Back to work

I had a pretty good weekend. Me and Ted went out of town to just hang then I went with some friends to a demolition derby on Saturday. Was fun all around and I got some fun pictures. Sent Coach one that made him chuckle. Yesterday was a nice day. Didn't do anything. Just watched a bit more true blood.
The other good thing is that Ted and Coach are getting along. Not to mention that Ted has pretty much said he's not going to pursue me (romantically) anymore. Coach and Ted will be meeting the first week of October. Things there are going well which has made my life a little less heavy. Now it's just focusing on Ted and his dating life. Last week three guys were interested in him and sadly he's seeing the crappy side of dating. The one he's talked to the most seems like he has the most to hide. Just feels like he's avoiding something and I think it's that he's HIV positive. I mean the guy told Ted he was going on a date (saturday), but not sure too much was going to happen (why he had to tell ted this is beyond me) because the guy lied to him (and yet you are still going out with him) and that's not a good sign. Then he tells Ted about the date (again why?) saying that the guy has to blow into his car to get it started (so a smoker and heavy drinker). When asked how many OWI's the guy had he responded that it was too many. With all that in mind he tells Ted that he THINKS he won't see that guy again. Needless to say Bachelor number 1 is done. Bachelor number 2 was actually in the city me and Ted went to go visit and asked if he could meet us. Ted said where would you like to meet and when. We never heard back from him until after we got back. Apparently his reply was left in the draft box. The e-mail was sent on Thursday. We were going up there on Saturday. Wouldn't you think you would try a little harder to get a hold of someone coming to meet you? Plus he seems to have trouble writing. In the last e-mail he sent it just made no sense. I read it myself. So bachelor number 2 is pretty much done. Thus leaves bachelor number 3. He by far seems to have connected to Ted the best. He's also the closet. The problem is that he works nights so there are long periods of time when he won't respond back. He gave Ted his e-mail address and made it sound like he was going to respond more regularly, but sadly he didn't respond at all yesterday and so far hasn't responded today so Ted is pretty down about it. I have a feeling he will respond and he's not just playing Ted and even told him that, but he's still feeling down. Needless to say they'll be exchanging phone numbers soon so that they can at least text. Something I need to get Coach to do since he doesn't have a cellphone yet.

Speaking of Coach we have a date Saturday and I'm staying the night. It will be nice to be able to just enjoy our time together. Be able to enjoy each other all night. What I am looking forward to the most is waking up next to him. Seeing that smile he gives me. To hold him and kiss him good morning. That has always been my big thing. I've always found waking up next to someone to just be so calming. In romantic movies when the two characters wake up next to each other and smile it always makes my heart melt. In porn it makes my heart melt and my dick hard. That's just how I am. Even with Ted it was nice to just be able to wrap my arms around him while sleeping or in the morning to let him know I'm there. The first time I ever had sex, I stayed over at the guys place. For him it was just sex and that was clear. He wouldn't let me hold him and wouldn't hold me. That was some of the most restless sleep I had. Then towards the morning wants to get frisky. With coach I've never felt that. I've stayed over before and even if we weren't holding each other we were still touching in some way. It felt so right and it will feel so right on Saturday. Even if we don't have sex the entire time I'm there (ha we will) as long as I get to hold him and snuggle with him at night I'm good.
I've been meaning to post this song for awhile, but just finally remembered to do it. I'm sure you've heard of RuPaul's drag race? If not then well get your head out from under that rock. Anyway I started watching in the 2nd season. I was home visiting my mom and there was a marathon on of the first and 2nd season. I actually saw the ending for the 2nd season before anything. Then from there I kinda went backwards to watch it. By far I think it's the best season. The reason being is that it seemed like even the bitchest contestant made an emotional connection with the audience. I think the most powerful moment in the 2nd season was when Pandora Boxx talked about thinking of committing suicide. She got tons of e-mails and letters saying that others can relate and thanks for sharing the story in the reunion special and it's true. There is a reason why Pandora has a huge following. I wish she would have won to be honest, but I digress. The song for that season (Don't be Jealous of my Boogie) always got stuck in my head and still does from time to time (probably cause it's on my mp3 player). This is a video that was put together by supahypasonic. It has clips from the show and the untucked special. I like it more than the official video.

And my Monday has been long

It's only 11:45 (as of the time I'm writing this) and I'm so ready for today to be over. It has just been a long morning. Slow at the store plus seems like I can't get going. Also had trouble placing an order today which didn't help. I'm just now getting some breakfast in. Well the 2nd part of my breakfast that I save for when I get to work. Anyway a lot happened this weekend.
The good news is that my ex boyfriend Ted is on a dating website. Which now that I've gone through one day with him on that website is also bad news. Saturday he was all up beat. He had a guy that he thought was cute he contacted and had a few guys wink at him. Sunday he was a little depressed. The guy that he messaged apparently is giving up searching for a bit so he can focus on his school and job. The other bad news is that he's sent some e-mails to other guys and hasn't heard back. He was also contacted by two other guys and he isn't to thrilled about them. One lives about three hours away and Ted doesn't want to do a whole lot of driving which I can't blame him. Three hours is a lot of time on the road and would require either staying over a lot or having 6 hours free and a lot of money for gas. The other lives local and is one of those stuck on himself guys. At first I thought he wasn't giving him a far shake, until I read his profile. It's one of those "I'm a fit masculine man who's very professional and traveled the world" type of profiles. The kind that make you just go gross. He even answers his e-mails saying "Fit masculine guy here". Who does that? Who truly responds to every e-mail or message with fit masculine guy here? Now as for the guy that lives three hours away I kinda talked Ted into giving him a chance to get to know him. Saying that if you put it right out there that you aren't looking to do a lot of traveling then it may work. Sounds like he is self employed and has a lot of time that he could spend on driving. Even said in his profile he could move anywhere. They are pretty close in age and he seems like a nice guy. So like I said this is a kinda good news bad news situation.
There is a lot going on here. One he's on a dating website that caters to both men and women gay and straight. Two he's finally put a picture of him up on the website. Three he hasn't gotten the best reception. Four it's a pay site. He's paid for 3 months on the site. See I'm always leery of sites where you have to pay to do anything. Just cause you pay doesn't make it a good site. Yes it can weed out the players, but it can also scare away people who are good. I have no interest in paying to find a guy to talk to. I only joined sites like gay.com, bear411, Manhunt, and adam4adam. Not all at the same time and the only one I'm still on is bear411. Each site caters to a different crowd. Ted is looking for a real relationship. Hopefully he can find a guy on the site cause if not....well going to be hard on me and Coach.
In other news Coach will be meeting Ted tomorrow. Well that is assuming he doesn't change his mind. I'm trying to respect that he is having a hard time. No one likes seeing their ex find someone before them. Especially when you are still trying to get over him or her. It's just starting to get hard. Last night for instance. I wanted to stay up until 11:30 to watch the Robot Chicken DC comics special (which was kinda a let down). I said that when he asked if I was staying up and he says you are just saying that cause you want to talk to Coach (he said his real name). Note that I had talked to Coach earlier in the day and he knew about it. I didn't hide it. He said it with a smile, but at the same time it didn't feel like a complete joke. I said no I'm really staying up to watch that special plus to talk to him this late would be rude to you. He said well you could text. I said Coach doesn't have a cell phone (one thing I constantly remind him of) and that we talk through e-mail which I can do at any time. Plus he was asleep at the time. And that's just one of the recent comments. I'm trying to be honest with him and not hide things, but comments like that make it hard. If I'm staying up to talk to my boyfriend I'll say so. If he had stayed up he would have saw I wasn't lying. Respect works both ways and I'm just going to have to say something. Just haven't wanted to rock the boat too much since we have been doing really well. For the most part he was good Sunday.
Well in positive news Coach has some more stat updates. I got them Saturday, but this was after I had finished the blog and didn't want to go back to do an update. I was working on a Saturday so excuse my laziness on that.

Current Weight: 190lbs
Lifting Stats: working bench press for reps 200-215lbs
Squats 235-250lbs
Romanian deadlifts 260lbs
Barbell curl 85lbs-95lbs
Shrugs 250lbs-260lbs
Overhead barbell shoulder press 110lbs-115lbs
Dumbbell concentration curls at 40lbs
Is it any wonder why he can lift me up so easily? And No that picture isn't Coach, but I felt like posting it here.

I found this on Lolsnaps this morning and just had to post it. Wish they also showed wrestling too. Not the professional stuff, but the college and high school stuff with singlets. That's another one that could fit it in with the picture. Just draw singlets on the guys.