then again some of those same guys like guys that physically were similar to their dads. I just can't imagine it's great for your development. I wasn't an athlete and it put a strain on me and my dad. I can't imagine not wanting to do athletics and having a dad who is a "prime specimen of the male body". Then there is always being friends or a boyfriend to meet him. Your boyfriend probably will drool over you dad a bit. One of my friends showed me a picture of his dad and I kinda let it slip that I thought his dad was hot. Yeah that wasn't awkward. And that was just a friend. Really the only one that wouldn't suffer from having a dad like that is a lesbian. In no way would your girlfriend be attracted to your dad. If your a straight woman, having a bodybuilder dad would scare off a lot of potential boyfriends. Being a straight guy would make you feel inferior cause your woman would check out your dad. Again I'm only saying this as an outsider looking in. Every dad is different. I'm sure there are some bodybuilder dads that are awesome and none of those things happened. Others probably had all those things happen. The guy who works here is a bodybuilder/powerlifter and his son has put on some weight. He went from being a slender 9 year old to a pretty chubby 10 year old despite all his athletics. Even though he only sees his son on the third weekend of a month that's got to weigh on the kid psychologically. Yeah I know I have really thought about this to avoid thinking about the date.

 It's one thing to have a guy that has this amazing muscular physique. It's another thing when the guy is also flexible. Love this picture of Chris Duffy. Can imagine pounding him while he does this. A lot of guys lose flexibility when they put on bulk. Some don't have it at all. I think if you started out as a gymnast then got into bodybuilding you would blow the judges away by how flexible you are.

Rick Hammersmith is such a sexy beast. Then pair him with Peter Axel and wow. Rick has been doing porn off and on for awhile and every time I just love how much of a hungry bottom he is. Peter Axel has impressed me ever since I saw him in the movie Tap Out. I've been lucky enough to see this scene. Rick is behind bars and wanting some steroids. Peter is the guard that says he'll get him the roids if he get's something in return. Yum!