Saturday, July 30, 2011

So many dreams

So I'm thinking I'd seriously like to try my hand at an erotic story. I'd also like to think about possibly making some bara, but there are a few problems with that. 1. I can't draw. 2. I can't read my own writing. What I mean is that I don't proof read my blog (which is kinda obvious sometimes). I just have this major problem with editing myself. It's one of my hang ups. Another thing I've wanted to do was something porn related. I don't think I could ever be in front of the camera, but do behind the scenes stuff. Be a screenwriter or director. Maybe set up scenes or something. I guess it's a bit of my youthful enthusiasm that hasn't been stomped out of me by the real world. I'd just really like a job where I could be myself all the time. Obviously on a gay porn set I don't have to hide the fact that I'm gay. Plus I'd get to be creative which I do love to do. This of course is coming out of the fact that I'm not so sure if I'll have a job by the end of the next month. Just would love to stumble into my dream job. Well I'm still young so there is still a chance of that.
So turns out that my porn BF Rocky LaBarre (don't worry he called me his blog bf in a tweet) was voted the DILF poster man winner. All the details are on the Happy Town blog. There is also another interview of him there. Well I must say I really must get a job that let's me travel or get enough money to visit, or move to New York. As I've said before I'd like to at least meet him. I know he's a hoot. His client that saw the post I did awhile back said so. Plus I got that feeling when he e-mailed me back after I thanked him for his comment. Plus I do want to squeeze such an adorable daddy bear.
This daddy is Rocky West. Yes I did purposely post his pic after the Rocky LaBarre one. Sadly this photo has been altered. As you can kinda tell from his dick. I don't know why the person that modified it insisted on messing with his dick. He has a pretty nice one as it is. He only did two films, but in both he was a top bear daddy. I have a few older gay friends and most of them have become quite jaded. They think that they aren't attractive now that they aren't a 20 year old twink. Rocky West isn't a 20 year old twink either, but he's still sexy. The reason is that he's being himself and not trying to impress anyone. I love that in a guy. This very butch I am who I am and if you don't like it I'm not changing to suit you.
Yep that's me. Well in spirit. As I've said before I couldn't apply a guy's bronzer or tan or oil. I'd be doing it with a boner and that isn't too kosher in that setting. Plus you are touching all parts of the guy. On the flip side if it looks terrible then who gets blamed. And pretty sure they wouldn't punish you in the fun way.

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