So I've come to realize that I don't think I can spend the rest of my life or even 30 years where I am now. The trip back down to Texas made me realize that. I don't like being this far away from my family. Plus at least there you can find places to just be gay. Here is such a big secret. I can't come out to anyone because it's a small conservative town and people will stop shopping the store because of it. There are a lot of old people that are stuck in there ways. I don't know when it will happen, but it will happen. I don't want to say anything to my boyfriend because right now a lot is going on and he'd just blame it on that. Plus I want to spend more time thinking on it. Don't think it will happen this year or even next year, but depending on what happens with a lot of years it could happen as early as 3 years from now or 5 years from now. I just honestly can't imagine spending 10-30-40 years here. Just not worth it. I love my boyfriend, but I also love being able to be myself and I can't do it in this town. I can't have real friends because I don't go anywhere to meet anyone. Right now my only gay friends are back in Texas and the ones I meet off that social site I'm on. Like to be able to meet in person and just talk.
This guy has great pecs. I can not remember his name. Think it was Paul something. The thing is he looks familiar. Just wonder if he's done some muscle worship video for someone. This was clearly taken at a bodybuilding event. You can see his poser kinda sticking out and based on the builds of all the guys behind him and the chick that was cut off that they are all pretty buff. He's the type I could easy fall for. He just has this look like he is a very nice guy who you can talk to for hours then after words fuck your brains out. Plus I'd love to be all over that chest of his.
I use to have such a thing for Bo Dixon. The use to part comes from people who said he's pretty into himself. Plus at the time he was still saying he was bi then finally settled down with a guy. Apparently the reason he got out of porn was because he had a huge stalker problem which isn't hard to believe looking the way he does. Although I think he's now into modeling or maybe he's a fitness model because I see new photos of him popping up everywhere. Wouldn't shock me since he seems to have gotten into bodybuilding.
I want to know the back story for this photo. He looks like he's just been sucked off and is catching his breath. I've always wanted to do this. Have a guy sit back in a chair while I suck him off and watch him squirm and moan as I'm sucking him off. This guy would be one I'd gladly suck off. You know he likes you to call him daddy in bed. Major turn on.
This guy has great pecs. I can not remember his name. Think it was Paul something. The thing is he looks familiar. Just wonder if he's done some muscle worship video for someone. This was clearly taken at a bodybuilding event. You can see his poser kinda sticking out and based on the builds of all the guys behind him and the chick that was cut off that they are all pretty buff. He's the type I could easy fall for. He just has this look like he is a very nice guy who you can talk to for hours then after words fuck your brains out. Plus I'd love to be all over that chest of his.
I use to have such a thing for Bo Dixon. The use to part comes from people who said he's pretty into himself. Plus at the time he was still saying he was bi then finally settled down with a guy. Apparently the reason he got out of porn was because he had a huge stalker problem which isn't hard to believe looking the way he does. Although I think he's now into modeling or maybe he's a fitness model because I see new photos of him popping up everywhere. Wouldn't shock me since he seems to have gotten into bodybuilding.
I want to know the back story for this photo. He looks like he's just been sucked off and is catching his breath. I've always wanted to do this. Have a guy sit back in a chair while I suck him off and watch him squirm and moan as I'm sucking him off. This guy would be one I'd gladly suck off. You know he likes you to call him daddy in bed. Major turn on.
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