Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Going to be a long one

So this entry is going to be longer than I originally thought it was going to be. The reason being is that I have a couple of new readers and there is so much back story that has to be told to make anything I say make sense. So bare with me older readers. Also just a heads up the names are not any of the guy's real names. I do it to protect their identity and mine. The reason being is that I never know who reads this stuff. Also this stuff is true. I sadly can't make it up. I just have this crappy luck when it comes to guys.
First up is more Scott news. The back story behind Scott is this. He wanted to date me and friended me on facebook then changed his mind and unfriended me. He then didn't talk to me for about a week and then wanted to date me again and refriended me on facebook. He then didn't want to date me, then did, then didn't and a short time later found the guy he's currently dating. Going on about how happy they are together and what not. This of course put a strain on any friendship we had at the time. Well a couple of months ago, he pushed me to the edge when he once again accused me of sleeping with pretty much every guy in town. He of course said he was "joking" but it went to far. He then said I'll leave you alone and unfriended me on facebook again. Well while I was dating Coach (another story that would take awhile) he tried to start talking to me again. Well he's been messaging me on and off bear for awhile now and thus you are now basically caught up. Well yesterday Scott informed me that he had a sex dream about us. We flip flopped and he it was very hot. Now keep in mind Scott is still with his "love of his life" telling me this. So I said I'm sure your bf got the benefits of that dream. He said no he didn't and didn't mention him the rest of the conversation. This conversation consisted of Scott trying to say that I was getting hard or that I found that very hot. I have no clue why he did that. And he kept on it today. I finally got him off the subject by lying and saying I don't torture myself with things I can't have. The truth is I'm not attracted to him sexually anymore. Basically it's like my feelings with Ted (my ex). No sexual feelings what so ever. I just find it weird that he was hitting on me when he has a boyfriend. Which leads me to believe there is trouble in paradise. This isn't two friends "flirting" with each other. This was him trying to seduce me. Well I didn't give him the satisfaction and it felt good. Every now and again I show just a little bit of maturity.
Sadly I don't think Ted is showing that. Ted was a guy I was dating when I first started this blog, but it didn't work out because he got very controlling and still is. I do live with him just because I can't afford my own place, but the lease is up in June. Last night he was trying real hard to get me to get all romantic. I like to lay down on the couch and he will be on the other end and like to rub my legs. Well last night he wanted to lay the same way I was and kept asking me to put my arm around him. Yes he wanted me to spoon with him. Now Ted is a very emotional guy. He has constantly said he's gotten over me, only to prove he isn't. Last night was living proof of that. Well I fell asleep while we were in that position (my arm stayed at my side) and then I woke up. He got up and sat at the opposite end of the couch all quiet. Going to show he was upset, but I wasn't going to bite. He then went to bed early and we haven't talked about it. This is sadly what I go through when I'm not dating or seeing anyone. He thinks he has another shot and wants to try to get me all hands on because he knows I'm a very tactile guy. Well I just wonder if I'm giving off some weird Pheromone or something.
As for the guy I've been talking to we are still talking. He actually texted me first today. As my older readers know I have trouble with that from guys. Usually it's just me starting the conversation and when I do they kinda drop off. So it's looking good for this guy. Despite the fact that he would be the 4th Tommy I've talked to. Yes I have a string of bad luck with guys named Tommy. The first Tommy I met stood me up for a date to go drinking at the bars. From what I have heard since then he does this a lot. He even showed up late to a date once drunk. He makes it a habit of hitting up the gay bars around here. The 2nd Tommy canceled our date because he just couldn't afford it. He of course is known for being a cheap SOB. The 2nd Tommy actually hit me up awhile ago asking if I wanted to go on a trip with him. I of course said no cause I don't know him well enough to go on a trip. He then never spoke to me again. I think he just wanted someone to pay for gas. The 3rd Tommy appeared to be the best. We talked and I asked him out. He never seemed to have any time to go out and stopped talking to me shortly after. So we will see if this 4th Tommy follows the trend.
Lose the underwear and this would be the perfect image. This guy does have the body and look that would make it easy to see him as a greek guard. He just looks so stoic and masculine. And if he did remove the underwear it would make for a great porno greek guard. You know what they say, "Less is more".

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