So a new guy has moved into the apartment next to me and my boyfriend. I haven't met the guy. My boyfriend has. And by met I mean seen him once. I asked if he was cute and my boyfriend said he's alright. Which doesn't fly because what I call cute and what he calls cute are different. He was more focused on the fact that he looked to be in his mid 30's which means we won't hear a bunch of parties going on all night because our bed is on that side of the apartment. Well I was chatting today and I just couldn't help, but think how awesome would it be if the guy next door was a bodybuilder and gay. Hell he doesn't even have to be a bodybuilder. Just someone well built. I'm kinda desperate for a real friend at this point. The so called ones I have are just not cutting it anymore. I've clearly lost the one that made it a point to say oh I'm just busy right now, but things will calm down. Yeah they haven't. He's on even less now proving the point I said. The other one is so depressed because nothing is going his way. Everyone else I kinda just don't open up to. So I'm going back into my shut down phase where no one is going to get in and nothing can get out. So let's cross our fingers that my new neighbor is a friendly one. Be nice to talk to people outside of work and my boyfriend.
Even though I can't see the face I know exactly who this guy is. Paul Gator. I've seen so many pictures of that man that I can easily identify him. He seemed to be in a lot of photos on sites that I was snooping around when I was first getting into porn. Not going to lie I always wanted a Paul Gator. I mean he's just built so well. And he has that daddy quality I always wanted. I think if a guy like him had been around when I was coming out I wouldn't have had such a rough time with things. Seems like he can give you a loving talk, but knows when to take charge when he needs to. Had several fantasies about him.
I think a lot of us guys that watch gay porn have a soft spot for Jake Andrews. He was very popular for a reason. He had a great body and just seemed like he really enjoyed what he did. To me he always seemed like a guy you could come to if you had a problem. Then he retired and came back and I mean he just blew me away at the change he made. Seemed like he bulked up a lot. He also seemed more of the daddy type. I mean he never seemed baby faced or anything, but when he came out of retirement he seemed so different. Whenever I see a clip of him I always love it. Doesn't matter if it was pre or post retirement.
Dave Stone is another guy that seemed to go through this change too. I was use to seeing him like this minus a lot of the tattoos he has in this picture. He had that buzz cut and hairy chest. Then like Jake he all o a sudden changed. I saw him in Bodybuilder Jam 9 from Jimmy Z and couldn't believe it was the same guy. He had long blond hair he just seemed well dirtier. Then I actually saw him having sex with guys when he use to really only do solo work or jacking off with some sucking here and there. Now he's kinda gone back to the old Dave which again I don't hate. Plus he has new tattoos that seem to fit him very well.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
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