Down now

I think it's just starting to get to me that I won't see my guy until tomorrow maybe. Didn't help that work has kinda sucked today. I have no one to talk to. I just miss him. I want to go home and hold him again. Don't know how he is going to do this for a week without me. I kinda want to change it to a couple of days, but I do have tons of people to see and my mom is looking forward to having me for a week. And he's going to be gone off and on next week probably too. I just miss him. Feel like breaking down right now. It has just not been a good day. It's cold. It's gloomy out.

The above video is Rod Roddick Posing. It was part of the Bodybuilder Jam 9 which was the first dvd from Jimmy Z productions. I know this because part of this clip was in the trailer and I use to go on that website a lot. Just for the trailers since I didn't have any money to spend on a membership. Shame that this guy is gone. Steroids will do that.
Speedy. That's this guy's name. Least the name he used in porn. I know this because it was such a random name. Plus speed and sex doesn't really mix. It is a nickname his friends gave him. I know this because I went on his website. You'd be shocked at the random facts I know about porn stars if you still aren't now. Anyway I find him so attractive. It's that hairy muscle daddy look he has. Does it to me every time. You can see him in a few mustang videos. The only one I can think of off the top of my head is Ritual.
If you grew up playing street fighters and were gay you probably had a thing for Zangrief. Least I did and obviously others did too. I loved watching him, but I hated to choose him for a character because he's the stereotypical slow and bulking fighter. I like playing quick characters. Anyway I always loved watching him flex when he won. I saw this picture and just had to have it. I love that the artist put glasses on him. He usually looks like he'd get lost saying his ABC's. Now he looks like he could crush you physically and intellectually.