Had fun this morning

So this morning I was pretty hard. My boyfriend was waking me up because we go to the gym in the morning and he happened to be naked. Yeah he doesn't sleep naked very often. I do. So I rolled over and he was laying on his side with his ass facing me and I rolled to where my cock met his ass. Every time that happens I swear my cock is like a heat seeking missile. It always lands square in the crack right at the hole. So as I'm trying to wake up I stretch and when I'm in that position my midsection goes out which includes my crotch. Well needless to say he enjoyed that. So I get up and he says your trying to press my buttons. I just gave his hardening dick and got up out of bed. I really was not trying to turn him on. That's just how I yawn and stretch. Anyway so I worked out my back and shoulders. They have been tensed up ever sense. It's weird seems like my shoulders keep going back instead of forward. Kinda like my back muscles are in overdrive.
Anyway so after the workout my boyfriend had to go to work so I got some alone time. Recently I had downloaded Colt Studio's Legendary Bodies 2. If you don't know what that is then look it up. If you do then well good for you. Anyway the thing about this video is I was actually getting ready to axe even getting it. I mean the guys don't jack off. It is then that I realized that I've lost something precious. When I was younger (12-15ish) I could get off on opening up a muscle and fitness magazine and jacking to the images. Those guys never took off their thongs. So I went to the inspiration for this sequel and read how it was pointing out the beauty of the male form without being overly sexual. Well I decided to give it a shot. Yeah I don't regret watching this video. Even though no cumming happened it's still a pretty hot video. Then again anything with Skye Woods is hot in my opinion. Anyway I did see what the first video was talking about. I mean I never realized how big Skye Woods back is, or how is bicep is like mine in that it bulges out to the side more then peaks. I think the highlight of the video though was Kent Logan. Never seen the guy before, but wow what a body. I mean he's huge. Not height wise, but muscle wise. Not to mention the definition. Wow I really would love it if Colt did a video with him. He has an amazing body. AMAZING! Clearly you can tell what I came closet to cumming while I was edging.

TGIF

Finally Friday. I'm oh so happy for that. This morning was a little weird at the gym. A guy we usually see there was in today. We were shocked since he said he was going to be gone for two weeks. It had really only been a week and a few days. Anyway he starts telling my boyfriend all about it. I was in the back in the weight room. My boyfriend filled me in on the drive back to the apartment. Apparently this guy was on a cruise. He went to the exercise room and was on the treadmill. He said the guy next to him kept giving him the once over. He says "Do I know you," to which the guy responds "No, but your gonna". So he got hit on by a gay guy. I can't say I'm shocked. The guy is 67 I think, but in great shape. I know he has the legs of a very fit 25 year old. I haven't seen the top since he's always wearing a jacket. Then he tells my boyfriend that he got hit on a lot by gay guys when he was younger. Which again I believe. The guy 1 worked for the railroad and 2 was an athlete and still is. He then proceeds to tell my boyfriend about the time he went to the YMCA when they had the huge shower room and that when he went in there was an older guy in there. At the time he was much younger and that older guy was probably his age now. Anyway he was apparently jerking off. Not just jerking off, but really going at it until he came. Now we were trying to figure out why this guy was telling my boyfriend all this. Now yes the guy does like to make chit chat, but at the same time why tell him all these stories. Now I don't think he figured out that we are a couple since we told him earlier that we are just roommates and we are motivating each other. So maybe he suspects something and was telling my boyfriend to try to get a reaction out of him. Maybe he's trying to set the ground work. Maybe he was just talking and that was the subject he was on. Who knows. Granted I don't think I'd object to a threeway with him. My boyfriend would though.
Speaking of which today this guy I think is really cute came in. I mean he's a big guy at like 6' 5" 265 lbs. I know this because he told me this today. Plus he has tats everywhere. And he's hairy. Plus he's bald. That is my secret weakness. Every time we talk we get closer and closer. I just have this attraction to him which usually means he's gay, but of course I haven't heard anything to prove or disprove that. Plus the last thing I need is to offend him since he sends a lot of business our way. Guess I'd like to know for curiosity's sake. Not like I'd jump at the chance if he did say he was gay. Got a boyfriend I love dearly.

Good Edge today

So today I had yet another good edge. Seemed like my dick was super sensitive. My nips were really sensitive. I just had a good all around edging session. Only lasted like 2 hours though. I'm actually surprised it lasted that long with how sensitive everything was. I also think the good workout I had before hand helped. I really think the days I have workouts I'm more awake and focused. Would help if people would stop saying I'm obsessed or over working out though. Even my boyfriend is saying it. I sure as hell don't see him complaining about the results. Anyway didn't come to some amazing realization during this edging session. Just the usual things. I find pec bouncing hot, passionate sex is a real turn on, and I'm so glad I don't ever watch porn with sound unless I know it's not some annoying music. I do however want to know what is the deal with blogs that focus on gay porn having ads for straight stuff. I mean wouldn't it be smarter for the person paying to have ad space to have an ad for something the audience might actually want. I mean gaytube has an ad for gay.com, yet other blogs have ads for cheating ex-girlfriend tapes. Maybe a lesbian wants to see that, but I'm not a lesbian or straight. Oh well I keep that in mind if someone e-mails me about ad space.

Life keeps me going

That's how it seems to be. Just kinda busy lately which is nice. Finally got to post because the store calmed down enough for me to do that. Been up to a lot lately. Working out at the gym and feeling good. I will say that I hate the mirror in front of the dumbells. Mainly because when I look at it I think I see some development which I don't see in any other mirror any other time. Yeah I'm technically "pumped" at the time I'm looking, but it's kinda disheartening seeing one thing in one mirror, but not another. The boyfriend has also been a lot more hands on which I love. He keeps saying that I'm his muscle stud, but again I don't see it. I guess because of the skeptic in me and my poor body image issues. Will say that it didn't stop us from having great sex on Saturday (despite my back killing me). I will also say my nipples are getting way too sensitive. I mean I'm starting to get into a motion and the second my boyfriend starts playing with those I'm almost over the edge. Not good when your trying to make it last. Then again I hadn't had sex with him in awhile since he wasn't feeling well. Thought my edging sessions would have helped with that. Guess not. Then again have been taking stuff that in theory should be making me hornier. Meh oh well onto the videos. First up is a scene from the movie Male Tales (I think). Again it's one of those films that I love to watch because the guys are always hot so is the sex and cumshots. Next up is a guy named Jay getting dildoed. On a side note Jay is also known as Marc on Sean Cody. I was trying to figure out why he looked familiar. It's always funny when you see a model that has never done this type of thing on two sites. Will give him credit though he did take those dildos pretty well. Even if they were limp and we don't know how many takes it took. Next is of bodybuilder Oscar Navarro having a little fun. Why can't I know guys like that. Fourth on the list is the return of MsclKink a.k.a. Mike Grant. Still looking as hot as ever. Also shooting as much as ever. Very hot guy. Enough said. Then we have a sex lesson with Eduardo. Ok that's not the theme of the clip, but I do want to point out a position that comes up in the clip. Whenever a guy fucks another guy while holding him up it is fucking hot. I think that is the hottest position ever and I love being in it. I will say that's a good way to get me to have a constant boner without having to jack my cock. Lastly is a Batman bodybuilder. I post this not because it's sexy, but because it makes me think. What was the purpose in doing this. I mean the cape covers your back which is a muscle you have to show in a bodybuilding show. Plus you had to put on eye makeup. Then he takes it off to finish his routine. Like I said makes me think. Mainly why he thought it was a good idea.

Yeah not getting a trainer

So yesterday I had the fortune to have a personal trainer. It was part of this deal where I get a free consultation with a trainer. Well I didn't have to worry because I wasn't remotely attracted to him. I will say that he was nicer of the two trainers there. The other guy just made me feel uncomfortable. Just seemed like he was always staring at me. Not that oh he's cute stare, but that I don't like you stare. Anyway after going over my goals (I don't have many) and finding out that my body fat is higher then it really is we got stared. Now we did have some good conversations and he wasn't yelling at me like you see in tv shows. So that made me feel good, but I do think he worked me out too hard. I'm sure he would say oh you can take it. Your like a dormant volcano (his words not mine). Plus the exercises we did were more for the lower body which was not what I said I needed to work on. Plus by the time I got to the end I could tell I was getting pale because he even had to ask if I was alright. I know I was close to puking too. I honestly don't see the point in working your body until it basically rebels against you. You can get a good workout in without killing yourself. Anyway after it was all said and done he of course tries to get me to sign up with him. Didn't happen. Plus he said that was an "easy" workout. Yeah bullshit. I rather design my own program that tests me, but doesn't make my body want to shut down when I leave. Well enough of me complaining about the trainer. Movie time. First up is Donnie Russo. Now I think I posted this scene before or I posted a different scene. I can't remember. Anyway the dude is still hot either way. In great shape at the time too. Plus he's a very verbal top which I find sexy. Next up is Bear Trap. Again I usually don't post full movies, but I like this one. I mean I'd pretty much do the same thing if I caught wind my ex was planning to move up here. Plus all the guys are bears which is hot. Next up is Chase Hunter and Lane Fuller. Two sexy built guys. I really can't add more other then saying HOT! Fourth up is a Cop Orgy. The best thing about this is they do look like cops build wise. Plus they kinda have the look too. Anyway it's a scene from a Titan movie. One of the cop shack movies. Then we have Chris Steele in the first scene from Uncle Jack. Shame that Chris has stepped behind the camera. He's a looker. Plus if he was my uncle I'd have a hard time keeping it in my pants too. Last up is Eric Evans, Jason Branch, and Blake Harper. Now all 3 guys are some of my favorite actors so this scene was like a god send. Plus it is again one of the few times you ever see Jason Branch bottom.

Trying something new

Well this morning my boyfriend had to go in early. So I figured I'd give something a try that I've been wanting to do for awhile. I was on one of the many blogs I visit and it mentions that there is no harm jacking off before you workout just as long as you don't cum since you'll be drained if you do. In fact it may even help. It has to do with the rise in testosterone during the arousal. So I wanted to see if it lead to a better workout. I think it really did. I mean I felt great after my workout. Didn't feel tired or anything. Now I am also taking some new stuff to which could have contributed to that. Well I get to do it again tomorrow and we'll see if I get the same result. Plus I might get to get off of work early tomorrow which means EDGING TIME! We'll see if that actually happens though. I don't think it will. I also have an interview for another job coming up which means I could end up seeing even less of my guy, but more money coming in. Not sure how I feel about that. I mean we rarely get to see each other as it is with our conflicting work schedules. Well if I make enough money one day we'll be able to spend more time together. Well moving on to the videos. First one is a clip from a Titan movie. The two cumshots in the scene gave that away. I just know that one guy is apparently named David Anthony. I do however know this is a very very hot scene. It has that equality aspect that a lot of scenes don't have. Both guys are built similarly and about the same height. They go at it very passionately making the scene just amazing. Wish more movies did this. I just love this scene. Remember when I posted a video of a hairy guy showing off his chest. Well here is another of his videos. This time you see more of his body. Yeah I love it. Next is a scene that I loved and am now less obessed with it. Had to do with the fact this was a free clip I could easily get and I was very much into Tom Katt. Anyway he and Billy Herrington go at it in the final scene of the movie Conquer. This is the first time Billy ever bottomed. I will say for all the hype the movie did with that aspect it sure was a pretty lack luster scene. I mean he is a hot top, but his bottoming scene lasted like 10 seconds and it was over. In a better scene that did what it advertised we have Chris Rockway and Reese Rideout wrestling. Like every gay porn movie with wrestling it leads to sex. I love this scene just because it seemed like the two were a couple. I mean they were always doing scenes together. I thought it made it hotter. Next Chris Rockway, Reese Rideout, and Jeremy Walker star in Coach 2. Chris and Reese are now the coaches and are thinking of hiring a new coach. Enter very very hunky Jeremy Walker. Well clearly we must see if he's up to pair. Very hot scene. Lastly is a barebacking scene with Will West. I don't know why I find this scene hot, but I just do. So enjoy.

Back at home

So I've returned from my trip to see my sister graduate. Yeah that was fun. Didn't post here since well felt awkward posting this stuff in my parents house since well they don't know that I'm gay. Or they do know and I just haven't come out and admitted it along with admitting I have a boyfriend. Anyway it was alright. Missed my boyfriend a lot. I've been spoiled living with him. I kinda take it for granted until I'm away from him, but he welcomed me home last night. Good times. Good times. Now I just have to get back into the swing of work and working out. Don't need to become a fat slob just because I took off for a week. Plus I'm too self conscious to stop. Feel like people are noticing my body more. So I'd like to keep it up. I've also been noticing that I've been looking at guys legs more. Now this could be because it is shorts season. Just a pair of muscular legs draw my attention which is odd because before it was a big chest and arms. Maybe because it's easier to get away with looking at a guys legs then at his chest. Well onto the videos. The first one is another clip from a Kristen Bjorn film. This has to be one of my biggest fantasies. Fucking with your trainer. The guys in it are very sexy. Although I think putting your dick in the way of a bicep curl wouldn't feel to pleasant. Next up is a Falcon scene. I don't know what movie this is from, but it is by far one of my favorite clips. I've seen the clips of the cumshots and I will say it is a super cumshot. This one doesn't have any anal or blowjob, but is highly erotic especially the end. Watch it and see what I mean. Next up is a clip called Daddy v.s. Daddy. It's not a wrestling match, just a couple having an argument then make up sex. I always enjoyed this clip. 4th up is Apollo Phoenix. He use to be real big, now I haven't heard anything about him or seen him in anything recent. Could be because he went over to strictly straight porn. Anyway I always thought he was hot. Bald, Hairy, Built guy. My type of guy. He shoots a nice load in this clip. Finally is the scene with Marco Martinelli and Rob Cryston. This is another one of those movies that I got freebie 15 sec clips of. When I saw the whole thing I must say very hot. Rob Cryston is usually hot in anything he does and Marco is the same way. I wouldn't pass either up.

Got my release

So this morning I finally got to shoot off a load. My boyfriend was being affectionate, but of course it was my workout morning. He knew it and didn't try to stop me. We did cuddle while I was waiting for my pre-workout to kick in. He had to go into work an hour early which gave me about an hour to jack off and still make it to work. Got to try out that new video. Oh boy did that do the trick. Plus got to try out all the new videos I recently downloaded. Plus seemed like I had a good workout. The other weird thing is I'm kinda ready to go again. Usually after a good edging I'm good for the day. Not like I can't go again, I just don't have the desire to go again. I not only have the desire, but probably could shoot a good size load again. Yeah that stuff to increase my muscle mass is working. I also think it's because I don't look down at myself and say eww. Plus seems like I'm slowly but surely getting there. My boyfriend is being very supportive and motivating. He holds onto me like I'm one of the muscle studs I post here, but I know I'm not there yet. I still think he has a way better body then me. Plus I'm starting to see veins a lot more and for a lot longer. Whenever I take this pre-workout it does give an insane pump and vascular look, but it's lasting a lot longer then it use to. Like even now I can see my veins in my forearms and I took that stuff at about 6 this morning. Plus seems like it's just a good day. My boyfriend and I were kinda in a crappy mood yesterday, but this morning that all changed. He was very affectionate this morning and it made getting up all the better. Plus we fixed the crossbow that I use. Turns out that one of the bows was in the wrong spot. Makes a world of difference. It was my add 10 pounds day and boy does it make a difference. Wouldn't be shocked if now I see even more results faster. It's been off since at least February. Yep a lot of good came out today. Speaking of good time for those videos. The 1st is a Zeb Atlas scene. It's the only scene of Zeb fucking a guy. Yeah Adam Killian is forever known in history as the only guy to be fucked by Zeb. Least on camera for all to see. I was ironically looking at some of my files of an early Zeb and boy was he stiff compared to now. Not to mention he's a hell of a lot bigger. If the Zeb now was to do those scenes again I know they'd be super hot. Next is a video from Muscle Hunks. I got this off of it's all gay so I have no clue who the guy is. Just know it's a pretty nice scene. That site can pull out some really hots scenes. Other times not so much. It really depends on the model I think. Lastly is a scene I absolutely love. It stars Jon Vincent and some other guy. I do not know nor care who the other guy is. This scene was the first in the beginning of my Jon Vincent phase. I mean the man talks dirty, has a great voice, great cock, and great body. So here he is in all his glory once again. Oh and here is a little fun fact to tell all your straight, lesbian, and gay guys that at some point in their lives fucked a woman. When I woman squirts, 90% of it is urine and 10% of it is ejaculation fluid. Told that to a friend of mine that use to be married and it grossed him out. Made him even gayer he said.

What a day

This morning started off weird. I honestly thought I wasn't going to get up this morning to workout, but my boyfriend had other plans. Probably because I sent him an e-mail saying let's get up and work out. Can't get bodies like these guys laying in bed or reading e-mails. These were the images.


Got to admit I have a point. So I did my chest workout and took my protein leaving a weird taste in my mouth. My pre-workout is orange flavored and the protein is cookies n' cream. I kept burping up this orange cream taste for like 10 minutes. Then I perked up and just was alert. Now I'm feeling a little homesick. Not fun. It's probably because my brothers b-day is coming up soon and I've never missed it. Which reminds me I was going through my e-mail and I swear their was a clip of a guy who looked like my brother. Yeah that's a mood killer. Also think I'm getting bigger. Seems like my shirt is snugger. Then again one of my work shirts is a small the rests are mediums. I also think my testosterone levels are on the rise because spring is in the air. Just feel like I'm hornier then normal. Hopefully I'll get to work some of it off Friday. Got to be in to work early tomorrow and tonight is out night to watch comedies together. Maybe he'll be in the mood, but I doubt it. Seemed tired today. So the video I was going to post yesterday before I got side tracked with work and the day flying by was another clip of Marc West. In this scene he plays a physics teacher (I believe he has an actual degree in chemistry or some form of science. There was an interview in one of the movies he did where he mentioned he worked with a partner to formulate a new type of lube that they actually used on set) and of course his student has a little crush on him. The movie is called First Crush I think. There is another scene I like with Jason Branch at the end. Anyway if he was my science teacher I'd have the exact same crush and hope for the exact same outcome. I mean look at him.

Always wanting what you can't have

So I was doing my typical rounds of hitting up blogs on blogspot. I of course get caught up reading different guy experiences. Then eventually I go aww I don't get to have that now. I can't just go out and pick up a random guy and have my way with him or vice versa. Then I realize I always want what I don't or can't have. For instance I wanted a boyfriend for the longest time then when I got one I was looking for a way out. Granted that was with my ex and we had other issues but still same thought. Then when I was single again I wanted to have a boyfriend. So I realized I'm probably always going to feel like this, but there are things that my boyfriend does that makes me not want to be single less and less. For instance this morning I was suppose to get up early to workout. My boyfriend is a morning guy and I'm a let me sleep until 1 pm and maybe I'll get up guy. So as he's trying to get me up he's massaging me and I kinda start grabbing stuff. I notice he's got a raging hard on and so I of course play with it. I was going to get up, but well I was having too much fun playing with my boyfriend's dick. Needless to say my back and shoulder workout turned out to be a hip and ass workout. Now obviously if I was single I couldn't have that. I couldn't have a guy waking me up to go workout with him. I would rarely have a guy over all night in the first place. Plus the hooking up really isn't my thing. When I was "hooking up" it was more for a steady fuck buddy hoping he'd be my bf. I really can't do the one night stand type thing. Not in my personality. Not to mention that I wouldn't have someone to watch movies with. We rented a movie to watch tonight. I wouldn't have that. I love that about being in a relationship. I have someone that I look forward to seeing everyday. Not just for sex, but for everything life throws at me. If I have a bad day he's always there. When I have a good day he shares it with me. Yeah I may not have a blog full of stories of the countless guys I've hooked up with or will hookup with, but I will have one full of stories about the guy I love. And the guys I lust after. Well I guess back to work and trying to workout tomorrow.