Always learning about myself

So the other day I got a hold of a scene with Alex Freitas and Craig Reynolds. As I watched the scene I realized that it's not really the type of thing I'm into. I decided to continue to watch and I was shocked at how turned on I was. If you've never seen a scene with Alex in it then well find one. He's not a guy I would find attractive. He has a great build, but on a normal day he probably wouldn't turn my head. I mean I personally hate the tattoo sleeve. Anyway when he fucks he's a total top. I mean he is just an alpha male. Again something I don't normally find attractive. Yet I'm attracted to him. I love watching him fuck. Craig is taller and bigger then Alex yet he was the total bitch. He's kinda what I was getting at with Samuel Colt yesterday. Even though he may be the smaller guy he's usually the one in control. Anyway the two started hitting each other. I don't mean like a little love tap. I mean actually punching each other in the chest and stomach. Yeah probably not as hard as they could have, but it was still a good bit of force that you could hear it. Yet it didn't turn me off like it usually does. Guess it shows that my tastes constantly are changing. I personally like the more "romantic" porn scenes yet when I see a scene I like I like it. Now there are just some things I will just not be able to find a turn on. Fisting, scatting, and blood are just three things I will not be able to get over. Watersports it depends on the scene.
Every Monday I go to a site called Jeff's muscle studio. It's a site where an artist posts some of the drawings he's done of various strongmen. He also has some on going web comics and an actual comic series he puts out. Well I was on there and I saw this image. It's just another one that helps my buff Santa fetish. I mean you'd think that a man that hauls a hug bagful of toys to billions of households would be buff not fat. Anyway he's a really good artist as you can see. I would love to be able to draw like him. There are just some images in my head that I'd like to be able to draw. While we are on the subject of Jeff's holiday sketches here is one of his using the two main characters from his Hearts & Iron comic.
See great artist. Draws at the right angles. Does great detail work. I mean look at the bulges. You can even see where John's (the one on the left) quads end. Can't teach that kinda skill and eye for detail. If you want to see Jeff's other sketches and can't make out the web address on his pictures then type in www.jeffsmusclestudio.com.

The video above his of Rodney St. Cloud. I posted this video because this is a type of video I don't see floating around too much. Where you actually get to see him pose and smile. Seems like he's always frowning whenever I see him. He has a great smile. Very cute. He has an amazing body that I wish he'd show off more. Seems like he poses for a little bit, but never again towards the end if he's jacking off. I will say the beginning is a little off-putting, but picks up once he gets off the toilet and starts showing off. Still shocking how large his dick is.