Videos

First up today is Kyle Becker fucking Joshua Scott. This is back when Joshua was a bit less of a daddy. He's got quite a body on him and easy to see why he lasted as long as he did bottoming on screen. Next up is Francios Sagat fucking in ruined building. This was the first scene in Collin O'Neal's around the world Turkey if I recall right. I know it was a middle eastern country where they had to be very careful about gay sex. I think the scene partner in this one is Saaid. It was an interesting name I know that. He only did this video. This was my favorite scene in the entire movie. Third up is Tom Katt and Ty Fox. I don't know what movie this comes from, but I'm so glad it exists. Like most out there I had a big thing for Tom Katt and an even bigger one for Ty fox. If I found this scene when my crush for both of those two was at it's height I don't think I would be able to stop looking and jacking off. Two big muscle studs pounding it out. Next up is Alex Mecum. As the name would suggest he is a shooter. He has a decent body, but he's not as built as a lot of the guys that are normally on Legend Men. This is the second video he did for them. Next up we have a straight guy on webcam. I will say the porn in the background is a little distracting, but it is a short clip. Would love to see that dick in action though. Last up we have two guys having some fun after work. It starts off with the guy wrestling before it moves to a bit of play. It's a nice vintage clip. It is a longer video and it only involves the two guys you see at the beginning. Wonder if this happened a lot more often than not.

Now it's Friday

I swear yesterday was Friday. That's the only reason why I posted videos yesterday. Honestly I really do need to start posting videos every day. I have a huge surplus of videos I could share. I'll think about that. It depends on how I feel next week. Bear is coming Tuesday night and staying until Thursday so even at best I could get 3 posts next week. I will say at this rate all my videos will be deleted because it takes me forever to get to them.
Well onto the topic I was thinking about. Bareback is everywhere in gay porn today. I've mentioned this before, but doesn't make it any less true. My position has still remained the same. I think barebacking for guys in a relationship is perfectly fine. My problem comes in when you bareback with every guy that comes along. I mean I know a guy who had sex with a condom. The condom broke and the guy ended up getting HIV. Yet by the same token there is a guy I know who had sex with over 100 guys last year and the worst he got was the clap. Now I dont't know if uses condoms or not, but you see my point. Why bareback with every guy out there and take that chance? That's why I have this love hate relationship with bareback in porn. Yes in porn they test before the actors actually get together. Yes that's safer than some random guy fucking you in the woods bare, but again you see my point. Plus we see so many porn stars who are HIV positive barebacking. Again if they are a couple it's fine, but when they aren't it just feels like it's showing this very unsafe practice. I'm just worried that the industry is hitting this dangerous territory and we are on the verge of a bunch of new HIV cases.

 So I was looking at this image and I'm pretty sure it's been altered. I don't think the guy was wearing anything. If you look at his reflection behind him you don't see the posing strap where it should be. I wonder if this was taken nude then edited to have him in a poser to make it g rated for a site.

 Yes I should know this guy's name. I've seen him in two videos, but I don't. What I can tell you is that he is in excellent shape. He's one of the guys that does work for Hot Older Men. Or is it Hot 4 Older Men. Well either way he looks great and boy can he fuck.

 Pretty much the only time I can even think about watersports is in the shower. I know we see it all the time in porn where guys just piss on each other wherever they are, but I just can't stand the thought of urinating in a spot that's hard to clean up.

This is a photo from the movie Coach. In this scene soccer Coach Marc West is working with one of his players. You can imagine what ends up happening. If Marc was your coach how would you not bone up having him next to you.

Videos

I was going to post something today, but well I had nothing to really talk about so on to the video for today. First up is Paul Carrigan fucking a hungry bottom. I sadly don't know the bottoms name. I do know that every time I see him he bottoms and he loves getting fucked. As a result he just looks so hot getting fucked. He's very vocal. Next up is Uncle josh. I don't know if he's actually the uncle of the person that posted this or if it's just a little thing to try to get more viewers. If you like beards, older guys, and/or smoking then you'll like this clip. I will admit I did like it because it kinda had this vibe that you were peeking in on him as he was jacking even though the camera isn't behind a door. Third up is Dirk Caber getting fucked. I think this is from one of the Dragon Media movies, but I don't know which one. I also don't know the context of this setting. It's basically Dirk, a guy in a suit, getting fucked by the janitor. Certainly hot to watch. Last up we have a Cop fucking a guy. Basically the context of this one is that the guy getting fucked could either get a ticket or a dick up his ass. I can't say I wouldn't do the same thing. It is a short one. Just over 8 minutes. It gets right off into it. 

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Clarification

So awhile ago I made a comment about understanding open relationships and I had a comment made that I meant to clarify. Me and Bear are not in an open relationship. What I was saying is that being in the relationship with Bear has helped me to better understand those in an open relationship. Me and Bear are basically in a long distance relationship. We are not a huge distance away, but we only get to see each other at best once per week and it has to be an overnight since it's about an hour and a half long car trip. That distance does require a level of trust. We met on Growlr after all. If you don't know what that is then let me explain. It's basically a hook up app geared more towards bears and chasers. Like I said that requires us to trust each other. We haven't gotten rid of the app. I will say I got rid of scruff. We have a connection which I can't see replacing. I can honestly say if we were to have an open relationship (the keyword being IF) I could understand how they work. The pair have a deep level of trust and a deep connection in order to not worry about your partner running off with someone.

 This is Austin Wolf and Abele Palace. The two look really good together. Abele has the build of Austin, but on a smaller frame. Abele played a bike delivery guy dropping off some photos for Austin who happens to work as a porn photographer. Yeah totally jealous of Abele.

 I'm a big romantic. I love pictures of guys kissing. Now that being said look at the guy on the right hand side. The dude is JACKED! I mean that's a guy who could get any guy he wanted. When you date someone like that you kinda feel super special that they want to be with you. Love to be in those arms.

 This is Jim Ferro a.k.a. the guy who popped Samuel Colt's on camera cherry. Jim is a trainer and also done some bodybuilding. Sadly he's not on twitter anymore. Every now and again a video with him in it comes out. Recently one from the hidden parole video site had one with him looking as big as ever.

This is Bo Dixon. I'm amazed at the number of Bo Dixon photos I find. After Paging Dr. Finger he made it sound like he was done with modeling. Obviously that's not true. For that we are grateful.

What's going on with comments?

Apparently there is a debate going on with my comments. From what I can gather it's about what type of holes are hotter. Apparently pink holes are. I'm kinda shocked this debate is going on. I mean of all things to debate hole color seems so trivial. I mean I get when guys argue over shaved or hairy or bodybuilder v.s. power lifter or daddy v.s. twink. I'm not trying to degrade the debate, but you kinda see my point. I've never really looked at the color of a guys hole. Least not compared to the guy as a whole. All I have to say is if you all want to have this debate just keep it friendly.

 I must say this guy is all types of sexy. Looks like he oiled up for a photo session or he just had some vigorous activity and that's sweat. Either way he looks so yum.

 This is Paul Gator. He did some videos awhile back. The guy is very solidly built. The real shocker is that he's not as tall as you'd think he'd be. It's not a bad thing, but he just looks like he's 6' 6". I think he's more my height at 5' 6".

 I don't know who the guy on the left hand side is, but the guy on the right is Drake Jayden....or is Jayden Drake. I always switch those two up. I must say that he looks like he's bulked up a bit. He was never small, but he was lean. Now he looks like he's added some muscle and still stayed pretty lean. I wish I knew the guy on the left. I'm hoping this is from a video that I'll be able to find.

This guy is abayyoujock. The guy is amazing. I mean he has a great body. He's also pretty flexible. If I recall right he did some gymnastics. His big claim to fame is being able to cum from doing the splits and lifting himself up.

Videos

Before I begin I just have to address something. Yes I do use a lot of slang. I grew up in Texas where we use it a lot. I'm going to try to not use it so much, but I can't guarantee that I'll succeed. I will say that if you are using a translator program then that can also be the problem. They tend to translate literally. Well I have a possible treat today. If all videos work (3 are redtube which means I don't know if they really work) then there are seven videos. First up is the video I mentioned in the regular post. In this scene a professor calls one of his former students to get a book he lent the student back. We find out that the two were actually lovers. This scene is very hot. I don't know if these two are or were a couple, but their chemistry on screen would say yes. This scene is all about the eroticism. The kissing goes on for quite some time before the clothes really come off. There is no crazy music track. It's just the two of them. I had to share this one today instead of sitting on it for a month or two. Next up is HairyAlaskanArtist and bikerbearcub. This one is called Afternoon Delight. The two are clearly friends with benefits. They know each other very well and it's very hot to watch. Hell you'd think they were a couple the way they keep going at it. And man can that guy shoot. Third up is a Hunk threesome. Really no lead up to this one. Just three guys attracted to each other and having some hot sex outside. Then we have Hairy Artist playing Coach. Basically he made a deal with you his player and you won. Now he has to torture his nipples which of course leads to a big boner and a huge load. Now I'm not sure if these next two still work. Again for some reason redtube does not show up when I preview the post. If it's still there then the fifth video is with Josh Powell and Brad Stone. If you like muscular guys then well you will of course love this one. I will say it's a shame that they are shaven down. A little bit of body hair would make it all the hotter. Then the second redtube video is a threesome with Marc Dylan, Harley Everret, and Jimmy Durano. It starts off with an innocent wager on a game of Darts. Well of course marc ends up losing and soon the guys are nude and sucking each other off. Certainly a very hot threesome. Last up are Boxers fucking in gym. Just remember guys and girls I didn't upload the video. The person who did got the Spanish dub so the voice you hear are over the actual dialog. If you speak Spanish then it's no big deal, if you don't then just turn the sound off. It's a very hot video that's for sure.

Two thoughts

So this weekend there were a lot of comments made. So much that I can't possibly address them all. So I'm going to try to address a few things before getting to my main point. First up when I do my video posts I'm posting pretty quick. I'm not really making "good" transitions from video to video. I'm just giving a brief description of the video and I'm most likely using some slang that doesn't translate well. For those of you that use a translator to read my blog I apologize about that. When it comes to posts like this I tend to have my thoughts flow so much better than in the video posts. I'll try in the future to make better transitions and use less slang, but well I'm from Texas. We use an ungodly amount of them. As for keeping an erection while being fucked. As one of the comments said every guy is different. Some guys keep an erection because they are getting hit just right. Others constantly jack their dick while getting fucked. Some are using poppers or medication to keep the erection. I know that I lose my boner if I'm on my side or my stomach if my cock isn't getting the right stimulation. When I'm riding I stay pretty hard or when I'm on my back and he's on top of me. I find both those positions very erotic so needless to say my boner stays pretty well. If I missed any comments I'm sorry.
So onto my main thought for today. I was watching a video (I'm going to post it with today's) and it got me thinking. The plot is that this guy is visiting his ex and they do that awkward conversation. Before leaving the older guy asks for one last kiss before they really start getting it on. I think it's one of the hotter scenes I've seen in awhile. It seemed very believable. The scene was really about the chemistry more than anything. I'll talk about more of that in the video section. Basically it got me thinking. If you were visiting your ex and they'd ask for one last kiss would you give him that kiss. What if you were in a relationship? I can say I wouldn't. When I break up with a guy I pretty much kill off any emotional attachment I had with the guy. So even if I was to kiss the guy that's all it would be. A good bye kiss. I wouldn't allow myself to let it go beyond that. I will say the ex I'd have a hard time doing that with would be Coach. Just because even though he turned into a major douche he still is sexually attractive. With him I'd probably end up getting myself in trouble.

 This is a very good depiction of guys back int he day. Those that had decent builds, but didn't spend tons of time at the gym. Basically they were average guys. Guys who worked in jobs that were very physically.

I believe this guy's name is Erich something with a K. He was a big colt model. I think he really only did one video that I know of. It was called Open House where he was with Tom Chase and another guy who was only credited as Pool boy. It was a throw back to old Colt videos where there was no dialog and it was in black and white. 

 This is Joe Thunder a.k.a. Joe thunderbolt a.k.a. Apollo Phoenix. He as another guy pretty popular awhile ago. He was another gay for pay model. Really it was just him getting serviced or jacked off. The guy had a great body though. No clue what he's doing right now.

I'm so jealous of the top in this. I mean that guy has an ass that just needs to be pounded all the time. It's a very hot bubble butt. I don't know who the bottom is, but man I hope I can find the video this came from.

Videos

First up is coach jacking and cumming. I can not remember this guy's username. I can tell you that the guy is a major shooter. This is apparently him in his bulking phase. And I think he looks good. Supposedly he hadn't been getting tons of praise. Next up is a Turkish hunk threeway. And when I say hunks I mean hunks. Just the right build and hair. And boy do they seem to be into it. Now as for the last two I'm not 100% sure they are still around. Sadly my preview page is doing it's annoying block everything phase. Only the xtube and xvideos seem to work. If they are still there then the third clip is a very romantic bath fuck. Two guys getting it on in the bath. Nice and wet fuck. Can't complain about that. Lastly would be Shay Michaels getting fucked. Recently Shay has been mostly a top and it's kinda easy to see why but he did some videos where he bottomed. And the thing is the guy works well as a top or a bottom. Really doesn't matter.

What I figured out

Well being in a stable relationship has made me realize some things. I've always thought that I understood the logic behind an open relationship, but not the emotional side. Well I really trust Bear. I trust that he isn't over there getting it on with some other guy and I'm certainly not getting it on with anyone here. Well in an open relationship you are trusting that your partner is just getting off and not making this deep emotional connection. He showed me pictures of Jesse Jackman and Dirk Caber who have an open relationship. It's easy to see that the two really do love each other. Being in a relationship like that myself it makes it easier to understand what guys in open relationships say. Basically it's the idea that you are emotionally attached to so someone, but are interested in getting your rocks off with someone else. Now I'm not saying I want one. The both of us couldn't handle that type of relationship. We just want to be with the other. We have this emotional connection that makes it fun to flirt with other guys. When I was with him at the gay bar we flirted with our token straight guy. We loved pointing out guys we found tempting. Amazing how different relationships help you understand different people and different relationships.

 I'd love to sit in this guy's lap. He's all types of stocky. Just nice and buff. Can only imagine what he's packing in that jock. If everything is proportionate then DAMN!

 This is Dirk Caber. I kinda wish this was a photo of him in the kilt he hand made. Dirk isn't the biggest built guy, but he plays the daddy role very well. He played the boss getting fucked by an employee a few times. He's just hot. Especially when he's with Jesse.

I don't know who this guy is, but damn is he ripped. Clearly he's in contest shape. The veins and definition are everywhere. And he's clearly packing quite a bit in those posers too.

So I with Bear when he found this video on his facebook page. I pulled it up on youtube and we watched it together. This is what happens when women read messages that guys send on grindr, scruff, or growlr. Now these are of course the very shallow and superficial messages, but never the less these are things we've all seen or said on those apps. Then have them read by ladies just made it so much funnier.

Stuff done, but bored

So yesterday I had my job interview with the hospital. I won't know if I got the job or not until tomorrow most likely. Having that through a wrench in my plans so I only posted the videos yesterday. By the time I got back here I just wasn't in the mood to do a post. As for today it's a gloomy day. It's suppose to snow quite a bit, but right now it's rain. It has been awhile since I've seen rain, but the snow is coming. It's an all night thing. The big plus is that I still have my bear to talk to. Despite the fact they are doing the annual inventory and he's ready to strangle someone.

 I believe this guy is Frank Vickers. He was another big time Colt model. I know that he did make two videos. Both of which had major muscle worship. Certainly was hot to watch him go at it.

 I seriously need to find this guy's name. I know that he is a big time shooter. He could easily put someone's eye out.

 This guy is Scott Carter. I'm not 100% sure, but I believe he retired from performing. I loved his accent and build. Always seemed to get into whatever scene he was in.

This is a gif from oen of the muscle worship videos. Their big thing was doing a pov worship session. Usually the camera guy would do this from time to time. Or when the guy shot he would shoot in the camera guy's hand. It was a tough job, but I'm sure we'd all want it.

Videos

I'm skipping today's post because I had an interview and haven't really felt like posting. So I'm just doing the videos today. First up is Lucas doing what he does best. I don't know if he had a last name, but I've always known him as Lucas. The very hungry muscle power bottom. He did a few condom flicks before going to bareback. It's easy to see why he was so popular for so long.  Next up is Thomas Brandt fucking an employee. I must say if Thomas was my boss I'd have a hard time not getting into those pants. I mean he just oozes sexy. Not to mention I love his accent. Yeah it's hard to understand, but just the tone is so sexy. Third up is Pawnbear fucking a fleshlight. I must say the guy is so sexy. He is very well built, but often wears his glasses. As we all know I find glasses on muscle guys super sexy. Plus it's hot to see him doing the fucking motions. Next up is a Daddy fucking his boy. I think the hottest scenes involve guys who actually want to be with each other. What I mean is when two guys choose to hookup it's because they want to not because they are getting paid. This video definitely shows it. Last up is HairyAlaskanArtist flip flopping with his hubby. I'm pretty sure that his husband (the bald one) did a porn video. Another hot couple flip flopping and showing just how hot couples are.

Summer yet?

I'm so tired of winter. Today we did have a "heat wave" with temps in the 40's, but Thursday they are talking about 9 inches falling over the entire day. 9 inches is only fun when it comes to what's hanging between a guy's legs. Plus I don't have my bear so I can't even stay warm by snuggling. Will say the only good news is that I had a call yesterday and have a job interview for Monday. Hoping I hear from the hospital about the job that I really want. Better chance to move up and go down a career path. I would get tuition reimbursement as long as it's related to the medical field. Other than that nothing new has really happened.

 At first I thought that this guy was Joey, but this guy seems a bit taller and older. Never the less the guy is sexy. Bear is very interested in getting a chest harness like this one and I can see why. It does shape the chest very well.

 I'd love to have a body like this when I get older. You know he's got crazy stamina.

 Tattoos can be very sexy or very distracting. With this guy they work because they aren't just a bunch of little ones. It's a couple of big ones that work well together.

The guy standing is Mike Grant. He did a couple of videos awhile back. He was also on xtube under the name msclkink. What made him stand out is that he is a shooter. Like a big shooter. Then pair that with his sexy body he was the total package. I don't know what he's up to right now. Do know I wouldn't mind seeing him in a video again.

Videos

First up are two Daddy bears fucking. It starts off pretty believable if you ask me. A guy working construction doesn't take off his shirt even when everyone else did. Well clearly he shouldn't feel ashamed to be shirtless. Well that of course leads to well naked fun. Now this next video is suffering from the blogger preview problem. As I've said before for some reason redtube videos don't show up in my preview even after I stop blocking connections. I only have the name of the video which was motel fun. Third up are two guys fucking in a bar. Not going to lie if I saw this guy as a bartender and we touched hands like that, I'd want to do the same thing. He has just the right build and he's a very sexy daddy. Not to mention that dick is so not small. Last up is Rico Dulce, Vincenzo Titan, and Rocky Castro. This is the penultimate scene from the movie Crash of the Titans by Blue Productions. For those of you who are fans of Rico Dulce (which from the comments I've been reading is all of you) then you'll like this one. Certainly a great way to start a monday.

Quick recap

So short version why I'm doing a quick recap is Ted's daughter was in a wreck and I'm going to go drive her to the chiropractor later today. That means that Ted will be home and I can't post my naughty blog post then. First I want to answer some comments. Well kinda. Basically I do read the comments, but I only comment on them if it's something I want to address right away. For instance if someone miss read something I posted or something that really catches my attention. The rest of the time I'll either address it here or think it's not a comment that needs me to comment since it didn't really have a question. I was going to address some today, but well can't right now.
Over the weekend I spent time with Bear. It was such a great weekend. I got in late on Valentines and we watched a movie and snuggled up. Saturday we went to the gym then to where he works part time in a tattoo shop. Went to see one of his 3 older sisters after that then back to his place. All this time it's snowing which is a pain in the ass. It did finish early enough that we got to go the a gay bar that he frequents with two of his friends. Had a great time. My throat is a little sore from all the yelling. Sunday we just stayed at his place and played Super Smash Bros Brawl until I had to leave. Then when I got home Ted and his bf were going to go out with Ned and his bf. Well we all went out for dinner, shoveled Ted's daughters place, and back home for the Walking Dead. Then I just passed out. Oh and Bear knows I have a blog, but he hasn't seen it. Mainly because the last time a guy I was dating knew about this blog and read it I felt like I couldn't get things off my chest. And if I could have then it probably wouldn't have lasted as long.

 Now this is a nice vintage photo. It's clearly suppose to be a guy dressed as a Native American warrior riding on a horse. I must say I would love to see that riding down the street.

 I've always thought about getting a cock piercing, but I know that unless you cum a lot it kinda dribbles out. Plus most guys are going to ask you to take it out before you fuck, but man do they draw your attention well.

 Jesse Jackman is so sexy. Bear actually follows him on facebook. That's how I learned he's married...well "married" to Dirk Caber. They look so adorable together. Plus Jesse has such an interesting curve. Bear says he'd love to get fucked by a dick like Jesse's. Me I'd kinda be a bit worried. Mine curves to the left (which bear loves), but downwards just kinda scares me. I'd gladly fuck him though.

I don't know this guy's name. I do know that he grew this out for a role. He can also apparently suck himself. I have no problem with guys with beards this bushy especially if they have the face for it.

Videos

I must say Happy Valentine's Day to everyone. I'm packing up so I'm going to post the videos today. First up is the movie Bear sex party. This is an orgy involving bears and one of the more famous guys in it is Jack Radcliffe. It is a bit dated, but if you like bears you'll like this video. It is a classic in my opinion. Next up is Jake Andrews and the late Karim. This was another scene from the movie Duo if I recall right. This was one of the very few scenes that Karim did with another guy. This was also after Jake bulked up and got a few tattoos. It's a very hot scene. Third up is Tom Katt and Ryan Idol. I forgot what movie this was. It's a vintage scene obviously. Ryan was looking through Tom's portfolio and has a little fantasy about Tom. I don't know if this was Tom's first scene, but it plays out like it was. I know he had used a different alias at one time, but don't quote me on that. Last up we have a very hunky duo. The two guys are clearly into each other. Just a flat out good watch.

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Almost friday

So it's almost Friday which means I'm almost in my Bear's arms. I went out yesterday and got him a Valentine's day gift. It's a stuffed dog to help keep his bed warm when I'm not there. I also got him a Valentine's card and a birthday card. I'm so excited and can't wait to see him. He's an amazing boyfriend and I'm so lucky to have him.
With all that said I've been asked a question a few times in comments. With the news of Mike Dozer I'm getting asked what I've thought of him. Not about the situation, but about his work. To be honest I never really followed him. I know that he's the type of guy I normally go for, but I just never really got into his work. Seems like a lot of his stuff can't be found on the sites. Then the times it was, I never really watched. He's a guy that kinda fell under the Erik Rhodes rule. I watched a few of Erik's stuff, but as a majority I kinda didn't get into them. I don't know if it had to do with the stories I heard about him or what, but I just never got into Mike. That means I'm ok with him not working for awhile. Look at my videos. I think I posted 1 or 2 videos of his and that's it.
Just a note about tomorrow. Tomorrow I may only get the videos posted. I'm heading over to Bear's place in the afternoon and I'm cooking a pizza before I leave. 

 This is just the most adorable thing ever. I'm a big dog lover. So you get a cute guy with a cute puppy and my heart just flat out melts.

 This is David Dirdam. The sexy thing about David is that he was versatile. You'd think with a dick like that he'd be a strict top. No he bottomed as well as topped. Watching him bottom was hot because he'd be rock hard and his dick would just flop around. Just so hot to watch.

 This guy has a nice chest as you can tell. The ink isn't too bad either.

Well this guy is just flat out hot. A very sexy jock and the right amount of ink. Not to mention the body. It all works.

Videos

First up today is Gauge getting worshiped and fucking. This was from a movie called Before they Were Famous. It was suppose to be the first in a series. As far as I know it's not actually before his porn career mainly because he wasn't that big at the start of his career. Plus I doubt that a guy bringing room service would stick around and be the camera guy without worrying about getting back and or fired. Next up is the Bel Ami jack off. Basically this is from the largest orgy on camera last time I checked. It has 27 guys I believe. This is the big money shot scene. I would so hate this. Just because either you are the first guy to shoot or you have the pressure of being the last guy. You know that they kinda decide who cums and when. Third up is a bear orgy. This time it's just 6 guys. Certainly hot to watch. I don't know who put it out sadly. Last up is Luke Garrett and Skye Woods. I believe this is from the movie Dual by Colt. Well in this scene Skye is doing some posing while Luke watches on before getting a bit excited. I loved this scene. I was so into Skye and Luke at the time this movie came out. I go back and re watch it all the time. Certainly a hard one for me to not shoot too. Just flat out hot.

Here we go again

So me and Ted were talking last night and he told me some of the concerns he had with the relationship he's currently in. Last weekend the guy came over to our place to spend the weekend. Well he's kinda scatter brained. He doesn't really stop and think plans through. He was suppose to be at our place around 6 and didn't show up until after 8 because he left late. Well there were other concerns that needed to be addressed so Ted sent off an e-mail. Well the guy responded this morning to inform Ted that he won't be able to attend the Valentine's Banquet with me and bear like we had originally planned because he had to work. Well in the e-mail he mentioned he found this out on Sunday. So the fact that he found out about this Sunday and didn't call up or let Ted know ahead of time urks me. So that means Ted's not going anywhere this weekend. I can honestly say that I think this is the beginning of the end. Which means that I'll once again be in a relationship after Ted's has broken up. I don't know if it's just Ted not taking his time (even though they talked for over a week before they met and had several 3 hour phone conversations), or if he's picking up way damaged guys. I know he's just tired of dealing with this and I can't blame him.

 So what if Wonder Woman was Wonder Man. I think that's a safe idea of what he may look like. The funny thing is that female super heroes often wear a lot less than the men. Which is a shame because I think the men would be more fun to look at.

 I can not remember this guy's name ever. He did a few porn vids. I know he's an Aussie, but that's all I can remember. I know he's on Bigmuscle. Just don't remember his username.

 We've all done something similar to this. When you make your dick twitch to really tease your guy.

I don't know who this guy is, but man is he hung. And he's uncut so that just makes his dick that much more tasty.

Another note

So yesterday I was thinking more about the Mike Dozer story. Something that I forgot to mention is that Mike is HIV+. Now if it was other actors that wouldn't be such a big deal, but Mike has made it quite clear he's not a fan of condoms. Wore a shirt last year that said condoms were for pussies. So not only did he have sex with a 14 year old, but it most likely was unprotected sex. Again I try to reserve judgement, but it gets harder and harder to hear his side. The 14 year old could have pursued him all he wanted, but Mike was the adult so he could have said no. Plus you can't think a 14 year old is anything, but underage. They are not fully developed. Hell 18 year olds aren't always fully developed. Yeah everything works, but not all of them have the ability to have facial hair or body hair. I don't want to say throw the book at him, but well....throw the book at him. Yes at 14 we all would have loved to be with an older guy. It's a fantasy, but we are so naive of the world. We heard about STDs, but we don't really understand them. Can you imagine if at 14 you did get to be with that guy you wanted to be with only to find out that you now have this disease for the rest of your life and that it will affect any relationship you try to have in the future. The only way I can see this going away for him is if the 14 year old recants (which I doubt with the parents being around will happen), there's evidence to suggest that it was made up (pretty sure that also won't happen), or...well no those are the only real possibilities. The best option is a plea deal because otherwise I can see the maximum sentence being delivered if he's convicted.
Back to my bright note. I'll be going over to spend Valentine's and the weekend with my guy. Plus his birthday is tomorrow so it will be fun. We both can't wait. He's been sending me a lot of teaser photos. He took a picture of his sexy chest and sent it to me. Sent me a picture of himself after a shower today. This is of course fun. As I've said before I love the little things. Now I have to get him something for his birthday. Not something big and fancy, but something that shows that I was thinking of him. I'll probably go out tomorrow and just look around. Friday is going to be so great.

 Just yum. Flat out.

 This is from the video with Austin Wolf and Abele Place. This was the second Austin Wolf video I ever saw. It kinda cemented the hotness that is Austin in my mind. Abele is no slacker. The dude has a great body, but Austin just steals the show in my mind.

 I swear that bodybuilder show must be a strip show. I mean those posers are super super tiny. They don't leave anything to the imagination. Usually the posers are a little looser, but I'm not complaining.

This is of course Brad Hollibaugh. The thing that is the most shocking about that man is that he's big EVERYWHERE! He's not just this huge bodybuilder, but he is so hung. I'm surprised he even got his junk in those tiny things.