After the edge

So today I got to have my edging session. There are quite a few things I learned about myself. I always seem to learn something about me in my edging sessions. Anyway so I had an arm workout today and I go into the bathroom and flex my arm and I'm shocked at the mass that popped up. I then raised the other and the same thing happened. Well this happened to make my dick start to spring up. Now I started to worry that this was making me vain, but I think it's just the simple fact that any muscle makes my dick hard. Wither it's on me, my boyfriend, or a porn star. So after my boyfriend left to go to work I pulled out the comp and the collection of my dvds. As I started jacking I noticed I seemed to be a bit more sensitive. I mean it was incredible. Anyway as I was jacking I started noticing that I was starting to get more drawn to the leaner guys then I was the guys that were simply massive. I guess having worked out I have new respect for guys that are defined and that do it naturally as opposed to those that take roids. I actually have a few picture examples that I got off a blog.

The first 2 images show guys I find physically attractive. As you can see they are built, but not overly muscular and look very defined. Those are the type of guys I'm getting more and more attracted too. The last guy is one I am slowly moving away from. One you can tell he does roids by his stomach. That means that really all his mass is a lie. It would be a lot different if he looked like that, but didn't take the roids. Here I'll give another example.

Again it's really the same deal for me. Jay Cutler looks very cut in this photo. I honestly haven't seen anything recently, but He has that look of wow he's massive. You aren't sure if he's taking roids are not. Ronnie Coleman may be more massive, but he looks like he does roids. If I got approached by both I'd pick Jay over Ronnie. Least based on these pictures. So like I said I'm kinda changing my approach. It use to be more muscle the better. Now it's kinda of more lean and defined muscle as oppose to massive muscle. Maybe it's because I'm getting older that this is changing or maybe it's because I'm working out myself and I can really appreciate the hard work done to get the lean and defined look as opposed to just taking roids and going for freaky size. I also learned I really like edging. Well I know that, but as opposed to cumming. I rather edge for hours upon hours then edge for a few hours and cum. I seem to get more sexual satisfaction out of edging and pre-cumming over and over again. Seems like it makes me less horny. Plus keeps me ready in case my boyfriend decides to get frisky.