Morning wood thoughts

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Ready for the weekend

Seems like it's been a long week. Also dealing with the annoying crap that is the store I work at and the annoying customers. Around this time I swear people get stupider. I hear the craziest stories around this time. In fact earlier this week I had a woman call me up looking for a product. Correction looking to make sure a company still made the product and asking for contact information. She wanted to tell this guy who lives somewhere about it. No not a friend of hers. Some guy she's never met that she read about in a magazine. I had a woman who came into the store and had me special order a product claiming she never ordered it and I some how got her name and number from some 3rd party thing. Today I had what I'm pretty sure was a scam (or a really dumb foreigner. Not trying to be racist or imperialistic, but it was a foreign accent). They called up saying that we shipped a product and it's somehow in the UK. I do the shipping for our company and if someone came into the store we wouldn't have shipped it. That would be stupid. Anyway he kept swearing up and down that he did get it from us then saying no it was on our website, then changing his mind. Then saying we need to give him a tracking number, then saying no he had it. Well I finally look it up and shocker sent from Nebraska. The store is in Wisconsin. Well after 10 minutes of this dance he realized he hit a wall and hung up. So like I said not sure if it was a scam or just some really dumb person. It's one reason why I don't order products online. I'll order anti-virus software online, but not products that need to be shipped.
As for Tommy 4. Well he wants to meet up for lunch tomorrow. I'll be at the store so I'm going to sneak him in. Nothing will happen cause I'm too worried I'll get caught even though my boss won't be around until 4ish. I don't suspect anything will happen. It's more so we can meet each other cause we have such hectic schedules. He's a manager of one of the local retail stores so that takes up a lot of time and I'm spending most of my time at the store except on weekends. So if we waited until we both were free it would take quite a few weeks. I'll let you all know how it goes if it happens.

 I believe this guy's name is G-Force. I got this photo off of twitter and didn't name him by name. I say it all the time and it stays true to now. If you are going to be nude taking a picture don't put a towel up right in front of your dick. Or at least if you are going to do it have a boner. I'm all for eroticism, but just putting a towel right in front of your dick isn't so much erotic as it is frustrating. I mean if it was seductively draped over your entire lower body or part of your upper body then I'd get it. This stuff just annoys me. I know I'm so picky.

 Once again the reason why I wish I could draw. The person taht drew this did a great job. You get that illusion that this could transition into real life no problem. Nothing feels so out of proportion that it couldn't be real. His dick is good sized, but not ungodly. The fur is sketched in there oh so perfectly. Just great job.

 I found this guy's name and now it escapes me. I want to say it's Ben something, but I think I'm making it up. Or I'm getting this guy confused with a porn star. That's the trouble with randomly pulling images from the internet. Anyway I like this guy's build. Clearly muscular without being so muscular you feel like a butt for not being as in shape as him. Edit: his name is Jesse Jackman. Thanks Vic for the id.

One of the appeals Ray Stone has on me is that he seems like an average guy. He has a nice body without being overly developed or ripped. He doesn't look like he spends hours doing his hair (cause he's bald) and just looks like a guy you'd meet on the street. That fact makes him more approachable which makes you feel like you could have a guy like Ray Stone.

Going to be a long one

So this entry is going to be longer than I originally thought it was going to be. The reason being is that I have a couple of new readers and there is so much back story that has to be told to make anything I say make sense. So bare with me older readers. Also just a heads up the names are not any of the guy's real names. I do it to protect their identity and mine. The reason being is that I never know who reads this stuff. Also this stuff is true. I sadly can't make it up. I just have this crappy luck when it comes to guys.
First up is more Scott news. The back story behind Scott is this. He wanted to date me and friended me on facebook then changed his mind and unfriended me. He then didn't talk to me for about a week and then wanted to date me again and refriended me on facebook. He then didn't want to date me, then did, then didn't and a short time later found the guy he's currently dating. Going on about how happy they are together and what not. This of course put a strain on any friendship we had at the time. Well a couple of months ago, he pushed me to the edge when he once again accused me of sleeping with pretty much every guy in town. He of course said he was "joking" but it went to far. He then said I'll leave you alone and unfriended me on facebook again. Well while I was dating Coach (another story that would take awhile) he tried to start talking to me again. Well he's been messaging me on and off bear for awhile now and thus you are now basically caught up. Well yesterday Scott informed me that he had a sex dream about us. We flip flopped and he it was very hot. Now keep in mind Scott is still with his "love of his life" telling me this. So I said I'm sure your bf got the benefits of that dream. He said no he didn't and didn't mention him the rest of the conversation. This conversation consisted of Scott trying to say that I was getting hard or that I found that very hot. I have no clue why he did that. And he kept on it today. I finally got him off the subject by lying and saying I don't torture myself with things I can't have. The truth is I'm not attracted to him sexually anymore. Basically it's like my feelings with Ted (my ex). No sexual feelings what so ever. I just find it weird that he was hitting on me when he has a boyfriend. Which leads me to believe there is trouble in paradise. This isn't two friends "flirting" with each other. This was him trying to seduce me. Well I didn't give him the satisfaction and it felt good. Every now and again I show just a little bit of maturity.
Sadly I don't think Ted is showing that. Ted was a guy I was dating when I first started this blog, but it didn't work out because he got very controlling and still is. I do live with him just because I can't afford my own place, but the lease is up in June. Last night he was trying real hard to get me to get all romantic. I like to lay down on the couch and he will be on the other end and like to rub my legs. Well last night he wanted to lay the same way I was and kept asking me to put my arm around him. Yes he wanted me to spoon with him. Now Ted is a very emotional guy. He has constantly said he's gotten over me, only to prove he isn't. Last night was living proof of that. Well I fell asleep while we were in that position (my arm stayed at my side) and then I woke up. He got up and sat at the opposite end of the couch all quiet. Going to show he was upset, but I wasn't going to bite. He then went to bed early and we haven't talked about it. This is sadly what I go through when I'm not dating or seeing anyone. He thinks he has another shot and wants to try to get me all hands on because he knows I'm a very tactile guy. Well I just wonder if I'm giving off some weird Pheromone or something.
As for the guy I've been talking to we are still talking. He actually texted me first today. As my older readers know I have trouble with that from guys. Usually it's just me starting the conversation and when I do they kinda drop off. So it's looking good for this guy. Despite the fact that he would be the 4th Tommy I've talked to. Yes I have a string of bad luck with guys named Tommy. The first Tommy I met stood me up for a date to go drinking at the bars. From what I have heard since then he does this a lot. He even showed up late to a date once drunk. He makes it a habit of hitting up the gay bars around here. The 2nd Tommy canceled our date because he just couldn't afford it. He of course is known for being a cheap SOB. The 2nd Tommy actually hit me up awhile ago asking if I wanted to go on a trip with him. I of course said no cause I don't know him well enough to go on a trip. He then never spoke to me again. I think he just wanted someone to pay for gas. The 3rd Tommy appeared to be the best. We talked and I asked him out. He never seemed to have any time to go out and stopped talking to me shortly after. So we will see if this 4th Tommy follows the trend.

Lose the underwear and this would be the perfect image. This guy does have the body and look that would make it easy to see him as a greek guard. He just looks so stoic and masculine. And if he did remove the underwear it would make for a great porno greek guard. You know what they say, "Less is more".

Well I know who is who

So I've for sure figured out who is my friend and has my best interest at heart. Remember the guy I was talking about yesterday. The one who I didn't want to go out with and just stalled for time. Well He actually messaged me briefly yesterday. Well I saw Scott on bear and I knew he dated this guy so I asked him about him. Scott said oh he's such a nice guy and honest. We dated and it just didn't work out. So I did a little probing and said I got this dishonest vibe from him and not sure what it is. Scott replies saying he doesn't know what it is. So I told him about the whole 3 month gap between us talking and he said oh that's typical for him. A 3 month gap between talking is typical for him. Along with not meeting. Oh yes he is shy at first, but once he gets to know you he'll be good. Well I did a little more needling and surprise Scott has been talking to the guy who happens to still have feelings for Scott and asked if Scott had feelings for him. Hmmm sounds like I was being set up doesn't it? And with more needling Scott says he wasn't right for me and I don't think he's right for you. Let's recap, He is a good guy who's honest even though he was asking Scott if he still had feelings for him and Scott doesn't think he's good for me. Don't both guys sound like good people?
But of course it gets better. One of my friends who knows Scott and Scott's ex came into the store and we got talking. Well turns out Scott's ex has been in jail and has dealt with drugs so his teeth are all messed up. So if I just went off of what Scott told me at first and didn't investigate more I would have most likely had a crappy first date if I even got one. Or I (heaven forbid) would have dated the guy and had to deal with his possible drug problem. Yeah pass. Clearly Scott isn't my friend. So I'm being passive aggressive with him. Yes I know that's terrible and bitchy, but at this point I couldn't care less what he thinks of me. I just can't imagine doing that to someone. Those problems didn't just spring up after the two dated. And if they did then obviously he would have known cause I'm sure someone he talks to would have said oh hey your Ex was in jail. Oh well he's not my problem.
As for the guy I've been texting for awhile we are still texting. Again not getting my hopes up. Hasn't even been a week yet. I'm sticking with my week rule and I'm also not asking him out. Not putting myself through that unless I'm really sure. We enjoy talking and learning about each other and that's good for right now.

 If ever there was a look that says "Oh you are in for the night of your life with me" this is it. If I'm not mistaken that's Chris Duffy and I'm assuming at Mardi Gra based on the beads. And fyi I didn't take French so I'm sure I miss spelled that. Man that look just makes me melt.

I must say Caesar really has aged well. If you look at some of his earlier stuff he looked like such a boy. Now he's no doubt a muscle daddy. If I was built like him I'd wear shirts a size too small too. Looks like he is getting ready to workout or he's in between sets on his few few exercises because doesn't look like there is much if any sweat there.

Videos

And it's monday again so it's time to share some videos I've found around the web once again. The first one is a gym fantasy. This has never happen to me because my gym doesn't have a locker room, but how great would it be to stumble onto a guy having a little jerk off fantasy. Unlike this video you'd never know what he was jerking off to. Pretty sure I posted this second video before, but with so many getting deleted or moved. Anyway these two guys are working up a little bit of a sweat before they start working up some ball juice. And some of you wonder why I have a home gym fantasy. And sticking with our gym theme (I honestly didn't mean for that to happen. It's just how I stumbled across these videos) we have two more guys having a fuck on the gym equipment. They make it look so hot, but I could never be that bold. Plus my gym has surveillance cameras running 24/7. Then we have Titpig, Will West, Joshua Scott, and Steve Parker all going at it. This is a scene from a Hot Desert Knights movie (don't ask me which one) so it's all bare back. And when each guy comes they sort of slow it down the video. It's kinda weird. Finally is a naked massage. No set up required. A massage, plus oil, plus a naked body, equals happy ending obviously.

Doing better

So I'm doing a better in many aspects of me today. I'm certainly feeling better physically. Emotionally I'm less bitchy that's for sure. It was an interesting weekend for me. A lot of things got me thinking and some other things happened.
On Saturday (or maybe it was friday) I signed up for adam4adam again. Figured I'd try to expand my circle of friends at least. More guys to talk to and so far it's been....meh. No one has really stood out. Talked to one guy, but he was very secretive and found out this morning he either deleted his account or deleted the conversation we were having. Either way just shows he's not interested so I'm not going to worry about it.
In better news I did start talking to this nice guy on growlr. We've had some fun conversations. He likes to send pictures and yes they did get very X rated. I'm not expecting it to go anywhere. At best something happens and at worse we are just friends who send x rated pictures to each other. So far he's been my only new text pal. I've gotten a few messages back and forth. I'm finally feeling like I can try to talk to guys again without feeling crappy if they don't respond back.
I was also asked out....sort of. Now before you get all high school girly on me, it was not from a guy I'd date. This is a guy who I've "talked to" off and on for getting close to a year. Now you'd think, "oh that's not so bad", but then you clearly didn't notice I put quotes around talked to. I started talking to him in March and from the beginning he made me nervous. This was around the time when I was pissed at Scott and he is one of Scott's exes. He told me to not tell Scott that we are talking. I wasn't going to, but that was weird. Then when it came time for a meeting he stopped talking to me for like 3 months. Then all of a sudden out of the blue texted me again and tried to talk to me. I didn't really give him too much time. And it's been like that for awhile. I think he hits me up when his prospects are gone and it looks like I'm not dating anyone. Not only that, but the guy has been in jail. And it wasn't for something like murder or drugs, but for stealing money. Supposedly he was the treasurer or on the board for some committee in a town an hour away. He talked them into getting a debit card which he used for personal purchases and spent time in jail for it. Yes I know this is hear say, but it's not just one person saying that. He also hit on one of Scott's friends when they were dating. So top all that with the fact that he doesn't talk to me on a regular basis leads me to say we wouldn't be good together. I sadly didn't say no though. What I said is that I don't go out with a guy unless he consistently talks to me for a week. Yes it gave him hope, but I'm not worried. I just gave him the rope and he'll hang himself. He won't talk to me on a regular basis for a week.
With all that said I realized something. I have far too low standards. What I mean is that I let guys get away with a lot. I make a lot of excuses for guys that I shouldn't. I did it with Coach. Oh everyone is ganging up on him so he's lashing out. Yes that's true, but at the same time the guy lied to Ted and got him to say things that he shouldn't have which he told me. I've made excuses for Ted and all the guys I've dated or would like to date. I mean I've done it with the guy I went out on a date with. He said he had a good time and he postponed our 2nd date twice. If you really want to go on a 2nd date with someone you will try to make it work. Even if you are busy. So I'm not going to torture myself with trying to get him to ask me out. I'm moving on. He can chase me. So my days of making excuses for guys are coming to an end. If a guy is truly interested in me then he'll have no problem trying to keep in contact or asking me out on a date or showing up for one. I'm doing my best to learn and mature to not repeat the same mistakes.

 I will admit I'd find it hard to date a bodybuilder, but damn are they fun to look at. I know it's a personal preference, but I wish bodybuilders wouldn't shave. I know they do it to make the muscle more visible, but It would be more fun to feel fur all over that muscle. I guess I would be able to live with it if I got to shave him down and it got him turned on enough that we fuck after. Least this guy is shaggy face wise.

And the caption for this picture reads "come sit on daddy's lap". It's just so sexy the way he's looking at the camera. His towel is slightly lowered. You just know that he's ready to get dirty all over again.

Not my week

So I feel terrible for several reasons. The first being that I'm not feeling well. Because I'm not feeling well I want to snuggle. I don't have anyone to snuggle with so that makes me feel worse. Then on top of that I'm going to have to miss my trip to see my dads which makes me feel even worse. I'm sure all the stress of my broken date and dealing with Ted's advances and just everything this week has thrown on so much stress and frazzled my immune system. Tomorrow I will just relax and not worry about anything. All this stress isn't good for my health. Probably won't blog tomorrow either. I didn't blog yesterday because I didn't have time plus Ted was in the apartment. I always feel weird blogging with him around. So basically I'm alive and well and I should be back to normal on Monday. I'll try to tweet every now and again.

Well that was strange

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Vacation is much needed

I'm feeling better than I was today, but I think a getaway is much in order. Last night I had a terrible headache and today I don't feel too much better. Starting to wonder if I'm getting sick. With my luck this week yep. So with that said I'll just leave up some pictures and wish I could take a nap instead of being here at work.

 I'm always amazed by Skye Woods. I mean the guy is just thick and solid. Looks like if you were to run at him full force you'd bounce off. The other thing about him is that despite being so built he's pretty flexible. Needless to say that makes for a great bottom. I do wish I could see him top at least once.

 Well this guy would make me melt if I ever met him in person. He has a great build, bald, and that smile just makes him look so adorable. If he was to smile at me I would totally babble like an idiot. Also notice his posers. in the bottom right hand corner notice out it kinda peaks away from his thigh. Wonder if he's pointing down and starting to get hard.

 Whenever I'm with an older guy, this is pretty much how I feel. I'm always hard at the slightest touch, and with him it takes a little effort. I know as I get older my dick won't respond the way I want, but I wouldn't mind it a bit. Means I have to be romanced a bit. Or I'll be one of those 60 year olds that gets hard at every hot guy.

Do not doubt the power of a guy that can pre-cum. 1. it's generally sweet and 2. it lets you know you are doing something right. It helps to get things nice and wet. Sadly I haven't been with too many pre-cummers. I myself pre-cum a lot and it's always been a turn on to guys. Just wish I could find another guy like me and just see what our sex is like. I'm sure we'd get wet before we even started fucking.

Videos

The first two videos today make up a Justin Morinetti double feature. In the first one he plays a construction worker who starts stripping. He also has some random guy appear and start worshipping his body. Then just as quickly as he appears he disappears and Justin jacks off. Despite the continuity errors it is a decent videos. Then in the second he get's shaved down by Wayne and then oiled up. This one is more of a muscle worship video which is nice. Will say for a guy that doesn't have huge balls he does shoot quite a bit. Third up is the final scene from the movie Uncle Jack. Chris Steele plays "uncle" Jack. Basically the nephew finds out that his "uncle" jack isn't really is uncle and is gay and expresses that he has a crush on him. This is them starting what we can assume is their relationship moving forward. Next is Steve "Titpig" Hurley working out and jacking off. It's the first scene to the movie Bear Trucking Co. One of my favorites by the way.  Last but certainly not least is Axel Ryder in the shed. This is from the movie Out on the Farm. I'm kinda shocked that I know so much about today's movies. I swear I can't seem to ever remember names or movies when I need to. Anyway I wish I worked at this farm for sure. Both guys are hot.

Change up

Figured I'd do something different this week. I'm still going to post videos, but this week they'll be after my regular blog post. Anyway it's just been a bad start to the week and doesn't look like it's going to get any better. Let's start with yesterday.
1st I get a text after I finish grocery shopping telling me that once again the guy has postponed our date. He has to help his mom get the house ready for Thursday. And no he hasn't rescheduled. I guess I need to learn to take a hint. Well that's it. I'm not asking another guy out on a date until the spring. I don't need this disappointment on top of S.A.D. Winter is not my best season emotionally and don't need a guy to make it worse.
2nd I fell yesterday and hurt my wrist. I was play kicking Ted, he grabbed my foot, and I kept going. Of course when I fell I feel on my right elbow and left wrist. It's been bothering me ever since. Needless to say my chest workout this morning was not one of my better once since I had to baby the wrist. I couldn't really treat it because if I let on that I was hurt Ted would start balling cause he feels guilty and I just didn't want to deal with it. So I didn't put ice on it until last night when he went to bed. And of course we don't have a wrist wrap I could wear. It is still bothering me today.
The 3rd and final thing that just made me feel crappy is that I found out yesterday that one guy I know from high school is now engaged to the guy he has been dating for the past 4 years like pretty much everyone I know my own age. So needless to say that made me feel even lonelier. I know so many guys in a relationship that it just makes me feel worse. So I basically have no friends I can go to for comfort. I'll just get that cheesy, "you're young you'll find someone" or "it just takes time" crap lines. How about you actually take my feelings into consideration and don't tell me that I'll find someone when you are currently with someone.
Needless to say I'm in a crappy mood and it's just going downhill the longer this day goes on and the longer I go without customers. All I need is a compass to point me in the right direction of the guy that will be right for me or at least where to go to get started. Is it that hard to ask for?

And.....wait....

Well yesterday my date got postponed until tomorrow. Which is fine because I was going to tell Ted at dinner and he texted me before I could tell him. So now I have to do it today.....yay. Anyway his sister is in town and they are celebrating their mom's b-day so he asked if we can do it tomorrow. Same time and everything. So it shall be interesting tomorrow. Mainly cause he has to work tomorrow and he was dragging his feet when we went out last time. I'll have to do something to keep him up.
Other than that nothing super amazing going on. My dad is feeling better and no weird guys have been hitting on me so this week is ending with a whisper instead of a bang.

 I find Hans Hoffman incredibly sexy. The first time I saw him do something for musclehunks I thought he had a good build. Then he did another video where he was totally ripped for a contest. Not only that, but the man has incredible muscle control. He can bounce things almost effortlessly. I was going through some of my old videos and saw one of his. Man I wouldn't mind getting my hands all over him.

 This is one of my favorite ways to hold a guy when we are both standing. It doesn't matter if I'm being held or doing the holding. From behind you can just rub up and down and kiss on the neck and feel your guy oh so close. When being held you can help guide his hands or reach behind and pull him closer. And I'm giving myself a boner thinking about it.

 Water is such a simple thing that can just make things that much sexier. Singlets in themselves are hot. Now get them damp and cling even more plus have no underwear on and you get this. Tell me that isn't sexy. I dare you to say it and mean it. You can't because it is.

This picture puts two scenarios in my head. One the older guy is getting dressed and ready for work when his young lover starts arousing him and making him want to be late. The other is that Daddy has just come home from work and needs to blow off some steam and a few other things. Either way it's hot. When I look at a picture I see all the subtle clues and put something together in my head.

And Friday is here

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Who needs to be calm

As I said yesterday I'm trying to remain calm about this whole date thing. I'm failing at it. Terribly. Will say I'm at least not telling everyone and their mom's about it like last time. We had a little chat before I went off to work today and he acknowledge that it was a date and that he had fun the last time we were together. The problem I'm having is I can't stop playing scenarios in my head. I have my answer down if he asks about us having sex. I have my answer practiced if he mentions us becoming a couple. Sadly that's how my mind works. I like to plan things out even though nothing ever goes according to plan. Well like I said I'm going to try to focus and stay calm.
One way I keep calm is I ask myself what if questions. One of the blogs I follow (the men we love) is doing a new post about pictures of guys with their "bodybuilder dads". Well this got me thinking. What would it be like to have a bodybuilder dad. I think it would probably be one of the most frustrating things you can think of. Now granted I'm thinking of a guy from the outside. Maybe growing up with a bodybuilder father actually turns you off to that type of guy. Most gay guys I know don't have amazing relationships with their fathers. Now then again some of those same guys like guys that physically were similar to their dads. I just can't imagine it's great for your development. I wasn't an athlete and it put a strain on me and my dad. I can't imagine not wanting to do athletics and having a dad who is a "prime specimen of the male body". Then there is always being friends or a boyfriend to meet him. Your boyfriend probably will drool over you dad a bit. One of my friends showed me a picture of his dad and I kinda let it slip that I thought his dad was hot. Yeah that wasn't awkward. And that was just a friend. Really the only one that wouldn't suffer from having a dad like that is a lesbian. In no way would your girlfriend be attracted to your dad. If your a straight woman, having a bodybuilder dad would scare off a lot of potential boyfriends. Being a straight guy would make you feel inferior cause your woman would check out your dad. Again I'm only saying this as an outsider looking in. Every dad is different. I'm sure there are some bodybuilder dads that are awesome and none of those things happened. Others probably had all those things happen. The guy who works here is a bodybuilder/powerlifter and his son has put on some weight. He went from being a slender 9 year old to a pretty chubby 10 year old despite all his athletics. Even though he only sees his son on the third weekend of a month that's got to weigh on the kid psychologically. Yeah I know I have really thought about this to avoid thinking about the date.

 It's one thing to have a guy that has this amazing muscular physique. It's another thing when the guy is also flexible. Love this picture of Chris Duffy. Can imagine pounding him while he does this. A lot of guys lose flexibility when they put on bulk. Some don't have it at all. I think if you started out as a gymnast then got into bodybuilding you would blow the judges away by how flexible you are.

Rick Hammersmith is such a sexy beast. Then pair him with Peter Axel and wow. Rick has been doing porn off and on for awhile and every time I just love how much of a hungry bottom he is. Peter Axel has impressed me ever since I saw him in the movie Tap Out. I've been lucky enough to see this scene. Rick is behind bars and wanting some steroids. Peter is the guard that says he'll get him the roids if he get's something in return. Yum!

Going pretty quick

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Wanna snuggle

Yesterday it snowed and was pretty cold. That of course puts me in a snuggle mood. When I'm in a snuggle mood I get desperate for male attention so I'm trying to keep myself in check. That's really hard for me at this moment. All this morning I wanted to text him that I was thinking about him and what it would be like to snuggle with him. I know that means I'm getting ahead of myself which is why I'm trying to keep it slow. We went out on one date and he is interested in a second. It doesn't mean we are dating or in a relationship. I'm also trying to remember that he does have a life. He actually works. Me I'm at work waiting for customers while writing a blog about how I'm feeling. Yeah I'm maturing. Slowly but surely.
In other news it appears that the nitric oxide product I'm taking is working. I appear to be bigger or at least look more defined. Which is always a plus cause the better my body looks the better chance I'll get some. It helps my confidence which of course helps me to relax. Other than that it's been pretty quiet for me. No one has really been getting on my nerves which is odd. Ted is ted, but not really making me want to strangle him. The other exes have been quiet too. Going to be a slow week I'm sure.

 Apparently this is one of Zeb Atlas' new scenes. I think this one will be interesting. I never saw Stripped one, but based on Zeb's bowtie I'm assuming it has to do with having sex with a stripper. On a completely unrelated note, yet somewhat related, I don't like Zeb with the longer hair.

Photos like this always make my mind just go. I know this guy is wearing shorts (very short shorts), but I can't help but think he's naked underneath that tank. I know bodybuilders wear them to show more of their legs, but you got to admit it does make them look naked.

Back to monday

Another start to a work week. I had a pretty decent weekend. Nothing to complain about or be pissed over. I actually did get to go on a date with the guy I was suppose to go on a date with on the 4th. We went to Panera bread and hung out for 2 hours. We had a good conversation with a lot of laughs. The conversation ranged from school to our favorite shows. He even asked me if I wanted to see a movie with him during the week. So that's nice, but I'm not going to get my hopes up again. I'm focusing on the fact we had a good first date and he is interested in a 2nd date. We didn't do anything sexual at all. The most physical we were was a hug before we parted ways. I was even able to get in the last laugh. I rendered him speechless in a good way. I was pointing out my car and said it's the big black one and that's not the only thing about me that's big and black. He just kept laughing and smiling. So that gives me hope that things will go well, but I will be conservative in how I approach this. On a third date if he asks for a fourth I will ask if we can say were are dating, but won't go as far to ask if we are boyfriends yet. That will come. As for sex I'm not going to push it. I'm going to be patient. Sex to early makes things complicated. If he invites me over and it leads into that I'm not fighting it, but I'm not forcing it. I'd be happy just to hold him. I am doing my best to learn from all my mistakes. I'm learning to keep my eyes open and look for red flags. I haven't seen any at the moment. Yes he smokes, but that's just one little aspect about him. He is funny, we like similar shows and movies, he loves his family, and even mentioned adopting a kid. So here's hoping, but I'm not putting all my eggs in one basket yet. We'll see what he says today and the rest of the week and if we get together for that movie. I know that if we do I'll be trying to hold his hand.

 Guys truly can be sexy fully clothed. With the right chose in clothing of course. I think this is the perfect top for this guy. I mean he has just great arms and it fits him just perfectly. One of those shirts where you'd love to rub his chest while you were on the couch. So sexy.

 I like this photo for two reasons. 1. I love marvel and think it's way better than DC any day. The second is man that guy has a great build. Also looks like he wore that shirt as his workout shirt cause under avengers it looks like sweat stains. And it's just perfectly tight on him. Can see nipples and everything.

 I kinda have a love hate relationship with Brad Hollibaugh. Early on in his career he actually turned me off, but as he got older and his biceps started to look normal I started finding him even more attractive. Plus he actually started doing more than just muscle shows. There are several clips floating around where you actually get to see his dick (which is huge) and he actually has cum on camera. Sadly I don't think he's done anything new as of late. The newest photo I've seen of him was dated 2011. Wonder what he's up to.

This almost makes me want to get a pick up truck just for the off chance I'll find a naked guy playing with himself back there. I swear more guys have sensitive nipples nowadays. Seems like when I first started looking at naked guys and watching porn very few liked to have them played with. Now it's odd if you don't see it at least once in the scene.

Videos

First up is Dillion buck as Dr. Richard. This was a little thing that men at play did for awhile. Going to the doctor to get a check up only to get fucked. Then again I can't blame either guys for how this ended up. Then next up is Jake Genesis (think I spelled taht right) in a flip fuck session. This was the first time I've ever seen Jake in action (at the time that I watched it, I've since seen a whole lot more) and it's just hot. I always like flip flop sessions. Especially when they have the Kristen Bjorn seal on them. A lot more passion in them. Next up is Edu Boxer and Manu Maltes back when they were a couple. I believe this is a scene from Muscle Bear Motel. You can see what each would see in the other. Fun fact: in case you ever wondered why Edu Boxer never really talked in any of his movies, it's because Spanish is his first language and he really didn't start learning English until he was with Manu. Last up is Matthias Vannelli. This is a scene from Italian for beginners. I know it well because it was one of my favorite movies. It was one of the few full films I got when my parents finally got dsl installed instead of dial up. Wouldn't mind learning Italian from him. Will say he's not too verbal which does suck. Even if I can't understand the guys I do like verbal scenes.

TGIF

Today is such a dull day. On top of that seems like my blog is hating me again. It's doing that thing where I go to place my cursor somewhere and some random thing keeps popping up. It's some random picture box without a picture and it screws up all my other pictures. This is the fourth time I've tried to post this same crap. Anyway it's going to be a long weekend for me. Nothing super special going on. Doesn't look like I'll be going on a date and none of my friends seem to have anything they want to do. The packers have a bye week so nothing to break up my sunday. It's suppose to be very cold and rain this weekend so I don't have a lot of options. I'm not looking forward to winter. Hell it hasn't even started snowing yet and I'm getting cabin fever.

 I finally got to see this video. As some of you may know I'm a major Rocky LaBarre slut. The reason being is that he has this aura about him that he's a good genuine guy. There are some guys in porn where you just can tell they are doing it for the money or they are just as shallow as their characters. I think it's because I got to watch his interview for theguysite before he did any major work. Now back to this video. It's a very good scene. It's one of the few I can watch from start to finish. Rocky plays a straight guy who is taken under Allen Silver's wing and taught about the joys of guy sex. This scene is pretty believable as weird as it sounds. Rocky doesn't just start magically sucking cock like he's gone days without it. He doesn't just ride Silver's dick like a pro. He gives the expressions and reactions of a guy with a guy for the first time. You'd think he's been with a few "straight" guy's himself to be able to pull it off so well.

 I envy those that can draw. If I was to try to do this same scene everything would be wrong. I can't even do hair right. Bara (a specific genre of manga which is Japanese comics) is such an amazing thing. They do such a great job with the anatomy of their male subjects. They are always these thick muscled men that could exist they are so realistic. This guy of course being one such guy. Wonder if this is suppose to be from a bodybuilding show. Sadly no guy has that much showing in his posers.

 This is such a sweet scene. I miss being able to do this. To hold or be held by a guy all through the night. To wake up next to each other after a fun night. Or to start some fun in the morning. Cuddling is such an important thing to me. It really gets me going when done right. Sadly not too many guys know the importance of cuddling. Which is why my aim is to get a boyfriend to cuddle with so I won't have to worry about if the guy I'm sleeping with will or won't cuddle.

This should be the dress code in any gym. Ok not any gym, but in an all guy gym. Ok an all gay guy gym. I know this would distract quite a few guys, but this would actually make me workout harder. Whenever there is a cute guy in the back weight room with me I workout harder because I don't like to look like I'm slacking. I want the guy to know I can pull my own weight and I'm working to get buffer.

Murphy's Law

Today has just not been my day. Woke up and headed off to the gym. I couldn't find my keys which had my key card on it to get in. So I drive all the way back to my apartment to find that they weren't there (my ex didn't lock the door and was still inside). I then find them under my gym bag so I then drive all the way over to the gym again to do my arm workout. Inside I find two guys are in the back and one of the lights is out. Not only that but a customer that is a real chatter box was in there too. Yeah was shaping up to be a great day. Luckily for me I actually finished only about 5 or so minutes after the time I normally do. My arms were pretty pumped and angry with me. I get home and everything seems to be going well until it was time to leave. I put on my sunglasses only to notice they seem a bit odd. I pull them off to notice there is a huge crack on the middle right bridge part which was causing the plastic to pull away from the lens. So I fixed that and headed over to work. At work the deposit didn't come out and I couldn't figure out why cause I was using the wrong two numbers to find the missing invoice. Finally find it and it's kinda been a hit and miss day today. Then as I'm writing this a friend of mine added to my great day by telling me that someone told him a lie about me. This one requires me to recap what happened yesterday...well actually a little further than that.
Awhile ago I went out on a date with this guy. It was not a fun date. He seemed to enjoy biting and pinching me and not in that playful way. After the date I was told by my dads (who met him on the date) that I should open up. So I text him and say I will tell him something the next day when I was less tired (this was a monday night don't ask me how I remember). He said I think we should just be friends so I said ok, ignore me saying I have something to say. Well he then unfriended me on facebook and didn't talk to me. Well yesterday he ims me saying he regrets how he treated me and says I'm one of the only guys he trusts sexually and so on. He then asked if we could meet and I said we could, but nothing sexual will happen. Well a friend who knows him told me he said we were dating now. And once I got pissed off and upset enough and was going to chew the guy out for telling my friend that lie he says gotcha. Yeah....I'm not in a good mood.
Plus doesn't help that today I've decided I'm not hooking up anymore and won't be having sex unless a relationship will actually spring up. Just feeling so pissed off and alone today.

On a Soap Box

This post is going to be pretty political and opinionated so you can either read it or skip down to the pictures of guys. With it being november 7th it means that the presidential election is over finally. It seems like that's all we've been talking about for the longest time. Now that it's over we have to ask what does it all mean. Well there are several things I think this election has taught us.
The first is that the republicans truly do eat their own. You can be the flavor of this week, but come next week everyone could be all over you. The best example is how the republican party is treating Chris Christie. I'm not a republican, I'm a democrat. What I have seen is that he went from being begged to be a presidential candidate to one of the most hated and blamed for the loss of the election. They believe it was his "bromance" with the president that did him in. With that in mind why would the man want to represent the party in the coming years? It's showing a major contrast to who is truly a rising star in the republican party. No doubt before Sandy the republicans couldn't get enough of him. Now they want to get a lynching mob going. The party is moving so far to the right that they are losing all the people that can help them. They are choosing to go in the direction of Paul Ryan. That's the wrong direction for the party based off this election. The people want someone who isn't so polarized that they can't compromise. Paul Ryan would never give into anything the democrats were to put forth. That's how they want their republicans to be and that's how they get shown in the media. Romney won more white votes than McCain did, but still lost. He lost because he went from being a moderate to a true red conservative. That turned off a lot of independents, a lot of women, and got the minorities to go out and vote. Don't blame the guy who speaks his mind and was in the middle (that is one reason why you loved him because he could get those moderate votes).
This election also taught us that more and more of us are getting informed in this digital age. We truly do look and listen now. We don't just blindly vote. Romney said this election was going to be about Obama's policies. Well the majority of America has said that yes we like his policies and want to see more of it. The reason being is that people knew where Obama stands on things. Romney suffered from Romnesia (something that John Kerry suffered from as well), and that lead people to not trust him. They don't know where he stood. At the primary debates he was attacked for not being conservative enough and as a result called himself the most conservative. Then once he wins the primary he said no no I'm moderate. Let's not forget that the man also said one of the first things he wanted to do in office was put something forth that would force companies to make a chip to block porn. Then he stopped tooting that and said he'd get rid of Obamacare which was pretty close to the health care that he passed in his state.
The third thing is that politicians are learning the hard way that things they say and do are now recorded and people do hold them to what they say. Romney's 47% comment haunted him. Doesn't matter that it was to donors or if it was to 5 year old children. What you say behind closed doors is very telling. That's why the republicans tried to get traction going on what Obama said, in public mind you, 6 years ago to get traction. It didn't because that was 6 years ago not just 3 months ago. We know people can change, but not that much in 3 months. It's why those legitimate rape comments got so much buzz.  They were ignorant statements that don't reflect the feelings of the majority. That's why both those guys lost their election bids. Things Romney has said have come back to bite him. Especially that 60 minutes interview where he basically said there is nothing wrong with him getting a bigger tax cut than those making less than him.
So where do we go moving forward. If the republicans were smart they'd wise up and realize that the reason why they are losing is because they aren't changing. They are eating their own for not being conservative enough so they say things further and further to the right forcing all those that are only a little to the right to move to the left. What was a moderate republican is now an independent based on what a majority of the party is saying. They need to listen to the majority of America and focus. Yes we get that spending and the size of the government is a fundamental difference, but you need to change your stance on birth control and women's issues. Women pay far more for health care than men do. Even a lot of men think that a lot of what the republicans were pushing was wrong. They need to realize that gay marriage rights is now an issue they can't win on. Most americans are fine with it as 3 of the public votes in states showed. Stop being the party of no and trying to make the president fail cause all it did was make you fail.

 And here is why I like uncut guys. They leak a lot of pre-cum. Least in my experience they have. This guy I find very hot because not only does he have a very suckable dick, but he also has very suckable nipples. Plus I love facial hair. When I kiss a guy I like to feel it. With that beard I know I'd feel it ;)

 I'm sure some of you may find this scene familiar. It was from a Kristen Bjorn film where the guy in the middle was visited by two very muscular guys who just happen to be twins. To be honest I've never had a fantasy of being with twins. I actually wouldn't want to be with twins because I'd get them confused. This is more of a problem if you were dating one than if it was just a one night stand. If I was with twins like these two then I guess I could live with it, but for the most part I don't go around looking for twins.

I believe the guy getting sucked is Erik Korosomething. He only did one video and his last name always got me. The guy doing the sucking is Tom Chase if I know the back of my heads. They did a video together for Colt called Open house where Erik was looking for a house and Tom was showing him around. I thought it was great until they brought in a twink poolboy to make it a threesome. It was a throw back to old colt videos where they were no dialog just a lot of gesturing and sucking and fucking.

Election day

As many of you in the US (and around the world in some cases) it's election day today. That means after today the political ads and what not are done. Then we will talking about if the election is rigged or not. Already there are reports of an electronic voting booth changing votes for obama to romney. I'm so sick of this election. It has got to be the loudest and most expensive one on record. The sad part is that I'm sure the next one is going to be far worse. The country has become so polarized. I'm tempted to move to a blue or red state. That way I wouldn't have to see all these political ads. So what Wisconsin is a swing state. Don't have to drown us in stupid mud slinging ads.
I'm going to go vote after work today. I'm constantly being reminded to on twitter and facebook. I get it people I'm voting. Let it go already. In other news I'm trying to find another site to find guys my own age. The annoying thing is that a friend of mine did give me a site, but I didn't bother to register with them and now I can't remember who suggested it or on what. I can't remember if this was a conversation on bear or if it was on yahoo. Figure the best way to find someone is to hit different avenues. Might fine the one that works for me instead of using ones that have worked for others.

 Wouldn't I love to be the guy that caused that. Even if we guys won't admit it, when our partner shoots a huge load it does give us a little ego boost. It let's us know we hit all the right buttons. Think of a time when a guy you were fucking didn't cum much or didn't cum at all. It messed with your self esteem didn't it.

There are little things guys can do to make themselves that much sexier. This type of underwear/posing briefs is one of them. It has to do with how it hugs a guys dick and just makes you want to pet it. If you wanted to you could give a fun blowjob with it. Yes your mouth would be a little fuzzy, but the end result is totally worth it.

Videos

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