Funny how that always happens

So I've been focusing my attention on Matt. Meaning I haven't been going on manhunt and only on a4a to talk to a friend. I haven't been on grindr, growlr, and even deleted scruff. The deletion of scruff had more to do with the fact that no one talked to me on that one. Well I was sitting on the couch friday night close to 10 and all of a sudden I get a text. I thought it was from Matt, but it was actually from a guy who I was suppose to go out with awhile back. Can't remember what fake name I gave him, but doesn't matter. He messaged me saying he is sorry he acted like an ass and that he thinks he was just scared blah blah blah. I said don't worry about it. He insisted on apologizing and wondered if we could hang out. See if this had been at 7 or maybe even 8 then yeah we could have, but at nearly 10 at night on friday. No, I'm not going back out. Well Ted thought he got shot down by someone to suddenly want to contact me. I agree on this because it has been like 2 months. If he had apologized a week or two later then maybe we could have given it a shot, but now is too late. I don't even want to be friends with this guy. It's just my luck. I actually find a guy I'm interested in and all of a sudden guys who had a chance realize they made a mistake or want to reconnect. Why am I suddenly worth your attention. Is it because you realized the grass wasn't greener on the other side? Or is it that you are now so lonely because you alienated any possible guy that you go back and apologize to try again. That's why I was hoping that's not what was happening with me and Matt. Granted I actually continued to talk to Matt and worked on our friendship where these guys will just completely ignore someone until they suddenly realize they were a jerk and want to apologize. Saw it with mike and the others. Not doing it again.
In better news me and Matt hung out. We went back to his place and held hands before he wrapped his arm around me while I had my head on his chest. We were like that for some time then switched it up. I wasn't really expecting much from this date. Just a bit of cuddling like that. So as I was leaving I gave him a peck on the cheek. Well that peck became a lip to lip kiss which lasted for some time. Needless to say we both enjoyed it. That's as far as it went and I was happy with how it progressed. It was more than I was expecting. We both agreed to take it slow and I think moving up from hugging to kissing on the lips is one. I don't plan on us getting into bed by a specific time. We'll just let it happen naturally like the kiss. Which by the way was really hard for me to stop at just that. So I'll keep y'all in the loop. Btw I also played adam at super smash bros brawl. Totally kicked his butt. He won once meaning I need to work on my skills cause it should have been a clean sweep.

 Yummi Cosmin (Iana) and Yakov in the shower posing. This video was one of the first duel muscle worship videos I ever saw. I will say I was more into Yakov (one in the back) than Yummi. Yummi was bigger, but just didn't have like any definition which I wasn't into.

 This is still my favorite position in porn and in real life. I don't know if it's the bottoms hard dick bouncing up and down, the freedom of my hands to roam where they please or just the fact that I like to watch the bottoms pleasure. Either way this is usually the best way to make me cum quick.

 I truly wish I had the skills of an artist. This artist has an amazing eye for detail. To be honest if it wasn't for how the suit is drawn (not a comment on the artist just a comment) I would think is just a black and white still. Just amazing.

This is Lukas Ridgeston. Got this image from Gods Amongst Men. Apparently he is getting back in front of the camera after retiring from it in 2005. So in the 8 years he looks...pretty much the exact same. Yes he's older and closer to 40 now, but he looks the same to me. Yeah his hair is a little darker, but he just reads model. That perfect guy that makes it hard for us normal guys to live up to. He reads like he's in his late 20's to me. Yeah I suck at guessing ages, but I don't see a guy who's 38.