Today is the day

It's me and my boyfriend's anniversary and I figured something out. I need to stop thinking about our relationship. What I mean is I need to stop analyzing everything. That's my big problem. I think so much that I overlook things. I love my boyfriend. He makes me happy and that's all that matters. I'm just going around looking for problems thinking about every little thing he does or that I do. So tonight when we snuggle up to watch the movie we rented I'm going to just be in the moment. Then take him to bed and show him a good time. We had sex last night, but neither of us released. Me the problem was I loss the big push by cumming yesterday morning. I swear every time that it happens he suddenly wants to get all romantic. Yes I could stop edging, but if I just wait around for him to be in the mood then I get cranky. I will say that this morning I did come up with my idea for a scene of a porno. I'll probably post it tomorrow. I know it will be really long so I have to start on it early. Or I could say screw it and not worry about it since I'm lazy. Or just write from the head like I always do.