Monday, March 21, 2011

Don't know what to think

So yesterday me and my boyfriend had sex. I got off, but he didn't. I asked him if he was ok and he said yeah. And I asked him if he enjoyed himself and he said yes. Last week he was struggling to cum, and this week he didn't. Now he has been stressed at work, but still. The thing that bothers me the most about it is that I feel like I was a selfish lover. That I didn't do anything that brought him pleasure. It's kinda like when straight guys can't make a girl orgasm. I mean guys are a whole lot easier to please then women. My approach to sex is a real simple one. I get pleasure from pleasing my partner. I don't go in thinking of how I'm going to get off. I'm thinking of what can I do to my guy to make him really love our time together. That's why I don't post videos where just the top gets off unless I'm really horny that day. If you are just going to fuck a guy to get off and not help him get off then don't bother having sex with someone else. Just get your hand, fleshlight, or sex doll. It's that attitude that makes me not able to have one night stands. It's also why I get really close to guys I did play around with. My friend told me not to worry. And I shouldn't because he didn't show anything that said he wasn't satisfied. He's a terrible liar. Maybe I'll just chalk it up to stress. Not like there wasn't a time when I couldn't cum. Ugh anti-depressants suck when you are trying to have sex. I could get a boner no problem, but cumming was a choir. I had to really work at it. Now I know how all those guys felt when I couldn't cum. Hope he does next time because it really worries me.

This video is of Karl Kasper. This is from his Jockbutt video. The thing about Jockbutt is that it's more erotic then porn which can be nice sometimes. Sometimes you just wish they'd take it off. I must say this guy is pretty well put together. Has a great ass. I do love seeing guys in jockstraps. Mainly because it's hard for an ass to not look good in a jockstrap.
A lot of bodybuilders smile while posing. This guy it's different when he smiles. It seems more genuine. He just seems like a guy that has a good humor about him. I mean not like he doesn't have a lot to be happy about. He has a great body. He is super cute and he's on stage. I'd like to show him how happy I could make him.
I like this photo. Mainly because you don't see guys posing in towels unless they are doing it at their house in front of their mirror. I mean it's sexy seeing a guy so close to being naked, but yet covered up. And this guy has great arms. I am jealous of him. And again the debate is raised. Did the bicep tattoo come first, or did he get big arms to make the tattoo look better?

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