Self time

I think that the store opening up an hour later is the best thing that happened to me. I think the reason why I've been so introspective is more about that extra hour all to myself v.s. the test booster. I mean I work alone most of the time, but I'm constantly on the look out for customers or playing facebook games. At night Ted is there so I don't really get alone time unless a debate is on or he wants to get to bed early. Amazing how much you can discover about yourself when you spend just an hour doing what you want to do.
I was talking to a guy on twitter who was asking about which guys are straight and which aren't. I then got this crazy idea in my head. What if there are some gay guys out there who are just pretending to be straight to be in demand porn wise. It seems that what's hot right now are gay for pay guys or these sites where straight guys are seduced. I do know that there are some guys on those sites who do pretend to be straight. How easy would it be for some guy who doesn't have a boyfriend to say, oh yeah I'm straight and play the part. Or better yet how many of these gay-for-pay guys end up with a guy once they realize the joys of guy on guy action. Or at the very least are hooking up with guys on the side. A fair question when you think about it. Yes I find some straight guys attractive, but I leave it at that. I have no interest in getting my heart stomped on by pursuing one. I had a friend of mine who did that, and yes he got crushed. He couldn't let it be simply a crush. He pushed and pushed and yes one night he got to play with the straight guy's cock because he was drunk. He fooled himself into thinking oh I bet he's curious and I can get him. Well long story short the straight guy got a girlfriend who was a friend of my friend. He texted the straight guy something explicit and the girlfriend read it. A fight of course broke out and the girlfriend and the straight guy broke up then got back together. My friend can now not talk to either of them. The entire time I was warning him not to do it.

I often wonder if this is what I really started beefing up. Like I keep saying I'm only 5' 6". I imagine this guy is around my height. I say that based on how low that house in his hand is to the ground. Anyway as you can see the dude has massive legs. My legs are by far the strongest body part on me so if I was to put on more size on the lower half before I would the upper half. My back and legs were the first parts of my body to really change and start putting on size. My chest and arms followed after. So I suspect this is what I'd look like.