Friday, March 18, 2011

Well bored

So I'm just bored today. My friend is happy with his new guy so there is nothing to help him with. The guy that I started e-mailing awhile ago is busy with school so he hasn't e-mailed me. I'm just bored. I never realized how much of that stuff I did. Plus I think with winter leaving and spring trying to come in I'm just getting restless. Wonder if this is a sign of things to come. Me getting bored all the time. I mean yeah this winter was really really long. Yet I can't help shaking this feeling like maybe this is me saying there needs to be something around here going on. I mean me and my boyfriend can't really go anywhere because so many people know us and would put two and two together and that wouldn't be good. Small conservative town where everyone talks. Plus his family doesn't know. That's another can of worms I do not want open. And let's say people do find out and basically we both lose our jobs. What can we do. Could go down to Texas, but he's made it clear he doesn't want to do that. I know if we get a hard time I'm going to want to leave. I just don't know what is going to happen. Wish there was a gay club or something we could go to that's far enough away that we wouldn't have to worry about anyone we know seeing us.
I love anything with Anthony Gallo in it. I mean he has that exotic charm. Plus he just looks so hot fucking or getting fucked. He has a great build and I do like guys that sweat during sex. Makes their muscles shine just a bit more. Plus he looks good with or without hair on the top of his head. And he has the perfect uncut dick. Enough skin that he can dock and it's just thick enough. It's not freakishly thick or long. I mean he's a muscle bear.
Chris Steele is one porn star that was interesting to me. I mean I thought he was hot in porn, but when I heard things about his private life he interested me more. If you ever watch the extras for Steele Rangers he mentions that he doesn't have a lot of friends and likes to spend time alone. I also learned he's a Texan which shocked me. The other thing is he never changed his hair. Honestly the only thing that seemed to change with him is that he grew a beard at one point and he did seem to get thicker. I think that's what drew me to videos with him in it. He's an interesting man on and off camera.
I use to have the biggest crush on Tom Katt. I mean he looks so good buffed up and hairy. I was really sad when he retired. Then awhile back I heard this rumor that he became a born again Christian and had said he only did gay porn to support his steroid use. Then I found out that it was true because someone had a clip of him doing it. Now he's apparently married to a woman. The part that pissed me off' is that I could have sworn in an interview he did at one point he was a proud gay man. At no point did I ever get this straight guy doing this for the money. I think he's just in denial. Just a shame that he let whatever got into his head get into his head.

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