That was quick

So I updated my relationship status on some of the different sites I'm on and wow was I attacked. Not verbally attacked, but all of a sudden I had tons of guys paying attention to me. Had one guy who said I talked to him back when he was fat (wouldn't be able to tell he was) and of course I didn't recognize him. And pretty soon he's wanting us to text and all that jazz. Another one who I texted a long time ago started texting me again out of the blue. Telling me how awesome I am and nice I am and so on and so forth. Yes normally I'd love all the attention, but right now just seems like I'm just fresh meat being lowered into a tank of piranhas. I'd like to have a little time to be ok with me. Granted it was my mistake for even updating it. I still haven't done it on growlr or grindr. Just know if I do I'll get guys just wanting to hook up. I know that's probably what I need, but right now I don't want that. Just want to be ok with me. I guess I'm not the same guy as when I broke up with Coach. For one I felt like I was going to be alone forever after that one and I certainly wasn't ok with being single. Since I was single most of the time after the break up I've grown ok being single. Plus this one wasn't my fault. This was a guy who didn't have the balls to talk to me or tell me the truth from day one. As for my anger it's subsiding. Everyone I talked to has helped me realize I didn't do anything wrong. I wasn't wrong for wanting to work it out nor being forced to break up with him over texts. Also found out something I didn't know which is that he use to hit on a guy I know and use to (if not still does) kiss on the dj. So basically what I think happened is that he got scared and said he's "bi" because he's still not ok being gay. Sad thing for him is he'll realize it too late. Also it helps that it happened now and not after I used the L word or after we exchanged rings.

 You know when you see an image and just think that looks so dirty. Well if I had any photo shop skills I could totally make it look like the guy just shot a load or is getting sucked off. The fact that this image is even here means someone thought it was a good image and posted it. Probably should have run it by a 13 year old boy.

 This is Brock. He did 3 videos for sean cody. One where he was part of a group jack off contest, a solo video, and one where he got sucked off. This guy caused major issues for the guy that played the red ranger. I can't even type the name because still people get the two confused. Every time I mention Brock and the connection I get like 15 hits a week for a month looking into it. The funny thing is they really don't look like each other. Only very very very briefly.

 That is honestly one of my favorite positions. I like to lay on a guys chest while watching tv or just laying down. I try not to fall alseep in this position because I tend to snore and drool.

 This guy is Max Chevalier. He claims to be straight, but you'd never know it. The guy has fucked many guys and was even fucked on camera by Manuel Deboxer. He just seems to be so comfortable with guys. Basically like a Zeb Atlas that's french and actually been fucked by a guy. These are the type of guys I like to see. Where you really aren't sure that they are as straight as they claim and don't go around telling you how straight they are.