Why bother?

Yesterday I tried to chat up some people on one of the sites I visit. Well only 1 responded for a second. Then my so called "friends" would not talk to me. Do I have some sort of disease that prevents people from even talking to me. So why do I bother trying to make new friends. It would be great if I could make some gay chat buddies, but sadly that doesn't look like it will ever happen. I don't want to go on some site and hope to talk to someone. From now on someone else can make the first move. I'm done trying to talk to people. I guess I should have expected this. Maybe I should just scrap my so called "friends" and get new ones. Oh well. Guess the only person that will ever somewhat care about me is my boyfriend. Well the only person that is gay I should say.
How would you like to come up the stairs and find this hunk staring down at you. I mean wow. Just wow. I defiantly would love to pay his toll to get up the stairs. Hell I'd pay it for other people.
One hot fucker huh? This hot fucker is Buck Angel. If that name didn't ring a bell then let me give you his other title. The man with a vagina. That's right Buck use to be a chick. Honestly it doesn't matter to me because he's all man. It annoys me so much that you see so much porn for men to women transgender, but you never really see women to men. I'd gladly fuck a guy with a pussy if he looked like that. This is why I think I'm a 5 on the Kinsey Scale. Anyway I want to be with a guy not a girl. So if I ever dated a guy and he says I use to be a chick and I don't have a dick I'd say bring it on. There is even a guy on xtube who guy the procedure to turns his penis into a vagina just because he said hey I don't like getting blow jobs and I like docking and this is the ultimate form of docking. That dude is built too.
I want to play with this guy's chest and suck on those nips. That is all.