Back to monday

Another start to a work week. I had a pretty decent weekend. Nothing to complain about or be pissed over. I actually did get to go on a date with the guy I was suppose to go on a date with on the 4th. We went to Panera bread and hung out for 2 hours. We had a good conversation with a lot of laughs. The conversation ranged from school to our favorite shows. He even asked me if I wanted to see a movie with him during the week. So that's nice, but I'm not going to get my hopes up again. I'm focusing on the fact we had a good first date and he is interested in a 2nd date. We didn't do anything sexual at all. The most physical we were was a hug before we parted ways. I was even able to get in the last laugh. I rendered him speechless in a good way. I was pointing out my car and said it's the big black one and that's not the only thing about me that's big and black. He just kept laughing and smiling. So that gives me hope that things will go well, but I will be conservative in how I approach this. On a third date if he asks for a fourth I will ask if we can say were are dating, but won't go as far to ask if we are boyfriends yet. That will come. As for sex I'm not going to push it. I'm going to be patient. Sex to early makes things complicated. If he invites me over and it leads into that I'm not fighting it, but I'm not forcing it. I'd be happy just to hold him. I am doing my best to learn from all my mistakes. I'm learning to keep my eyes open and look for red flags. I haven't seen any at the moment. Yes he smokes, but that's just one little aspect about him. He is funny, we like similar shows and movies, he loves his family, and even mentioned adopting a kid. So here's hoping, but I'm not putting all my eggs in one basket yet. We'll see what he says today and the rest of the week and if we get together for that movie. I know that if we do I'll be trying to hold his hand.

 Guys truly can be sexy fully clothed. With the right chose in clothing of course. I think this is the perfect top for this guy. I mean he has just great arms and it fits him just perfectly. One of those shirts where you'd love to rub his chest while you were on the couch. So sexy.

 I like this photo for two reasons. 1. I love marvel and think it's way better than DC any day. The second is man that guy has a great build. Also looks like he wore that shirt as his workout shirt cause under avengers it looks like sweat stains. And it's just perfectly tight on him. Can see nipples and everything.

 I kinda have a love hate relationship with Brad Hollibaugh. Early on in his career he actually turned me off, but as he got older and his biceps started to look normal I started finding him even more attractive. Plus he actually started doing more than just muscle shows. There are several clips floating around where you actually get to see his dick (which is huge) and he actually has cum on camera. Sadly I don't think he's done anything new as of late. The newest photo I've seen of him was dated 2011. Wonder what he's up to.

This almost makes me want to get a pick up truck just for the off chance I'll find a naked guy playing with himself back there. I swear more guys have sensitive nipples nowadays. Seems like when I first started looking at naked guys and watching porn very few liked to have them played with. Now it's odd if you don't see it at least once in the scene.