To each their own

I know that we all have different taste in men, porn, and sex, but why do I always attract the ones with some of the more outrageous fetishes? I would love to say I'm exaggerating, but I actually am not. For example.
Coach for the most part seemed normal. Until it came to sex. His profile did mention he did like a bit of kink and didn't always want vanilla stuff which didn't bother me, until we got more into it. A lot of the time to get him really hard I had to spank him or he had to spank me. And I'm not talking about those erotic swats to the ass. I mean the type where your ass burned, turned red, and had welts. He also was into flogging and really wanted to do master slave stuff. He wanted to be a slave to a black man very badly. After a few times of all that you actually miss plan old sex. It would be nice to start everything off romantic and end it that way without having to spank someone or hit them in order to get it up and cum.
Had a guy on a4a hit me up that asked if I was into master/slave stuff. I told him no, but he kept pushing it. Wanted to know if I was into being a slave. I told him no for like the millionth time and he seemed to get it. A short time later his account was suspended. Don't know if it was because he was a spam bot, or if it was an actual person that just pissed off the wrong guy. I mean his profile was going on and on about how he is this dominant top and only interested in submissive bottoms. I look at tons of profiles and that is the one that decided to message me back.
Another guy that has been after me on and off is one who lives about 3 hours away. He seemed like a nice guy until he started calling me babe and baby after a few conversations. Wanted to meet me and date me. Which sounds great except he lives 3 hours away and is 52 or 53. He'll talk to me and then not talk to me for another week, but I'm getting to the extreme fetish part. I found him on lifeout and was going through his pictures and well yeah. Turns out he's one of these guys that loves to use those horse dick dildos. The ones that are like 18 inches tall and super thick. Likes to get fisted and all that stuff. I know some guys find that hot and what not, but not me. I want a bottom who will feel it when I enter them. That just is not for me. Not for me at all.
And of course the last but not least guy on this list is Brock. For those of you that don't know, Brock is a guy who wanted to date me, then didn't, then decided tot ell me about all his sexcapades whenever he came in to get a male enhancement. Well the thing about Brock is that he will have sex with anyone. Men or women. And he has a very distinct taste in sex. Even when he's the bottom he likes to be in charge. He likes to acquire toys. No I don't mean like dildos and fleshlites. I mean toys as in guys he will have sex with, without an emotional attatchment. Then when he doesn't find them fun anymore he will dump them and move on to the next guy. As you can imagine I felt like I was just a toy. The really annoying thing is that I'm trying to break his hold over me which is not easy. Whenever he comes in, it bugs me for quite some time. Well anyway he texted me yesterday and said call me asap. I'm thinking it's something serious like a male enhancement made him feel funny or something. Nope he just wanted me to know that he was going to have a toy over and wanted to know if I had to work today. Well his toy is a guy who he wants shaved from the neck down, will do anything Brock says because he is his master and his also deaf. That last part wasn't part of the fetish, just an interesting side note. Anyway he wanted me to know that he works from home so I can come over any time and if I want he call over his toy. If I like him then he will give me his number and well I'd be like a 2nd master. A month ago, 6 months ago that would have intrigued me. Now not so much anymore.
To be honest sex has become less and less important to me. What I mean is that I would have gone out of my way to have it just a month ago. Now it just seems like it's such a hassle. I don't look forward to the idea of having it. I guess I've matured to this point where I just want to be with one guy. I'm suppose to meet up with my dads next week. Yes I can't wait to see them, but to tell you the truth I'm just not interested in having sex. I'm certainly not going asexual. I just can't see myself being aggressive about pursuing it. Maybe it's because I haven't had in in so long. Maybe it's me shutting down because I've been hurt so much. Maybe it's because I am falling for Matt and that's why sex with other guys doesn't interest me. Who knows, but I'm certainly not hating it.

 Bodybuilding is such a unique sport. I say that because, like wresting, it's very homoerotic even though any athlete in the sport would say no it isn't. If you've ever seen a bodybuilding show this is not out of the ordinary. There is a lot of touching that goes on. Yeah not homoerotic in the least.

 You know those couples that just fit together. Like if you see them you can see what one sees in the other. It can be that they just look very similar or something else. This couple is one such couple. They are similar to each other body wise, but yet different at the same time. You can see why they would go for the other. Least I do. And it's not just with bear couples like this. There are straight couples where it's very obvious why they have fallen for each other. I'm sure you can think of a couple like this one.

 Must say that this guy looks pretty damn well built. I mean look at those legs. And that underwear is a great tease. Looks like a guy that has been fit all his life. Wonder who was taking the picture.

If you don't know who this guy is then well you have been keeping your head in the sand. This is alexey lesukov. He's the big up and comer in the world of bodybuilding. The scary part of it all is that he's my age. That's right he is only 24. He just keeps getting more and more massive. Pretty soon he will have tons of sponsors and to be honest is probably the next Arnold. Wouldn't be upset if he pulled a Zeb and starts doing porn on the side. Could make a pretty big penny. Love to see him try to get through doors.