Long week

Sorry for the lack of posts guys. I have just not been in the mood to post when I don't have a video to post. I'm meeting up with bear this weekend, but this job search thing is really getting to me. How unemployment works here is that I have to perform 4 jobs searches a week. That doesn't sound too hard, but in a month that's 16 searches. There are only so many jobs I'm qualified for. I'm also trying to avoid jobs where I have to work directly with people. The job that I was hoping for went to someone else and now I'm hoping for the entry level position to finally become available. The problem of course is that it has to be posted internally for what seems like forever and then it finally gets posted to the general public. Now, yes I probably shouldn't keep trying to hold out, but the thing is this is the perfect job. It would lead to an actual career. There is a clear path of progression I can take. I can't say that about other places. I'm just feeling a bit defeated right now. I'm hoping some time with Bear will perk me up for the next week and I get some good news next week of some sort.

 As I've said before I love the little things in a relationship. I love being held by bear like this or vice versa. I will say that since he's taller and bigger than me it's easier for him to be the big spoon unless we are in bed. Plus I swear ever since dating him I've been turned on more and more by bears. I guess that makes sense. When you have a good time with a guy that fits a certain type you kinda want to stick with it. It's like guys who's first time was so great that they get hard from anyone that fits that mold.

 I don't know what video this is from, but I so want to see it. Anthony Gallo (the guy getting sucked) is such a hottie. He always gets me going. Looks like a leather scene which I enjoy as long as it's not this super heavy bdsm as well.

 This of course is Tom Chase. I will say seeing Tom's transition over his porn career is quite interesting. He went from this nicely built shaved guy to this hairy muscular daddy. He of course has since retired and gone back to private life. I will say the thing about Tom was that he was a shooter. I don't mean like it was a very watery shot or a shot and then that's it. No he'd shoot a decent amount of cum.

This is Craig Reynolds. Oh he is sexy. He's another guy that I'm pretty sure retired. No clue what he's doing now. I will say the thing that was so hot about Craig is that he looks like he'd be a total top, but he pretty much always bottomed. I'm trying to remember if I ever saw him top on camera and I can't say I can think of a single scene. I guess that's what made it so hot to watch him fucked. To see this guy who looks like he's a strict top bottom and be this power bottom.