That thing I wanted to talk about

I meant to mention this on Friday and Saturday, but kept forgetting. Thursday I was bored at work so I decide to google some porn stars except I wasn't looking up just any porn star. I was looking up to see if certain ones were still a couple. See I don't know why I did it. 1. learning the fate of any porn star relationship usually leaves me feeling a little blue and 2. Not like it the relationship being there or not really affects my life. I was just simply that bored where my mind could wander and it wandered over to that subject. To answer your question only 1 of the couples I looked up was still together. Thus it got me wondering why was I surprised and/or affected by knowing this. I don't watch videos of any of the 4 guys, but I was just curious.

So I guess I'll address the first part. I think it's the romantic in me. I like seeing couples. It makes me happy and hearing about break ups makes me sad even if I saw them coming. I mean just off the top of my head the couples that broke up since I knew about porn couples includes Blake Harper and Jason Branch, Blake Harper and Colton Ford, Eric Evans and Brent Baines, Aden and Jaric Jordan (or am I getting those names confused), Pedro Andreas and Daniel Marvin (was really broken up about this one), Spencer Reed and Philip Aubrey (not that I cared), and lastly Damian Crosse and Francesco D'Macho. I'm sure there are more, but I can't think of them right now. Break ups happen all the time and the only reason why I know about these guys is because they all do porn. Maybe that's part of the recurring theme. Are there couples in porn that can and have made it, probably, but I just don't think the porn industry was designed for couples. With what me and Coach have dealt with I can only imagine it's a whole lot worse in porn. I know (based on several twitter accounts and blogs) that it's a pretty cut throat business. There are alliances and enemies. I'm sure there was a bit of back talking going on. Now that may not be the case for any of those couples, but I'm sure it didn't help. Plus all that travel I'm sure didn't help. Me and Coach are only an hour away and try to see each other once a week at least, but what there were several shoots in several different locations. Plus there are tons of stalkers out there and crazy fans that will stop at nothing to be with one of them.
Now onto number 2. The only way my life gets affected by these break ups is because I let it. Obviously none of these guys would phone me up to console them. Hell none of them know about my existence. I guess it's a bit of the TMZ affect. Because we can learn things about celebs we have to know. Things like twitter and facebook make it easy to learn the fates of these couples so we all must know. Plus there are blogs (sadly like mine) that do nothing but report porn gossip. Maybe it's just human nature to want to know everything about everything. We all want to know what's out there in space, we want to know what others are thinking, we want to know how or when we will die, we want to know how we can get famous, how we can get rich, and that's just a few things that at some point we all have wondered. Our curosity is clearly our downfall. Wonder if that's how the zombie apocalypse will start. I just did it again didn't I?