Videos

The first video is two studs having sex in a stairway. Yeah those dudes were built for this. Very hot. Then it's my forever crush Eric Evans and Cole Reece. Per usual Eric Evans looks amazing. He looks good fucking or getting fucked. Cole Reece isn't too bad either. They both look so into each other in this scene. I love that. Then next up is yet another cumshot compilation. What can I say I like these type of vids. Which leads into the next video which is two Japanese studs fucking. Even with the genital masking it's a pretty hot video. I swear these guys put more passion into fucking then some of our guys do. Next is the very classic porn scene. A guy is jocking, gets a cramp, and a "good citizen" helps him into his house to massage the cramp out leading to sex. That being said it's still a good scene. Both guys look amazing. Plus the runner that gets the cramp has amazing quads. Last, but certainly not least is two muscle studs fucking. It's the passion between the two that makes this scene. That and they are incredibly hot.

Doing nothing

Just at work doing nothing really. Didn't do much yesterday either. Me and my boyfriend have kinda been too stressed out to do anything else. In fact he didn't even drop by to see how I was which he usually does. I haven't been too much in the mood sexually. Me and my boyfriend seem to kinda get things going then we just don't do anything about it. I think we just are in more of the mood to cuddle. Probably won't be in the mood to do much more for awhile. With all this job chaos. I'll have to work on spicing things up in the bedroom pretty soon. Or just make our lives less stressful.

Videos

The first video up is Mattew Rush and 2 Aussies. There is one rule that I have found to be true. Aussies are hot. This is also Matt after he finally buffed up and doesn't look babyfaced. Hot scene. Next is a cumshot compilation. The first part is mostly eastern European clips then some falcon studio shots. This clip is why it's called the money shot. Sadly my next two clips were deleted. So today I'm going to be short by two. Sorry. The third clip is with three FBI agents. The first agent is Anthony Gallo. Man he is hot. Great uncut dick. The best part of the clip in my opinion is when Gallo is shirtless wearing suspenders. He just looks huge. Then after that Gallo gets to fucking. Man I wish he still did porn. Lastly is Logan McCree and Vinnie D'Angelo. This clip was done shortly after they became a couple I believe. As you can see from this clip. Still don't know if they are together are not. Anyway Logan is the masseur and Vinnie is the client. Yeah I'd so pay 40 bucks for that service.

It's getting colder

It's getting colder here. Soon the snow is going to be flying. That means two things for me. 1. My boyfriend is going to insist on putting his ice cold hands under my shirt to warm up his hands. 2. He's going to be snuggling up to me a lot for warmth. Now the first thing I hate, but I also love it because we love playing with each other. The 2nd one I have no problem because I love snuggling. Plus my boyfriend is looking really hot lately. He's put on some muscle and lost some bodyfat. I've been saying he's been looking hotter then usual and he of course hasn't believed me until he hoped on the scale and saw that his weight went up and was staying up. I think he's feeling much better about himself now too. He honestly has been feeling really lousy about himself lately. He's been in the gym as long as me and hasn't seen the improvement he wants. So I love the fact that he's getting snuggly.
The downside being that I'm getting a new job. 20 hours a week. Mainly evening and weekend shifts. Plus he's getting another job too. I'm still not feeling great about those. I'm worried that we won't see each other as much. Plus we won't get to spend quality time holding each other at night.

Videos

First video is a vintage foursome. It's just fun to watch because of those really horrible beds. I mean those beds look so uncomfortable yet they really know how to fuck that's for sure. My next video got deleted so the new second video is an uncut muscle stud jacking off. Then we have a daddy threesome with Rob Lawrence, Spike Daddy, and Jack Sullivan. Why does this never happen in real life. Then keeping with our daddy theme we have a massage leads to bare fuck. I must say the top is a very hot daddy. Tall and well kept. So hot. Lastly is real couple Dan and Clint. Just like any other real couple fucking on camera they are amazing. I mean clearly they are very hot for each other. My favorite part has to be when both studs shot their load. That little banter back and forth is just so cute. Really ties the scene all together.

Going to be really busy

Got a lot of stuff going on today and tomorrow. Tomorrow I have tons of work to do. Got a new job. I'm nervous about it. Not but because of the job, but because that means me and my boyfriend might be spending a lot less time together. I mean yeah we were spending too much time together now we won't get to spend like any. Just morning workouts and some time in bed. Basically they want me to work evenings and weekends. Arg no fun. Oh and the reason why this is late is because of internet issues.

Videos

First up is another clip with Vince Ferelli. It's his 2nd solo with manavenue. In this one he fingers himself for the camera. At the time this was shot he hadn't done any guy on guy film. It was a big deal that he was doing this. He was still calling himself straight at this point. Anyway it's just classic Vince. When he was still kinda baby faced. I personally like him all rugged and hairy like he is now. Onto the next clip. We have four brazilian guys roleplaying. I must say this was strangely hot. I usually don't get into the whole "forcing" scene, but this one was actually hot. Probably because the bottom wasn't really being "forced" like in other scenes like this one. Third up is a stud oiling up and jacking off. It's a short clip. He even briefly jacks with a condom on. After that he shoots a nice load. Next is a big bear leather orgy scene with Colton Ford, Clint Taylor, Eric Evans. I don't remember what movie this was from, but it has enough muscle and hairy dudes that I love it. Then keeping up the bear theme we have Dan Rider, Jack Van Dean, and another bear in a threesome. This is from Muscle Bear Hotel. It was the very first full length video I got my hands on. I loved that dvd for obvious reasons. Anyway this is the final scene. Last up is a fantasy that has been played around with a lot in gay porn. That's brothers fucking. In this scene the older brother gets a little worked up at night and little brother helps him out. Why did this scene get turned up 5 notches on the hotness scale because the older brother got fucked. Probably because I moved it up.

Just another reminder

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Video

The first video is a gangbang with Steve Cassidy. He's kinda the main star in this scene, but there are many other guys like Marc West and Mark Slade. It's the final scene from another one of those prison movies. I must say Steve Cassidy really does shine in gangbangs. This next video is a short clip. In it this guy shoots a lot of cum. I mean seriously it is a lot. He pretty much covered that desk. Third up is another video with Sean Steel. I must say that guy is a big guy. Yet for a big guy he sure doesn't ever seem to get hard. Doesn't cum a lot either. Yet I can't help but stare at him and be aroused when he smiles or flexes. The next video is another xvideo file. Don't know if it will or won't work. It's a classic Colt Studio scene called Moving Violation. Has to do with a cop, someone being chased by a cop, and a guy jacking off to pictures of nude dude. Hope it works. One I know works is a video with Tony Defina having some phone sex. He is another guy that I think is the perfect size. He's not too big or too small. Plus he has a pretty sexy voice. I'd love to be on the other end of that phone. Lastly is is a guy jacking in front of a mirror. I've seen his clips on xtube, but i can't remember his name. Anyway the dude is clearly straight. Or trying to make it look like he's straight. Anyway he's skinnier then I usually like, but something about that attitude and how verbal he is just turns me on. Plus the guy uses a fleshlight and is a shooter. I love fleshlights and guys that shoot. So enjoy.

Weird on the outside

Last night me and my friend were talking. He's the one that is trying to decide if he needs to break up with his currently boyfriend or not. Well he's over here telling me that he wants his old boyfriend to have wild crazy sex with him and that he has started up his gay.com account. I then assumed that means he broke up with his current. Nope he's waiting on the current boyfriend. So I kinda jumped down his throat about that. So he said wow that was harsh and I stopped to think. Yeah that kinda was. Well we kept talking and I guess the reason why I acted like that is because when I was looking for a boyfriend I saw it all the time. I have a friend that seems to only meet guys in relationships. Probably also because I was one of those guys so I'm trying to stop him. Get him to either break up or stay with the guy. I mean I see and hear about it all the time. I don't understand why guys can't just break up if they are so unhappy they have to look for another guy. It's weird when I think about it. I mean I'd like to think I'd be talking to my boyfriend before I start looking at other guys. Or maybe I'm more yelling at my friend for what I did back then.
On a much lighter note I was thinking about cumshots. More specifically I was thinking about why they call it the money shot. I think the reason is simple. How a scene ends (the cumshot) can set the tone of the scene. I've fast forwarded through scenes, got to the end, saw it was a great cumshot and went back to watch the rest of the scene. Lets face it. The cumshot tells us a lot about the guys. The better the shot means the sex was pretty damn good and the guy was highly aroused. It's kinda the main reason why I watch clips. I've deleted clips that had no cumshot or the guys cum inside the other guys. It just doesn't do it for me.

Videos

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A good edge

I had a good edging session this morning. Had some new videos to watch. I just felt in the mood to do it. I love edging because just being in that state of arousal for so long is amazing. By far the best feeling is when I leak tons of pre-cum. It's hard to explain this, but here it goes. Sometimes I'll be jacking off and I feel like I'm right on the edge. I'll get so close and pull back. I'll sort of have a mini-orgasm and tons of pre-cum (and sometimes a little cum) will pour out of my dick. Man that feels amazing. The next best feeling is rubbing all that all over my dick. Oh it feels just amazing. That happened today. I'm getting hard just recalling it. I mean jacking your dick with your own pre-cum as lube just feels amazing. Also smells amazing. There a lot of things that get me in the mood. The smell of pre-cum or a sweaty jock does it for me. I mean wow. It's a job just not cumming from the smell let alone the feel. Ask any of these guys that edge or jack off a lot. They'll tell you the same. Well probably not the exact same. The only sad part is that I don't feel like I can share this with my boyfriend. My boyfriend kinda made it obvious early on that he isn't interested in jacking off. That's all he seemed to do in his previous relationship. Maybe one day I'll talk to him about how much I enjoy just jacking off sometimes, but not anytime soon. I know that if something was to happen with this relationship the next guy I have a relationship with has to be ok with it. I'd prefer it if he'd jack off with me. Sometimes I get so aroused I get into the mood to fuck. Not many chronic masturbators or edgers will say that. I mean yeah sex is great, but sometimes it's just fun to beat your meat.

Videos

Alright some status on xvideos. Seems like it's slowly coming back, but it looks like some videos might have been lost. Again I'm just going to keep my videos up just in case they work. If not then well ignore them. the first vidoe is a Mature bear fucking with a young Eric York. I will say they clearly had fun in this scene. Then we have two buff studs fuck. The sound is terrible in this clip, but the action sure as hell makes up for it. I mean these dudes have great bodies and clearly know how to fuck. Then we have a muscle chub shooting a huge load. If your not up on the lingo a muscle chub is a guy who clearly works out, but doesn't cut down his body fat to make every muscle visible. They are the type that if you see them wearing a shirt you know there buff, but if you see them shirtless you'd probably call them fat. Anyway this guy shoots a huge load. It shocked me how much actually came out. Usually guys say they shoot a huge load and it's not all that great. Then the xvideo that will hopefully work is with Steve Regis. Sad how he died in his prime. I mean a huge guy. Wish he was still around. Fifth up is a solo from Kristen Bjorn. This is 1 of five scenes in a movie for Kristen Bjorn. In fact I believe it's one of the first ones he ever came out with. In this scene Alexi shoots two loads and does some posing, striping, and dancing in between. Lastly is a bunch of cumshots. Why you ask because sometimes they are the best part of a porno. Plus these are some pretty nice shots.

I've learned two things

Lately I've just been thinking per usual. I realized that I like muscular guys that wear glasses. Is that weird? I don't know it just makes them sexier in my opinion. Like it makes them more human. There was a video of a guy on youtube with a gorgeous body. Then in his profile picture he was wearing glasses. I don't know if this is something recent because of my boyfriend or just something that's always been there. I guess it's because so often we see bodybuilders and models not wearing glasses. Even at my job I wear my contacts. Maybe it's a society thing. Like you can't have a body that looks amazing and wear glasses. There is only one bodybuilder that comes to mind that always wore his glasses except when he was on stage. That is El Nasser.
Like I said the guy is huge. In every picture he wore his glasses except when he was on stage. Personally I like him with the glasses on. He just seems so approachable. Wish more guys that wear glasses would show that they wear them from time to time. Makes them look sexier. Maybe that's just me.
Speaking of sexy why aren't these poser trunks standard issue? I mean it clearly shows more of the body. Probably because it leaves nothing to the imagination. I don't think that's a bad thing though. I'm sure they aren't standard because some guys couldn't fit everything in there. I know I have trouble with thongs. Either my balls like to hang out or I can't get my dick comfortable.
That also brings me to my 2nd thought. I do not like PDA. I don't know I just think there is a time and place for some things. I don't want to see a couple (gay or straight) all over each other. Just hold hands. Let alone these people that love having sex in public places. Me and my boyfriend are agreed on this. At home we can be all over each other and have sex wherever we want, but we don't want to do it in a public bathroom or be fawning all over each other in public. Just looks like we lack self control. Guess it's a personal thing again.

Videos

Before I begin let me apologize if things aren't working. As I said in my blog post a lot of the site are down today. I hope they will work sometime soon. That being said the first one is a video with Ted Matthews. I've seen the bottom several times before, but I don't know his name. Anyway this is just a nice simple fuck scene. Nothing complicated or special. Then two xvideos are next (and hopefully will be working soon). The first is a  scene from Out in Tuscany with Pietro Cattani, Antonio Armani, Slava Petrovich, and Antal Gellen. If there is another way to thank your doctor for saving your horse don't tell these guys. I like their idea much much better. Then it's Jake Andrews and Karim. It's sad that Karim only did two videos. The guy has a body made for porn. Of the two videos he was in this was the only one where he actually fucked another guy. The first he just jacked off with Carlo Masi. That being said he couldn't have a better scene partner then Jake Andrews. I mean the dude got super buff and just looks hot. Very good scene (if it works). Speaking of if it works this is a video from mymusclevideo and again hope it will be back up soon. In this video Ralph Viscerally is in a hotel posing and getting jacked off. This is pretty much the only time I saw his dick actually become stiff. It's usually limp. Last up is a hairy jock jacking in the back of the car. Again nothing special. No there is no sixth video because I thought I had six, but obviously miss counted.

That didn't last long

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Videos

First up is Trey Rexx and Tony Mecelli. This is another classic porn scenario. Wanting to do your brother in law. I will say at least this time I can see why one would want to do the other. Granted I'm more into Trey Rexx, but that's a personal preference. Next is a vintage scene with Kevin Williams. Basically he's doing what he does best. Fucking with that huge cock of his. Wish he was a bit more buffed up though, but again personal preference. Then we have an off season bodybuilder flexing and jacking off in the shower. The one thing I have to say about him is you rarely see his legs and his dick always looks limp. I've only seen it truly hard once. Kinda weird. Third up is a web cam show with Phenom. Now there is now jacking off here, but the guy has amazing pecs. It's not secret I like guys with good pecs and his are amazing. He does flex other things though. This next clip is a shortened version of a hairy Carl Hardwick jacking off. All your really missing is just him jacking off more and flexing more. Plus you don't have to hear that cheesy stripping music. Anyway I like it because I'm a fan of Carl Hardwick a.k.a. Rusty Jeffers. Lastly is Logan McCree and Vinnie D'Angelo in Drifter. This was a mislabeled scene. The person that posted it said it was the first scene when it quite clearly isn't. It's in fact the final scene of the movie and the 2nd disc. Anyway I'd like to think this is when Logan and Vinnie started their relationship. I mean it's a pretty passionate scene. I could watch it over and over again. I'm not a Logan McCree fan, but this scene is amazing. Wonder if they are still together.

Feeling pretty good

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Videos

Before any of you say anything yes I know xvideos is down. There is nothing I can do about it. As for the videos from the site I plan on posting in the future I'm going to leave them for now. The reason being if xvideos does start working again then the videos will play. Hopefully. That being said the first video is Matthew Rush and Tim Kelly. This is the first scene from Brief Encounters and I will say it got things started off on the right foot. Two muscle hunks going at it. Got to love it. Next are two guys stroking in the car. Yeah there is some blowing involved, but it's mostly just jacking off. I always wondered what possess a guy to jack off in public like that. The third video (if xvideos ever works) is another scene from Bone Island. It's the leather orgy scene. Oh and yes the movie Bone Island has a happy ending. If you watch this scene you'll get why I said that. The next video is a massage that leads to fucking. Like they all do. Oh and it seems to move a bit fast like it's on fast forward. Despite that it's still a hot scene. Wish the big guy was helping me with a cramp. Now I think I posted this video before and if I did I'm sorry. Anyway two guys fuck in the gym. Why not everything is all sweaty anyway. Don't have their names, but I must say the top is hot. Lastly is Donnie Russo as a dirty cop. Doesn't he always seem to play a dirty copy. Anyway this time he has a guy sucking him off then another guy joins him while a camera is getting all the action. This is strictly an oral scene. Just fyi.

Fun experiment

Well somewhat fun. My job got a new male enhancement and I got a sample. So me and my boyfriend tested it out. Well I kinda wish I did what my boyfriend did, which was pour out half and take that. Nope I took the whole pill. Now I did it at like 7 at night and I had a long day so I wasn't in the mood. Well I wake up at like 3 am with a major boner. I somehow get to sleep, then wake up with a headache and a boner. My boyfriend apparently noticed. Well needless to say in the morning me and my boyfriend went at it. Yeah we had fun. The really interesting part is that after I shot I stayed hard for like 5 minutes. Ok maybe more like 2. Usually I go pretty limp after a few seconds. My boyfriend sure did notice and had no problem with that. The crappy part is for the rest of the day I had a major headache without the fun effects. Still have a somewhat headache now. Not fun.
In other news looks like my formspring is getting hits. Now if only these hits involved more then a name. Come on people it says ask a question not give a name. Not like I'm going to do anything with this information.

vince

.....again that's not a question. That's just a name.

Ask me anything

Videos

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Kinda excited about the weekend

This weekend me and my boyfriend will be trying a new male enhancement. Not only that, but I'm also feeling closer to him. Probably because I'm feeling better and I see how close my friend is to breaking up with his boyfriend. Whatever it is I'm just happy it's here. I hate the feel that I had last week. Knowing my boyfriend is trying to arouse me and trying to love me and I just don't feel anything. Well feeling better now. Would have loved to edge this morning, but my friend was having a crisis. His boyfriend fell asleep on him before they had sex. Maybe I'm being too harsh on the other guy because I know he is super unpassionate, but how do you fall asleep on someone. Well I know how, but you'd think you'd say something. They don't live together so if your boyfriend is visiting you can usually expect sex to be involved. Not like you can't say hey, I'm sorry I'm tired I've been stressed from work so if we could just turn in early that would be great. I know my boyfriend wouldn't fall asleep on me for the simple fact he'll tell me if he's too tired to have sex. Again I'm probably being unfair, but the man doesn't even try to be affectionate. It pisses me off.
Oh I won't be able to post tomorrow. Tons of work to do tomorrow. Just a little heads up on that.

Videos

This first video appeals to me more for the situation then anything else. Imagine you've been called to a house to fix something. When you get there your greeting by a naked guy who was in the middle of fucking another guy. You come in and both guys give you the eye. Yeah that's a hot scene. I'll say that is one lucky twink. Next is another scene from Heavy Metal Fantasy with Marc Mann. In this scene Eric is writing a scene where he services another daddy in leather. Sad that he didn't get off in this scene. He's such a sexy daddy. Eric not the guy in leather. The third video is a funny one. Well more funny for me. I saw this video on xtube and I was going to post it here, but the creator SDBeerCan4U disabled the embedding of the video. Well someone uploaded it to xlive. This one is a hot one in my opinion. SDBeerCan4U has a giant dick. Well it's big and thick. It's not a trick of the camera. You can tell because the muscle stud he's jacking off with has his dick pretty close. I mean wow. Both of them shoot a nice load. Wish I was there. Then we have clip called Right Away Sir! Yeah I find it hot. Don't know why that is. Lastly is Doug Jeffries in office fuck. I must say both guys are hot. I don't know who to watch. Man a hot fucked. I had a last video, but of course it was deleted from xvideos. Guess no Dean Coxx and Andrew Blue in Jersey Score for my readers..

Feeling good today

My boyfriend didn't feel like going to the gym today so I figured I'd snuggle with him since I had off that morning. Then I went to the gym. When I got back I just felt better. I feel more attracted to my boyfriend again. Plus at work we got some samples of a new male enhancement and I get to try it out with my boyfriend. That should be fun. I also found a couple of interesting pictures I thought I'd post.
Now the funny thing about this picture is he's wearing a cockring. Look at it. He's clearly wearing a cockring. I guess it goes to show that bodybuilders feel really insecure about their package. I bet there is a lot of fluffing going on. Or I could be completely wrong and this is actually a stripping competition and that's why he's wearing a cock ring. That's probably it. I mean those are clearly not posing trunks, but a thong.
Now this image is funny because it looks like his posing trunks are just a bit too big on him. They look like they are about to fall off. That being said he does seem like a little tyke compared to some of the big bodybuilders. I bet this was an amateur show. Hmmm this guy could use just a little bit of fluffing though. Doesn't look like the biggest package, then again he could be a grower.... That would be nice.
Now this one I'm sure was photoshopped. I say that because this came from mwm and around that section were some obviously photoshopped picks. This was under the category of small cocks. The picture above it was Josh Weston with a tiny dick. Yeah Weston does not have a tiny dick. Anyway I'd doubt that a guy getting weighed in would pop a boner without someone doing something. Plus there wouldn't be a camera snapping a picture of it. Plus when I zoomed in closely the dick looked really pix-elated like it had been tampered with. I wish it was real. I also wish I conducted weigh ins. I know guys love getting nude for those so they can be the top of their weight class.

Videos

The first video is one from Sean Cody. This is vintage sean cody when the fuck scenes were better. These two guys seem to really be into it. I love this clip. Then we have two "bodybuilders" fucking. One could pass for one not so much the other. The other being Cole Ryder. The name of the clip was Bodybuilders Fuck. Anyway I have this clip somewhere and I found it hot so of course I had to post it. Well Raphel Lapoirie is back to jack his dick a bit, pose, then jack his dick some more. I will say that his dick never looks like it gets hard. The rest of his body looks hard though. Wouldn't mind feeling all of that. Which is a good lead in for the next clip of a muscle stud in a business suit stripping and jacking off. Funny how this doesn't happen more often. Fifth up is a bathroom fuck with Aiden Shaw. This is a nice vintage clip with some great man on man action. Not to mention the quality is actually quite good. Don't see that everyday. Lastly are two military guys fucking. Just fyi that's one you might want to turn the sound off for. this is around the time when bad porn music was used instead of focusing on the grunting. Without sound it's a great clip.

Well I learned something new

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Videos

Alright first up is the "straight" Dean Coxx. As much as I hate the whole gay for pay thing I will say that this scene is pretty good. And he does have a nice body. And he is a shooter. Yeah good scene. Then next is a scene from Berlin Army Dreams. I will say this is a slow moving scene, but after watching a bit of it I sure did get a nice boner. No anal in this one just jacking off and some blowjobs. Third up is Johnny Gunn and Alex Collack. I find Alex Collack extremely sexy and Johnny Gunn really does do a good job with anyone that's with him. I know if I was Gunn I'd be all over him. Then is a scene with Jake and Moose. If Moose looks familiar to you it's probably because you know him by his many other names. He is known as Tony Daniels, Ibrahim (think that's how it's spelled) and now Moose. This is where my rant about changing porn names  came from. Despite that it's a pretty good scene. Just focus on his body rather then the name. Helping to draw this post to a close is a clip from Maskurbate. It's called Blowing Jonathon. He's an amateur bodybuilder. Although I will say this scene was misnamed because he gets a blowjob for like 5 minutes out of the whole clip. Lastly is Francesco D'Macho in The Trucker part 2. In part one all you missed was the trucker taking of his clothes and getting a blowjob. I will say I wish they put the two scenes together. The guy has an amazing body.

Oh boy

It has been an up and down weekend for me. A lot going on. Saturday my boyfriend was getting frisky. We go into the bedroom and at first I had no problems. Then I lost my boner and couldn't get it back. Yeah not something any guy let alone a 20 something wants to deal with. I blamed it on the fact that 1. he used teeth while giving me a blowjob. He knows he did because he said don't pull which is kinda your instinct to do when SOMEONE IS BITING YOUR DICK! Then I blamed on the fact he kinda kneed me in the dick. Not on purpose this time. Not to mention he was abnormally aggressive. Yeah I like him to take charge, but I mean he was down right getting into a super dominant role. He actually face fucked me. Usually he just lays there while I suck his dick. Eventually he figured something was up and I just said I wasn't in the mood. I felt terrible and he sensed it and tried to comfort me. So Sunday morning rolls around and he's just rubbing salt in the wound. Saying how muscular I've gotten and just laying down the compliments like they were mints. So that put me on edge. Then my car repairs were more expensive then I thought. My mom was being an ass. I was just done. Again my boyfriend sensed something wrong. I'm a terrible liar apparently because my face gives me away. So I was a bit pissy with him Sunday night and Monday morning I wasn't feeling any better. I think honestly it was stress of all the stuff I have to do at work. We got a big event coming up, then had to move this couch, then the car. So yesterday I took off in the morning and just edged. Had my release and now I'm good. Yeah I got to stop having these mood swings. I'm almost done with the stuff. Almost.

Videos

Good news none of these have been deleted yay. Anyway the first up is a muscle worship session with Marcio. He does a few poses while "you" feel his muscles then lets it fly on you. Then we have the king of jack off sessions is Zeb Atlas. This time he's on the beach. If only I was his towel. Next up is some dirty paramedics. Hey saving people is stressful. Sometimes you need to have some dirty nasty sex to relax. Fourth up is a video from Mantrap9 from xtube. This guy doesn't ever jack off to climax in his videos, but he always makes me rock hard. He just strikes me as a guy who can be wild yet gentle in bed. Not to mention he has a great body. Well if that didn't get you in the mood this next video will. Does it ever get tiring watching bodybuilders jacking off for money? Honestly no. Least I don't think so. Hey bodybuilding is a very expensive sport. Last up is a scene from a movie Akaiya 1. This is another video from the Japanese. Despite the masking it's still a pretty hot scene.

Doing better

I had a better workout today and I feel better. I think whatever was making me feel weaker and having doubts is passing. I think clearly my post cycle is working. I'll have to keep y'all posted of course.
In other news I'm edging right now. Well taking a break of course to post this and the videos. I don't know I think my edging sessions are better when I stop for a bit eat something or drink something or do something for a couple of minutes then go back to it. Plus it keeps me from blowing too early. Plus I got most of the day to myself anyway. I'm also sure my boyfriend is going to want to play so I have to make sure I hold off all day. Yay.

Videos

First up is another video from the Straight Roommate series. Next is Mike Grant and Kent Larson in a scene from Trapped. I find both man very attractive. That being said could so do without the dildo part, but Mike Grants geyser of a cumshot of course makes up for it. Third up is a scene with Coach Chad Johnson and Sven Erikson. Yeah just a fantasy of mine brought to life in a porno. So wish the coaches at my high school gave me that type of attention. Then we have a scene with the legendary Jason Branch. He has to be on of the sexiest men ever. He has that perfectly toned body and voice. I do find it shocking though that he bottomed in this scene. There are few scenes where he bottomed, but when he does he does it well that's for sure. This fifth movie shows exactly why I love Fleshlights. I mean he just looks hot fucking that. Plus it's hard not to enjoy a fleshlight. Man I need to get me one of those. Last, but certainly not least is Jack Van Dean in a scene from Match Maker. I can watch this scene over and over and over again. Those two just look amazing going at it. Very hot.

What am I doing?

I just don't seem to know anymore. Again I'm sure I'm over thinking things, but I can't help it I'm a thinker. I think my boyfriend is sensing something too. Last night I tried to get things started, but he said he was tired. Then he says he's not tired and so we just snuggled. Then he said I was getting a fire going and I just stopped. I mean I stopped doing what I was doing. Then he started things up and I kinda shut down. Yeah we clearly need to talk or something. I honestly really think it's because of the stuff I'm taking.
I think the real problem is me. I just feel off. I don't feel like myself. Seems like everyday I'm acting differently. I just don't feel like me. Well I have to finish this Post Cycle or I could end up more screwed up. I just feel like I'm stuck. Don't seem to be going anywhere with my workouts. Don't feel like I'm getting stronger or looking better. Like I said I just feel off. If it is my post cycle or even the pro-hormone I was on it will be coming to an end pretty soon anyway. Sad day since those products did help me pass my plateau.