Losing a little drive

So lately I've been feel kinda meh. Well specifically about my past time of video searching. It's not that there aren't good videos out there, it's just I don't seem as interested as I use to. My routine use to be I'd get up in the morning, go to the gym, come home, take my protein and get ready. Then I'd wait for Ted to leave, pop open my computer, and watch porn until I had to get to work. I just haven't felt like I can look at videos the same way. I'd have tons of videos just waiting to show you guys, but I think lately I added maybe like 10 all together. It's fine right now since I have a major excess of videos, but I need to get over it soon. Now there are two reasons why this is happening. The first is my test booster. It's possible that I'm now at the point where the increased testosterone is having a negative effect and I'm just not nearly as horny. The other is Buck. Since we are at a good place I'm not finding the need to search out porn. Both things have happened to me before so it could be either. I will say that I think the latter is more of correct answer. Lately when I'm watching a video I start thinking of Buck and lose focus on the video. Which is a nice that I find him that attractive. Just hard to get videos to post on the blog. I guess it would make me a lot more picky about good videos. The first time I ever dated a guy I lost almost all interest in porn. Until like a month into the relationship. I thought that's what I was suppose to do. With Ted I tried to get him involved with my porn. Even would make special discs of guys I thought he'd like. Only to find out that Ted just wasn't really that into porn. With Coach I didn't really bring porn into the mix mainly because I didn't think I'd have anything that would really interest him. He liked spanking and I didn't have any. Anyway with the last two I never really felt the need to stop watching porn. I actually probably watched porn more with Ted than with any other relationship, but I'm sure that's not really shocking. We just weren't a good couple for many reasons. With Coach he lived about an hour away so of course me jacking wasn't a big deal. With Buck I'm just finding my need for porn is just slowing down. We have talked about porn, but just haven't graduated to watching it together.

 Found a photo of Rocky LaBarre from his solo on theguysite. I just find him to be so sexy. It's mainly the smile he gives. And of course the hot body he has isn't a bad thing either. Just such a down to earth guy which is majorly attractive. I actually communicated with him through e-mails for awhile. It's not fake. He really is that sweet.

 Well I of course had to post this one for my bara lovers. I so wish I could draw. Mainly because I have so many story ideas in my head and would love to actually post some original stuff here.

 This guy is a scruffy Hotgymnast a.k.a. Anthony. I use to keep up with him, but lately he's posted so many clips on different sites and well it's the same thing over and over again. Confidence is one thing, but would love it if he'd soften it up, but hey I don't pay to watch him. The guy is quite the shooter though.

This photo is interesting for so many reasons. The first is both guys seem quite butch so I'm sure the sex is a sight to behold. the second is there is clearly a sling in this room. Making me wonder if this is there "playroom" or is it a bedroom or a playbedroom. Then it hits me that someone is taking the photo since neither has a remote in their hands and the positioning of the camera. So that begs the question as to the identity of the camera man. Is he part of a Triad with these guys, is he actually one of the guy's boyfriend or in a twist is actually a woman and the wife of the guy getting fucked and she's getting her rocks off watching him get fucked. I'm learning more and more that the last option happens quite a bit.