A great few days

So Bear came over Tuesday afternoon. We went to Applebees and ate with Ted and Ned. It was a fun night. Wednesday we went to the gym and had a great day of being in bed and making dinner. We also facetimed with his sister and niece and nephew. Oh that was a fun conversation. He's 4 and it's kinda obvious. We laughed about that conversation for awhile. We snuggled big time that night then woke up early to hit the gym. I also made muffins. The big thing about Thursday is that he topped me. This was the first time I was officially topped since...well a long time ago. I tried to get fucked by Buck, but well he's never been with a guy so it was hard to really get adjusted to him. Plus he didn't really talk me through it. Bear was so patient and gentle with me. Well as gentle as you can be putting a hard dick in an ass. It was so amazing. It just helped make our relationship more versatile. He was so worried about not being a good top and I was so worried about being a bad bottom that well it worked out pretty decent. He didn't shoot within 2 seconds. I do need to work on relaxing more so I can really enjoy it and so can he. And next week I'll be going over to his place.

 And this is Coach Mickey or Mike or Mikey depending on what you are watching or reading. He does more photo modeling than porn modeling. He just looks so sexy.

 The guy getting rimmed goes by a couple of different names. The one he most recently used was Moose. I think he was called Dino something at one point. He didn't do a lot of porn, but he is memorable in what he did do. As you can see the dude is huge. He often bottoms, but in the last thing he did he topped.

 I really need to get a fleshlight. Mainly to work on my stamina. I'm getting better now that I'm getting actual practice with a guy who actually wants to see me. If you've never had a fleshlight you are missing out. If you've wondered what it was like to top then you need to borrow one. The one I had was tighter than a lot of guys I swear.

This is a photo of Rocky LaBarre who is still my porn boyfriend. Bear does know about him. I believe this is from the video he did with Adam Russo. Sadly he has had some personal issues. I don't know what they were nor does it matter. He's going to try to get back into the swing of things and I wish him the best of luck. I admit that normally I would be all gossipy, but well I respect Rocky. He can reveal what he wants to on his time. Those of us not in porn get to do that so he deserves the same respect.