Odd connection

So I was sitting around edging today when something hit me. No not what you think. I just started thinking about how my dick is the perfect tell for my emotional state. What I mean is that it knows when I've fallen out of love or don't find someone attractive. I was sitting there thinking about the last time Brock was in. My cock didn't do it's normal twitch. It's not an actual twitch, but it stirs a little bit to let me know I'm interested. It's basically how I knew it was time to end it with my other exes. It became a chore to try to get a boner. I guess it was just the final push to show that I'm over him. Then I saw that one of my friends posted to a link to a site with advice on if a man wants you. I clicked on it and said well this is some sound advice. You can read it here. Yes it is geared more towards straight women, but doesn't mean us gay guys can't follow some of the advice. What I found was that with my ex I did lose my own individual self. It was always us doing something. I had friends of my own (back in texas), but he made me feel like I shouldn't try to talk to them. With my first ex it was that I did move to fast. With Brock my problem was well I didn't follow pretty much the first page. I was changing for him, he knew he had me at his beck and call, and really didn't treat me like a friend. He only contacts me when he wants something and that's not a basis for a relationship. If he was the Brock I met at first then we'd be talking, but he's not. I'm clearly just a toy to him and that's not what I want. Plus the guy was insisting on getting me drunk when I clearly showed no interest. Took me to get a guy fisted and was insistent that I'd be doing it one day. And he wanted to take me up to see some guy who would do anything you asked of him. Pretty much anything except scat and blood. I didn't want to go. So my dick tells me he has no power over me and I'm going to keep it that way. I deserve someone that will like me for me and not try to force me to do other things. Would it be nice to be asked to do some of that stuff yeah, but if I show no interest in getting drunk then why push the issue? And it seemed like he could care less what I was doing.
Whenever I see posers like this one I wonder why guys bother to show off in them. The reason being is that they look like they have sort of fur feel. Like it's something you normally use in the bedroom or something. I of course don't have a problem with it, but I just wonder what others think.
Christmas is just around the corner and I had a few Christmas themed photos to share. This is one of them. As I've said before I have a little Santa Fantasy. It's really thanks to an erotic fiction I read around this time growing up. I always wished that I would walk down stairs one Christmas morning earlier than the rest of my family. Find a muscular santa like this one waiting for me. Where he would take me in his arms, kiss me deeply, and wisk me off to the north pole to live with him. Note that at the time of this fantasy I was having some trouble at home so I didn't really have an problems leaving my family.
This is Ace Hanson. Looking at him I always wonder why I get him confused with Jason Adonis. They have two different builds. Plus Ace doesn't do porn anymore. Wonder what he's up to and what he looks like now. I'm sure he is quite the muscle daddy now. Or at least on his way. Don't know how old he would be now. I assume in his mid 30's, but then again I'm terrible at guessing ages.
D. Chooi posted another doodle for this time of year. I always love his work. He has such an amazing eye for detail. And his guys are typically santa types. A little chubby, but solidly built. He's another reason why I have a little Santa crush.