Getting old

So looks like I won't be having that date tonight. I tried to talk to the guy yesterday and he at least said good morning then nothing the rest of the day. I'm trying to figure out what our plans are. He doesn't have a job so he could find some time to answer back. I'm not going to try to track him down. We were suppose to iron out the details yesterday or today and clearly that didn't happen yesterday and isn't happening so far. And a phone works both ways. If for some reason he wasn't getting my text (which it comes in as a imessage so don't see how he wouldn't) then say something. Or hell call me. I thought we had a good coffee date, but guess not. All I ask for is a little honesty. If you didn't want to hang out again just say so. If the weather is bad and you would like to reschedule say something. Don't just ignore someone. Well enough of that soap box. To be honest I saw it coming.

 Boy do I wish Dave Stone still did porn. He was just this sexy stoic guy. Knew just what to do to be erotic. I would not have had such a bad first time if it was with a guy like Dave. I'm sure he would know how to treat a virgin.

 Have you seen that Scotts lawn care commercials? Well they have a Scottish guy telling everyone they need Scotts. Well this guy reminds me off him. Same beard and same reddish hair. You only see the guy in a plaid vest over a t-shirt and jeans, but I could totally see him having a body like this working with lawns.

 This is how Coach kinda wanted me to treat him. Which is hot on paper, but it was kinda a constant thing with him. I always had to really take charge of him in order to get him really into it. It's great from time to time, but I'd like normal sex from time to time.

Didn't realize I did this, but this guy again reminds me of coach. I clearly am having issues with that wound. Anyway this actually was pretty similar to what I looked up to whenever he was over me. Had very erect nipples and an amazing body. Bald head and a nice full beard. Like to wear a chain too.