How does it work

I was watching a video of Bobby Blake and Flex Deon Blake when I again started thinking. The two were very popular back in the day. The interesting thing is that (as far as I know) the two never actually had sex with each other on camera. There is a scene where it was just the two of them, but that mostly consisted of blowing and a bit of rimming. So I couldn't help but wonder. Who was the bottom in the relationship. I can understand that they both portrayed themselves as strong black men, but that doesn't mean that neither could have bottomed. Then of course I thought about Collin O'Neal and Arpad Miklos. Those two dated and both (at the time) only topped. Far be it from me to get into the details of their private bedroom lives, but I can't help but wonder. Both couples have broken up, but still it got me thinking. Does this happen more than we think. Do two tops tend to find each other. When they do, what happens? The movie Beyond Perfect kinda touched on this. That's the movie were Brad Patton and Jason Kingsley played a couple who were both tops. They were going to couples therapy and eventually flip flopped for each other. I bring all this up because, if we admit it or not, we males are sexual. Any guy that tells you that there wasn't some sort of sexual attraction to the person they are dating, in a relationship to, or partnered/married with is lying. It's not the only basis for a relationship, but it is kinda a big deal. Do these couples kinda have a porn type relationship where they are with each other, but have sex with other guys? I mean I know a guy who's partner was a bottom and so was he, but he would top every now and again. Most tops I know have no interest in bottoming. That could change down the road, but for the most part they are a top. I'm sure now that apps and the internet are out there, it's rare to run into that issue. I'm kinda lucky in that I like to top, but I did start off as a bottom so I'm not opposed to it. If I do bottom then we are taking things super slow, but I'll do it. If it's happened to anyone please let me know. I'm just really curious.

This one isn't specifically Christmas themed, but well it works. You could believe that if you put him in a red suit he'd pass as Santa. A buff santa, but still a santa.

Muscle Gallery is like the G rated version of Muscle Hunks. They will tease us with images and videos like this. Where you get a guy wearing nothing but Santa hats, but we won't ever see anything. Maybe a bare butt and if we are lucky a glimpse of the cock, but that's it. I'm sure that hat could easily rest on that guys dick though.

I've been saving this one for awhile. A gift wrapped reindeer furry next to the Christmas tree. I think I've been good enough for one of those.

First off I'm so glad this worked. Last time I tried to embed an image from mymusclevideo I kept getting an error message.This is a gif that someone made. The guy in it is named Jimmie Lee Williams. Least that's the name credited. Don't ask me about the eye patch. I just saw this and figured it fits the Christmas theme so I'll post it. I'm assuming this is a webcam or youtube video. I'll be on the look out for it in video form. Not promises I'll find it.

A big thinker

So I was watching a solo of this huge bodybuilder and my mind started wondering. I came to this very very hypothetical question. What if this huge guy was to come up to Buck and ask to pay buck a certain amount of money for me to fuck him. That was the thought I had. Now knowing Buck he'd say no and would let me know. I of course would be flattered, but then it got me thinking. How would other people answer that. If your boyfriend or husband was offered a sum of money to have you fuck this guy how would you feel? Now let's not get technical. It is basically pimping. Never the less would you consider it. My answer basically came to this. Depends on the relationship. For guys that have an open relationship it's not really anything too new. Then of course we have the issue of top v.s. bottom. Me I can swing both ways. I do like to top, but will bottom. Buck needs to top for medical reasons. So it wouldn't be like I'm getting fucked by another guy. I'd be fucking. So where you stand in the relationship in terms of sexual positions I think is also a factor. Now let me throw another part to the puzzle. Your boyfriend or husband is allowed to watch. He can jack off or not, but he can only watch. Another piece I'll throw out there the guy insists on no kissing. Just straight up fucking and that's it. Would that change your mind. Or what if he says no he wants to be fucked like how you'd fuck your boyfriend. Or how about this one, your boyfriend can interact with you (kissing, caressing, etc), but your cock is to be in this guy at all times. Now what if the roles were reversed. What if the guy is paying you to let him get fucked by your boyfriend. You can see where I'm going with this. In what instances would you be ok with it and what instances would you not. Does the guy topping or bottoming matter. Your boyfriend or husband being able to watch. No cameras in any scenario because that's basically porn and that's a whole different question. Basically I think I would do it if the sum was high enough and Buck was able to interact with me. If he was just sitting there jacking and I'm suppose to be hands off I wouldn't be able to perform. And I wouldn't be able to watch Buck or allow it. Just because I'm the first guy he's ever been with and I'd be worrying that he's finding the other guy better. The thoughts I have when I jack huh?

 All types of yum with this guy. The right build, right amount of hair, very suck able dick. Just flat out yum.

 This guy is obviously very flexible. Need I say anymore?

 I'd love to be held by this guy. He clearly has some strong arms. If you've never been held by a guy that has strong arms then you are missing out. And that chest fur makes for the most comfy of pillows.

I totally thought this was a friend of mine back in Texas. The face is very similar. Only difference is that my friend is a bit rounder. Nothing makes you do a double take more than seeing a guy who looks like someone you know.

Ok let's get it straight

I'm not writing this to necessarily call anyone out. Just to state the facts. To answer your comment taurus deca. I have answered you several times, just not directly. I rarely post in my own comments. Just something I don't do. No moral reason or anything. I just don't like to do it because I'm lazy. I have to go into my blog from the outside to answer. I can't do it on my dashboard. Now back to the question. Well more like request. I post whatever I find. If you would like me to post more of those guys then give me the links to images and videos of these guys. I don't do requests for the main reason that if I did take request it makes what I do no longer fun. I post images of guys I think are attractive. I post videos I think are hot and want to share. I have over 22 drafted posts of videos I have found while surfing the web. I do that to make it easy for me. If I have the embed codes for the videos saved in a draft I don't have to go around looking for them. If I took request I'd have to go actively looking for these videos. Plus I may have found the video you were looking for and posted it months ago. Again I'm not writing this because I'm angry or being bitchy today. I'm just explaining how my blog works. I will post about things that bother me to get it off my chest because sometimes I don't want to bring these things up to my friends. I post the pictures because it's nice. I post videos because I know that when I was getting into watching porn it was a pain to find a place that posts videos on a regular basis. If I'm not doing what you'd like to do feel free to start a blog of your own and show me up. Right now I'm just doing this for fun and will continue to post as long as I enjoy posting. Once it becomes like a job then I'm done. I have a job. Don't need a second one.

 A black and white photo of Carl Hardwick. I swear colt models never wear any pants, but will wear the skimpiest tank tops. Maybe that's just the pictures I keep coming across. I keep hoping one day he will do one more solo video for us. Then again Colt isn't want it use to be so it might not be all that great. Would just be nice to see how well he aged. I know he's still got an amazing body.

 You know how there are people that just look like celebs? Well when I saw this image I had to do a double take. The top in this scene looks like Tyler Hoechlin if you just skim it. It's clearly not him since Tyler is a lot more built, scruffy, and not as tan. It's an image like this that gets rumors started. That's why that Jason Lee Scott keeps having to deal with those rumors. It was a guy that LOOKED like him. A passing glance would make you think it's him, until you listened to him and looked much closer. Once again this is NOT Tyler Hoechlin.

 Singlets are hot. It's why I can not wrestle. That and it's way too much friction. I'd end up make a bit mess. Anyway I would have a lot of fun sucking a guy's dick that was wearing a singlet or making him shoot in one. I'm a dirty boy.

Cowboys don't age, they mature. What's the difference you ask? Mature is kinda a state of mind. I'm sure you know someone who's 60+ years old, but are extremely immature. This guy has an amazing body, yeah there may be a little snow on the top, but there sure as hell looks like a fire in the furnace.

Dating v.s. in a relationship

I was doing my typical "playing out possible future events" thing in my head when I asked myself a very interesting question. So I was playing out how the date on Saturday may end and the guy asked what do we say were are doing? Are we in a relationship or dating or not sure yet. I said I think we are dating not really in a relationship yet. And he asked well what's the difference. Well that's honestly a good question. I thought that over and really couldn't come up with a good answer. I know "in a relationship" is suppose to trump dating which trumps seeing someone, but what is truly the definition. Seems like the there really is no line between dating and in a relationship. So I guess it comes down to the individual couple. What do you guys think? Is there really a distinction between the two and if there is what is it?
In other "I want to strangle him" news Ted is back to being well Ted. He signed up for bear411 the other day and was upset because apparently new members now have to have a subscription to even get into the site which I didn't know about. Well I tried to help him, but he got a little pissy so I just packed off. Well I was getting ready for bed (was playing a game on my phone) when he comes out and asked why am I not helping him. Why am I not finding him a site or a guy on a site for him. Everything is a secret blah blah blah. And the annoying part is that I have tried, but every time I try he gets frustrated and gives up and I'm not dragging him along. So when he decides he wants to try something I'm there to help, but only if he will let me help. I supposedly know what he wants, but let's face it I don't. I'm shocked even got on bear because he doesn't like bears. I don't know what he wants. And we are forgetting the fact that he's so judgmental. I mean if I was to tell him I had sex with a dude that I wasn't in a relationship he'd flip. Give all the you shouldn't have sex with a guy you don't care about and so on and so forth. We watched some gay themed movies where some guys did that and he just wouldn't get off it. So how the hell am I going to find a site that will address that? I have an idea or two, but I'm pretty sure he won't go for it since now anything I suggest is because he begged me to help. Yes he did say that. Just tired of the ups and downs. Hard to want to help put someone in the same position I've been in. Even if in doing so I can get him to back off.

 I want to say this is morphed, but if I recall right this guy really was this jacked. Not only that, but he was truly that vascular. I must say you don't see a lot of guys with very visible chest veins. The arms and forearms sure. The legs also, but very rarely the chest. I wonder what he looks like now.

 Yes that is Alexsander Frietas and Jay Cutler. He posted this yesterday and I just had to post it here. I knew Alexsander did bodybuilding competitions, but didn't know he met Jay Cutler. The funny thing is that both look small in this photo compared to how big they have gotten. I know Jay put on considerable size and we've seen Alexsander at his bulkest. Also weird seeing Frietas without the body hair. Teh thing is that it grows just enough to add to his masculinity.

 This is just a funny gif. The guy looking is Thomas something. He has so many names I stopped keeping track. Supposedly he's straight. Yet here is staring at a guys ass. Now it's true he could have been staring off into space in that direction, but seems like that gaze was there for awhile. Like to know what he said to the guy filming.

The thing out of this whole picture that gets my attention is this guy's dick. Not because of the size (and it's a nice size) or how hard it is (which I'm sure it's plenty), but the fact that the head of his cock looks sideways. There doesn't appear to be a curve, but yet it's sideways. Kinda interesting.

Weird question

So a weird question popped into my head this morning. Let's say money and staff and all that crap is already set up, and you had free reign with a porn studio. What would your focus of your studio be? Would you do more solos, gay for pay guys, bears, BDSM, wrestling, etc? I think if I could make a studio any way I wanted it, I think it would be similar to my blog. A little bit of everything. I mean makes sense business wise to have a wide net. I think I'd also probably focus on making more sensual videos. Kinda like how Kristen Bjorn was back in the day. Not saying they aren't still that way, but when you saw a classic Kristen Bjorn film you knew that there was going to be an interesting plot and lots of hot sex. As for my models, I think I would be pretty picky. I won't go as far as to say I wouldn't hire gay for pay guys, but I wouldn't hire guys who can't get along with people. It's hard to make a sensual video when the two guys can't stand being in the same room as each other. I'm sure you all thought of a model or two that has a reputation for being hard to deal with. I say that because you hear about so many models that hate dealing with specific studios because they play favorites. Don't know how long a studio like what I'm picturing would last, but would be a fun run. I know I'm pretty picky about things.

 The first thing I noticed abotu this guy is his legs. That man has some amazing looking quads. Yes normally I'd notice the chest first, but well his leg drew my attention more. I still stick by the fact that a strong lower body means a great guy in bed. Top or bottom.

 It's guy's like this that would make me a bad solider. I would be way too distracted. Or if this guy interrogated me, just like that I'd spill more than just secrets.

 Yes these proportions would never happen in real life, but doesn't mean it's not hot to think about. I like the expression this guy was given. Like he's pissed off that you caught him, but at the same time kinda glad you did.

This guy actually reminds me of Ted's ex. He liked to call him handsy because he loved to put his hands everywhere. He's not as built as this guy, but he recently sent me a picture (because I get pictures in better quality than Ted) of him flexing his bicep. It wasn't as casual as this but close. If Ted's ex looked like this guy all over I might have tried to steal him away.

Hypothetical question

I've had this hypothetical question rolling around in my head for a few days now. The guy I'm going out with on Saturday is 20 years old. He seems a little wet around the ears so I'm wondering if he's a virgin or not. I was 20 when I lost my virginity. The reason why I'm wondering about this is what if he is a virgin. How will I handle it? Better yet how would you guys handle it. I mean I know that if he is, I'm not going to take that lightly. We would slow down and if we decide to be in a relationship then we will make a night out of it. If all he's looking for is a guy to lose his cherry to, then he's got to move on. I guess where this is coming from is how I lost my virginity. Every time I look back at it I always feel so stupid. For those of you that don't know the story it goes like this. I met a guy on manhunt (without a face picture) at a hospital after a CPR class. He took me to his place. Turns out he was a heavy smoker (failed to mention that) and he was also married (to a dude, but again didn't mention that either). Now granted I had lied to him and said that I just hadn't been laid in a year. Said I would be very tight like a virgin. A statement that he seemed to gloss over. Anyway he fucked me (wasn't bad, but little kissing and more straight to the fucking part) and we had to make sure to hide the evidence so his husband wouldn't find out. At night I tried to snuggle with him and he pushed me away. That was one of the worst nights of my life. Plus I was on an antidepressant so it took a lot of work to cum. The next morning he fucked me again and then I showered (alone) and he drove me back to school. As you can tell there was quite a lot of stupidity. I'm lucky to be alive cause I didn't tell anyone where I was. I just can't imagine doing the same to someone else. I'd want a guy's first time with me to be memorable in a good way. Especially if it's truly his first time with a guy period, but I digress. I pass the question onto you guys. What would you do if you were single and a guy you were going on a date with wanted you to be the one he lost his virginity to. Has that already happened and how did you handle it? I think it all boils down to a guy's first time and how he views sex. Along with age and wanting of a relationship too.

 You know there is a story of why he's only wearing a shirt. Based on the surroundings I would think it's because he was getting ready to skinny dip or just changing into swim trunks. I'm sure someone caught him mid change (someone he's with I assume) and asked him to pose so he did.

 I'm pretty sure this is one of the first images I ever saw of a guy on a motorcycle. If it wasn't this one it was one similar to it. Never wanted to ride a motorcycle more in my life.

 I know to each his own and everything, but I just wonder why? No this wasn't a morphed photo, this is Muscle Eddie. He's around youtube and the cam sites. His dick is truly that big because of pumping and what not. I know there are guys that love to make their dick as big as possible, but I wonder how much pleasure do you get out of it. I know I would miss fucking a guy too much. Plus imagine finding pants and underwear. Would be so uncomfortable.

This guy is a bit more my speed. Clearly in great shape and a pretty nice size dick too. He's a guy I'd crush on big time, especially if he's a real sweet heart.

A pretty good question

Last night Ted was having his normal freak out about being a good boyfriend. He was worried that since he's not a touchy feely type (meaning likes to do physical stuff like holding, snuggling, etc) that his boyfriend won't like him. He was worried that since he's not a very sexual guy that this guy will eventually leave him. So I had to point out that 1. the guy has never been with another guy so anything the two of them do is new to him. 2. they bound on an emotional level. They talked long before they ever met in person. So after all that he asked me a really good question. What if you met someone online really made a connection, then when you met in person the person was the homeliest looking guy you can imagine. I mean teeth cracked, missing, and yellowed. Gut way out. Not even pleasant smelling. What would you do? Well first I said I would never put myself in that position. I would ask for a picture or something, but let's say that did happen. I couldn't go through with it. I would never be able to look him in the face and it would just be horrible. Now if he looked like an average joe from down the block that's fine. I'm actually pretty attracted to the average looking guy cause they don't make me feel inferior or like they are just waiting for the next great thing. So with that said I propose this to you all. Do you think you would talk to a guy on a site that didn't have a picture? I'm sure most of you would say no you wouldn't and I agree. I did talk to one and he actually turned out to be good looking, but he's just so busy with his work that we could never get together. That is a rare thing to happen. Then I thought let's take it a step further. If for one week all the major sites manhunt, okcupid, squirt, adam4adam, etc all took down everyone's photos. How do you think guys would react besides being pissed off they can't see photos. I think there will be two groups. The group that is looking for something real will continue to use said site and rely even more on what the person says in the profile and the description they give of themself. The other group will be the hook up group who will say fuck this and wait for the site to bring back the pictures. Well maybe there is another group and that's the group that we all have had to deal with. The group that will only talk to people that have a picture or that look a certain way. This is the group that see you are 35 and say you are too old and won't even talk to you. The group that says oh you don't have a full head of hair so ignore. That group is one that will then have to decide what they want to do. Do they want to continue to judge based on appearance and age or do they actually want to see what a person has to offer? Just a simple question that got me really thinking.

 This is Jim Ferro and Marco Cruise I believe. I've seen this video and for a bit it was pretty hot. Then I got towards the end and yeah kinda gross. Thus showing that no matter how hot the guys are if they are doing something you don't like it will be a turn off. Hell even looking at this picture kinda turns my stomach cause I can picture it. The clip was on the Gods Amongst Men blog under a double feature entry. Jim is a hot guy, but this was so not one of his hotter scenes in my opinion.

Awhile back I found a scene with Jon Galt and Todd Maxwell. In the interview the director asked Jon what he liked. He said he liked pocket size muscle men. Well this is basically what he was referring to. Guys that have these amazing bodies, but aren't super tall. I can tell he's not that tall based on the furniture. It's about my size 5' 6" maybe an inch or two taller. Thus prover that hot does come in many sizes.

 I remember this guy. He appeared when I was really into sean cody stuff. Mainly their solos. His name was Caleb and only did one scene. Maybe another where he was sucked off. Anyway the dude was huge. Basically a big muscular teddy bear.

I like guys that wear glasses. Specifically if they have the body of a jock. It has to do with being counter stereotypical. Even though so many celebs and athletes wear glasses, they still get associated with geeks and nerds for the most part. Well when you see this huge guy who could clearly kick your ass wearing them it has this opposite effect. You picture in your head that he has a brain in that amazing body.

Kinda Crazy

So I just had a kinda crazy two days. Before I get into that I've been getting behind on my questions mainly because formspring is no longer compatible with blogger. Before I could just answer the questions there and they would post here. Not anymore. So now I can tweet the answers, but that's the only place so I'll also answer them here.

Q:Is this John cOLETTI OF fox studios?

A: Possibly. I don't know which video you are looking at.

Q: hi sexy man

A: Hello you

As you can tell I haven't gotten a lot of questions on there which is one reason why I forget about it. 

Now back to the craziness. Suddenly I'm super popular on sites. I recently changed my picture on growlr, grindr, and scruff and growlr and scruff have shown an increase interest. Don't know about grindr. And on growlr I'm getting a lot of guys unlocking their photos for me. Now of course this doesn't amount to anything of substance, but it's flattering. Did get a guy today that who wanted to fuck. He is in an open relationship. See I'm getting to the point where guys like that are really irritating. You already have a boyfriend and yet you need to go out and fuck someone else. Pretty sure my profile does not say nsa. I mean I'm looking for a real relationship not being a third for a couple or the guy on the side. Once I told him that I wasn't comfortable talking about fucking when he has a boyfriend cause I'm looking for something real he relocked his photos and stopped talking to me. Which is fine really. I also started talking to two guys that seem interested in me. One has the same first name as me. He wants a relationship. He's pretty much one of those you never have to guess what he's thinking types. He hasn't hidden his interest in me which is nice. The other is just looking for some fun, but actually is perfectly ok just being friends. See that's a guy that I can sleep with cause he isn't looking for a release and I never hear from him again. So we will see where all that goes. I'm again not getting my hopes up. Like I said I don't think anything special is going to happen until after the new year. 

 With Christmas 6 days away I figured I start posting some holiday images. Sorry guys I only have Santa and Christmas themed images. One of the first adult Santa images I found was from D.Chooi. Now granted it wasn't this one (that one was on a hard drive that got a virus) and ever since then well yeah the rest is history. Makes more since for Santa to be this built if he has a bag of toys for every girl and boy, but I guess a fat santa is less intimidating to kids.

 The next two come from Jeff's muscle studio. The guy does great work. Typically his subjects are well built and tend to have facial hair. Man I wish I could draw.

 These are two of Jeff's characters from his comic Hearts and Iron. On the left is John and the right hand side is Carl. As you can tell John is a bit more endowed than Carl. Not to give a spoiler away (but I am) John's ancestor is none other than Herakles, better known as Hercules. Why can't I find guy's like this under my tree?

I do believe this Santa has a present for us. Pretty sure I don't want the box santa is holding. And to think I wonder where my dirty santa fantasies come from.

Triad Curiosity

I stumbled across this image and it got me thinking. Is this an image from some threesome porno or are we looking at an actual triad relationship. For those of you who aren't familiar with such things, basically is a threesome relationship. All three would be boyfriends. I've always been curious about such relationships. At times they do seem appealing since I have no guy and in a triad you would have two guys. Then at other times I think it's not fair cause you are basically splitting your heart between two guys. Also seems like I'm coming across a lot of porn based on triad relationships. It just begs so many questions that I kinda want answered. I'm not condemning nor endorsing such relationships. Like I said I personally go back and forth between wanting one and not wanting one. I wouldn't mind if one of my readers who is one or was in one would answer a few. It can be done in comments or you can just shoot me an e-mail at watermaster2121@gmail.com (don't get all excited. Water is my favorite element, master is part of a username I use to use when I was on gaiaonline and 2121 is part of my personal e-mail). So I guess here are my questions.
1. How does one get into a triad relationship? I mean is it two guys who are a couple that decide to bring in a third? Does it come from every guy sleeping with another and realizing that one possess something the other doesn't? I've been asked before by a couple and I just felt like I'd always be a third wheel.
2. How does the relationship work. What I mean by that is what are the dynamics. Are there rules that the only time you guys can play is together. I knew of an open triad that talked about it on scruff when I was down in Texas. Do you all go on dates together or what? What do you guys do that ensures that no one feels left out or do you use jealousy to stay together? I asked because the only triad I really know of was Daniel Marvin and Pedro Andreas and according to rumors, Daniel ran off with the guy they brought in.
3. If you guys broke up what happens to everyone? Is it a clean break like all three of you go your separate ways or did two form a duo couple? Again this is not trying to be condemning, but I'm just curious. I know that when I broke up with my exes it wasn't civil and I just wonder how a triad break up will go.
These are just a few things I've always wondered about. Right now with no guy to call my own I'm just curious about different relationships. Maybe I'm giving myself too little credit and a triad relationship might be perfect for me. I just want a little peak behind the looking glass. I may never get answers unless I get into one, but at least I'm asking the questions.

Hump day

It's hump day today. I'm not has hyper as I was yesterday. Did want to stay in bed this morning, but that's because I was tossing and turning most of the night. Horny plus trying to sleep does not help. Yes I could have jacked off, but I am a man of will power. I said I'd save it all for Coach and that's what I'm going to do. Which is kinda starting to back fire. My musk is starting to become a little over powering. I know it's because of the back up in testosterone. It's great for my workouts not so much for anyone that wants to be around me in the morning. I think Coach will be in trouble come Saturday. Other than that not too much going on. Yesterday was uneventful and today is senior day so I can't spend too much time trying to blog. I did get a weird question on my formspring:
"Do you like violently bearhugging people?"
Normally I can post my answer and the question on blogger, but looks like formspring has changed that and is no longer shaking hands with blogger so I have to post it myself. The answer is no I don't like to violently bear hug someone. I will give bear hugs to those I care about deeply though. Like my dads or Coach. It certainly isn't a violent one.

I got this pic from gods among men over there in the side bar. This picture disturbed me a bit. The reason being is his forehead. Not a single visible wrinkle even if you zoom in. Almost as if it was retouched (probably was) or he had quite a lot of botax. I'm 24 and even I have some forehead lines. Plus I also have a problem with paragonmen. A paragon is basically the standard for perfection. Well no one is perfect and to present guys that they feel are perfect to the rest of us doesn't help our self esteem. I have no problem with shaved guys, but I like body hair. I'm not focused on a guy with a 6 pack cause that's a guy who has a very strict diet so it's hard to go out with him, but that's just me and my opinion. The point of putting out pictures like this is to have these models who have an unrealistic quality.

This is the final part of a scene with Alexsander Frietas and Craig Reynolds. It's from the movie Major Asshole. It's a very hot scene. I happen to have it on my comp. There is a lot of gut and chest punching. It's a very masculine scene. It's a scene I can easily watch from start to finish and that's saying something cause I skip ahead almost all the time.

This is a comic strip from adamandandy.com. As you can see you'll have to click on it to be able to read everything or just go on over to that site. I found this fitting this week. My b-day was Oct 1st and that's when this was updated. Now I wouldn't make Coach dress up as a butler, but he would be servicing me in one way or another wink wink nudge nudge.

Finally this is Trey Walker. He was the bottom in the scene with Paul Barbaro. I think that's the right Paul. It's another scene I was able to watch from start to finish. I came many times to that scene. I love guys with pierced nipples. I've been with a few that have had them done. It's one way to drive a guy wild. He also kinda reminds me of one of my dads. He also has his nipples pierced and is about the same build as Trey here. And don't be fooled by my dad's small size. If he gets you in a leg lock you are not getting out.

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Sorry for the no posting on Saturday or Monday. Saturday I went out of town with my bf and Monday was labor day. We were both off so that meant no blogging.
So something I was going to talk about on Saturday was the idea of straight porn. That is male on female porn. This is something that only straight guys will be able to answer. Why do you watch guy on girl porn. If the ultimate straight guy fantasy is two girls doing each other then why do you want to watch a guy fuck a girl? And on top of that are you picky about your guys? Does it matter if some fat guy is fucking a really hot chick, or do you want a decent looking guy? What brought about this was that I was looking at Zeb Atlas' website. Zeb Atlas is a good looking man with a great body. His website is pretty popular. Now of those views how many are from straight guys? Why are they on his site? These were thoughts I had and I'd love to have them answered, but sadly the straight guys I know I'm not going to ask about this. It's kinda like Ron White's joke about his friend that was homophobic. He then asks them if he likes porn and if he wanted the guy to be soft or hard. Do straight guys watch guy on girl porn because they are putting them self in the position of the guy or is it just the act of sex? I'm just curious as a gay guy. I know why I like guy on guy porn. I like seeing guys fuck. That turns me on. And on top of that do straight guys actually get off watching girls masturbate? I need to borrow the mind of a straight guy to answer these questions.
I swear this scene has to be one that has the most pictures circulated. As you should know this is a photo of Xerxes fucking Shane Alexander. I posted a pic from this set once before. I think what draws people to this scene is that the guys are pretty even. Both are bald and both are these big buff macho men. I think I have the video of this scene somewhere in my porn library.
This guy should look familiar. Give up yet? Well it is a young Bo Dixon. Yeah the lack of beard didn't help. As I said before Bo Dixon is a guy I go back and forth with. For awhile he was calling himself bi (think he still does), but he ended up with a guy. People have also said he was pretty arrogant. Yet it doesn't really matter when you have a body like that. Usually hearing that turns me off to a guy, but the thing is that when I watched his one solo I just got hard because he looks like such a cuddle bear. When I saw him in paging Dr. Finger well....loved that scene. So until I meet him in person I'm going to like him. He sure has always been a looker.
Well this guy is a good looking daddy. Personally I wish he would have taken off the shirt, but what are you going to do. I find that he's just the right size. Clearly he takes care of himself. He also has pierced nipples which is a little thing of mine.

2 things

So two things have happened that are not worthy. I was going through my comments and saw one that caught my attention. It was in response to the question I got awhile ago about Ben Archer. Apparently Ben responded to the comment saying he is alive and well and living in Chicago. Now I don't know if that was in fact him. I don't know if it was perhaps someone that saw him in the Chicago area and commented, but the point is that he's alive and well. Ben Archer is not dead. I'll tell everyone that asks me. That was a rumor someone started (heaven only knows why) and he's not dead. I figured as much. I'm posting it here because my blog has become this hotspot for everyone that's looking to see if Ben Archer committed suicide or not. I know because I can see in my stats bar. It keeps track of people that view my blog and what brought them in. So to repeat Ben Archer did not commit suicide.
Ok I've been really good about this. Really good. I haven't had to say anything, but honestly I've hit the wall. Scott Hall has pushed me into a corner. For some reason he had to sign up with one of the social sites I'm on. Not only that, but he had to blow up our video section with his videos. If it was one or two or three I honestly would have just avoided them, but I tried to post two and he posted so many that they got pushed tot he second page. They are the same god damn thing every time. I was talking to a friend who's also on that site and he agrees. With both think Scott Hall does have an amazing body, but he's videos are so frantic and so heavily edited that they aren't worth watching. Then I find out that he's now posting his videos on one of my favorite video sites. Granted that is probably my fault. I'm sure me posting a video from there got him to say hey that's a new site. He has his own website so I don't know why he has to flood the web with his videos. It's hard to take the high road when you are being bombarded with those videos left and right. Least I know he won't be there. Pretty sure they banned him twice.
Yeah now that's amazing. I'm still shocked that guys can make their veins pop like that. Now I know it requires dehydrating yourself and having a really low body fat, but I still love looking at it. My boyfriend on the other hand isn't a fan of it. I'm finally getting a vein on my arms, but it's only visible when I work my arms. I'd love to be built like this guy. Kinda get tired of people asking me if I workout or if I take protein. Shockingly I only got that once in a 6 month span which actually was a very common question directed at me.
I like this guy. It's just the way his face looks. It gives me this feeling that he's actually a pretty nice guy. And when you get a nice guy with a body like that you can really have some fun. Seems like all too many of the guys built like this have really ugly personalities. Plus the fact that he's bald already makes me melt a bit.
I truly go back and forth a lot with Tyler Saint. One minute I can't get enough of him the next I can pass him up. I mean he has an amazing body and when he smiles he looks adorable, but at the same time I've kinda hit that saturation point when I get tired of seeing him in things. I will say that I don't get tired of seeing him in leather. He seems to really look more amazing wearing leather.

Bit of a crisis

So I was in the shower today and this thought occurred to me. What if my boyfriend said we could have an open relationship? I mean when we first met that is one thing we talked about. He isn't a very sexual guy. Hasn't really ever been one. As the years go on he's not going to suddenly want to have sex more. Then I thought back to one thing he said which was that I could go out and play as long as I was safe. This was back when we were first dating. Then we agreed that we wouldn't do that. Well I'm not sure if it's the fact that we haven't had sex in 2 weeks or what, but I'm just thinking about it more. Is having sex one time a week really enough for me. I'm not going to cheat. He meets all my other needs perfectly. So I don't feel the need to cheat. I do however feel the need for more sex. The problem is I don't want to make sex such a big deal in our relationship. I want him to know yeah I want sex, but I'm not going to break up with him if I don't get it as often as I want. That's how my ex was. I think I need to sit down and think this over more.
I forgot which blog I got this off of, but it drew my attention for 2 reasons. One I love this guy's chest. 2. when you kinda don't focus on it, the pecs kinda look like they're bouncing. Which I could play with them. Wish I could get my pecs to look like that. Hair and all.
It's always funny how there are muscular guys with that haircut. I mean he doesn't look like he was in the army, but hey I could be wrong. Plus it looks like it's dyed. Kinda throws off the rest of the picture. Wish guys would dye a natural color if they are going to dye it. And if it's not dyed I want to see proof i.e. his pubes.
Gauge was such a big name not even 3 years ago. Then all of a sudden he disappeared. I mean the guy was everywhere. I first saw him on muscle gods, then saw him on the ilovemuscle website before that got defunked. Then he showed up on tons of Jet Set videos. Then he did one last video and disappeared. Shame because I think he had lasting power. I mean he had the tight body. He had that cocky attitude that was just right. Plus that lion tattoo was sexy. No matter how you look at it. Plus when he did that video with Joey Jordan. Omg I loved that video. Always makes me wonder if he struggled with his sexuality and that's why he got out of it. Maybe it was a stalker thing like with Bo Dixon. Who knows. Just wish he'd come back.

Why did I not do this sooner

So today I got the crazy idea of jacking off using lube. I mean I see guys do it all the time, but I've never been a big fan of using lube. Probably because the lube stuff I use to use dried out too quickly. Not good for edging. So I got use to edging using well just my pre-cum. Anyway so as I was jacking today I was sitting there enjoying the porn I was watching when I finally got up to get the lube. I had been jacking for not too long by my standards. About an hour and something minutes. Anyway I got my Wet Platinum lube. I've had it since I was with my Ex. I haven't used it recently since my boyfriend has a lube he really likes to use. He wasn't a fan of Platinum. Anyway I put it on and start covering my dick, and my first thought was "Meh this isn't so great." Well after a bit of stroking wow was I wrong. It's like when my dick was covered in pre-cum except this time it didn't dry out too quickly. I mean I was in heaven. Before long I was cumming. Then after I thought I was done I swear another orgasm hit me. I mean wow I've never ever had that happen to me before. I of course found a new way to jack off. I won't be doing it every time, but on those days when I'm feeling like climaxing I'll totally use it. Now I know why I loved it so much. And why it's used all the time in porn.
I was checking my formspring today and I found an interesting question. Well it was more of a statement. Anyway it was a 19 year old that asked if he could talk to me about sexuality. He was confused. I think all to often we underestimate how much it means to help someone through this time. I remember when I was 19 (wasn't too long ago). I also remember the crap I went through trying to figure out if I was gay, straight, or bi. For the longest time I thought I was bi. There were things I liked about dating women, and things I wanted to do with a man. So to the guy that sent the question/statement. I sent you an e-mail back. Check your inbox. I will not be posting your statement on this blog. No one else needs to see it here and e-mail you. What you say will remain between you and me. To anyone else out there. I am listening if you have questions you want to ask. I remember what it was like to not know for sure what you want. So feel free to use my formspring. I only post questions/comments that are harmless. If they have your personal e-mail I won't post them here. I get anywhere between 200-500 hits a day. Don't need random people seeing your e-mail and sending you who knows what.
what drew me to this picture was the fact that this guy is a nice size dude. Plus I'm seriously a sucker for bald guys. I also like the background. I wonder if this was just a whim for this guy. Is he out posing in public, or was this a competition and the guys in the background were walking by. You also notice how they are paying no attention to this guy. I don't see how. Maybe they are looking at some topless chick.
Classic Carl Hardwick. Hairy and with facial hair. I'm still trying to figure out what in the world is he holding. I think it's a strawberry. Man wish I could have met Rusty when he was Carl.

Days are getting longer

Least they are suppose to be. We had the Winter Solstice so all the days should be getting longer. Just in the nick of time too. Starting to get more lethargic. Anyway yesterday I did some snooping. I was trying to figure out why everyone kept calling Carlos Montenegro Fredy Navas. I was figuring it was a previous alias. I've never been able to find him when searching sites that sell adult dvds. So I did a google search. Turns out that Fredy Navas is the real name of Carlos Montenegro. So that made me happy finally putting an end to that mystery. Now the other mystery is trying to figure out if he's straight or gay. The only reason why that even came up is because I was searching mymusclevideo for a video to post and I saw one of him having sex with a woman. The thing is he fucks like a gay man. He kisses a guy like a gay man. So was he just "straight for pay" or is he actually bi or what? It's just my curious nature. It really is only his business, but I just like to know.
Today I was in the shower and I was doing some soul searching. Anyone that actually follows my postings has probably gotten several mixed messages. So that got me thinking. Maybe the reason why I'm always changing is because well I still haven't really matured. I'm still in my 20's. If I ever had to date again I think I'd have some clue of what I wanted, but not a complete idea. Physically I know what I like, but I don't think that's how I'm going to be choosing my dates. I think for me my ideal guy is the one that captures my heart not my eyes. I've met guys that physically would be my perfect or near perfect guy, but had crappy attitudes. I see it all the time going through the sites I go through. If I meet a guy that is my emotional perfect guy the rest will fall into place. I that well basically is my boyfriend now. Someone with a sense of humor. That cares about my wants and needs like I care for theirs. I want a guy that can give me those verbal jabs. The type where you know their joking and right at the same time. All that physical stuff will fade over time, but a good personality is forever.
Two reasons why I like this pic. The first is that it is one of my favorite poses. The second is the fact that clearly this guy looked for the skimpiest poser he could find. If he was to become aroused for any reason there is no way his dick will stay in there. It's starting to pop out on the top just a little bit. Now moving more north he has a pretty cute face too. It's the type of face that you know is attached to an amazing body. I'm sure you've seen guys like that. You only see their face, but you just know they are built and you're right.
This is a pic of Rico Deluce a.k.a. Rico Romanio. Least I think that was the name he used on muscle hunks. The sad thing about this pic is that it's not him at his biggest. Seems like he did his stuff for muscle hunks and Blue Blake he was a lot bigger. That being said he doesn't look terrible. Still has that latin charm. Plus his dick looks only half hard. Plus this photo appears to be from a photo essay. Wouldn't mind keeping his motor running.