Layered day

I just don't know how the hell I'm suppose to feel today. Honestly this day has been crappy. I'm tired of dealing with people. I want to go to my room and sleep the rest of the day away. People are just fucking pissing me off today. Then I was so fucking horny this morning. I could have gone to an orgy and fucked every guy and still been horny, yet at the same time I didn't want to cum. I'm just fed up with everything. Fed up with my boyfriend and dealing with his family. I'm fed up with my so called friend ignoring me all the time then all of a sudden want to get buddy buddy when he's super happy or going through a crisis. Then all of a sudden oh what's wrong with you. I'm so pissed and sad and horny and happy (because it's finally warm). Then it didn't help that my boyfriend decides he wants to tell me to shut up. So I have and haven't said a word to him since. I've been in a funk all day and he just yells out shut up to me. Yeah I just honestly am done. I don't want to go home. I don't want to talk to people. Just want to yell out to the world and say fuck you all.

The above guy is Jusup Wilkozs. Least that's what the title of this clip said. I posted it because honestly this is the bodybuilder I'm a bit more interested in. Yeah who doesn't like a guy that's just a wall of muscle, but someone like this guy would be fine by me. This guy was back when symmetry was more important then freaky size. It's why they call it the golden age of bodybuilding.
Today (on my better moment) I introduced to one of my chat mates to Dodger Wolf. I'm actually surprised that he never heard of him. I sent him this picture. I then introduced him to the video that introduced the world to him. The one of him and Adam Russo. The thing about Dodger is he just is sexy. He doesn't really have to try. I mean you look into his eyes and you are just drawn in. And who wouldn't want to rub that pelt?
This is Alexey Lesukov who's made a huge splash in the bodybuilding world. If I recall right he's only 20 years old. Probably 21 by now. Anyway the sheer size of this guy is incredible. That being said the only thing I could think about when looking at this picture is I want to strangle the person that did his coloring. I mean it's running down his stomach. That's not his fault. I doubt he got docked points or anything because of it (maybe he did), but that is something that should not have happened when you have someone else doing your coloring.

Feeling alone

So my boyfriend is starting the care of the family member. I feel alone right now because he's so worried about her. And I mean he should be. No reason why he shouldn't be, but I know that he's going to be away from me a lot these next few weeks. Depending on how the surgery goes will depend on how often I see him. My friend is doing his own thing now that he's not working we don't talk as much. Just feel lonely. Mainly because I know I can't say anything to my boyfriend about it. I don't want him thinking I'm selfish. The worst part of it all is I keep seeing the worst possible scenario in my head which just pisses me off. I mean it's basically like I'm wishing her dead. I don't do that to people. Think it's one of the most horrible thoughts a human being could have towards another one, yet I can't stop because if she did die a lot could change for me and my boyfriend. Like he could be moving out. One of the sucky things about not living near your friends and family. You can't just have a sit down heart to heart. Oh well eventually my friend will be back on and maybe I could talk to him.
I find Alexsander Frietas so hot. It's the attitude. I mean the dude has a great body and knows it. You see it in the way he fucks. Plus I'm drawn to guys with tattoos and accents. A little fun fact I didn't know. The guy is only 5' 7". I always thought he was at least 6'. Well that is unless the jockbutt bio is wrong. I mean I'm 5' 6" and I don't look anything like him. Everything is at the right proportion with him. He's not overly bulky and not twink slim either. Love to know his diet and workout routine.
This is clearly at a bodybuilding show, but the guy looks kinda drunk. He looks like he's seconds away from pulling his posers all the way down. Not that any of us would have a problem with that. For that reason I had to post it.
I know that this is probably the most over used pose in the bodybuilding world, but well can you blame them. When done right everything just pops. Hence why it was given the name most muscular. The funny thing is that it's a relatively new pose when you think about it. It's one of those fun random facts I know. Glad someone thought of it because some guys look so hot when they do it.

Can't win

So now my boyfriend is sick. And of course he doesn't want to kiss me because he doesn't want to get me sick. Then again I'm not exactly up to par myself. So that's another week without sex. And sadly I won't get to edge until Tuesday probably. He's obviously not going anywhere tomorrow, and today I'm at work. Sunday he won't be going anywhere either. Monday is another full work day. I know I'll be getting bitchy by that time. Doesn't help that my friend is over at his boyfriend's house so I have no one to talk to. That makes me even bitchier. It's going to be a long weekend. A weekend I'm not looking forward too.

Bodybuilders and mirrors. No matter how many times I see it, I never get tired of it. I mean part of the sport requires you to check yourself in the mirror all the time. You have to make sure you're doing the pose right. Or that things look symmetrical. Show me a bodybuilder that doesn't check himself out in the mirror and I'll show you someone that will never win a competition. Besides so many gyms have mirrors everywhere.
I'm not a guy that's into piercings. Except in two places. Well technically three. Nip and cock rings. Those are the only ones I have no problem with guys getting. Ear rings and lip rings. I'm just not a fan of. This guy has the nip rings I like. I'm find with the bar through them, but the rings are more fun to play with. Well I assume they are more fun to play with. Never been with a guy who had them. My boyfriend doesn't like guys with any piercings. So he discourages me in getting mine done. Then again he was against me getting another tattoo and well now he's on board with it. To each their own.
I must say I love this guys chest. A nice hefty size with very suckable nips. Guys like this are hard to find. Least for me. Only met one with nips like that. Sadly he didn't have this guys pecs. If he had I'm pretty sure I would have never left Texas. Least not for awhile.

Maybe I'm being picky

I'm thinking I'm getting picky. Lately I have been having a hard time finding new videos to post. Lately a lot of the ones coming out lately or ones I don't care to promote, or they are just trailers, or I know I posted them already. Just don't want to be forced to post something just to have something to post. Like to have videos posted that I'd watch myself. Maybe I'm just not horny enough to make good choices. I mean I've seen so many clips that I thought were hot and then when I was less horny I said wait why did I like this? Probably also need to open up the sites I visit. I mean I go to the same ones all the time. Then again those have rarely failed me. The other sites seem to be hits and misses for me. Plus not all of the sites out there let you embed videos. Meh like I said I could be just getting too picky. Or a lot more studios are clamping down on scenes leaking out. That sounds about right.
I know this guy is wearing posing trunks, but you got to admit it looks like he's naked and just gracefully keeping his hands above his junk. I must say this guy is ripped though. I mean look at the definition in that left arm. Not to mention his legs. I have a feeling he's another guy in the under 5' 7" club. Again proving just because you aren't tall doesn't mean you can't have a banging body.
This is a black and white photo of a guy named Stonehedge XXL. Least I think that's what he goes by. Saw a manifest men video of him. That's what they called him. Anyway he's kinda the guy I talk about all the time. Has a big upper body, but doesn't seem to pay too much attention to his legs. When I watch the video of the guy seemed like he was very into himself. Always a turn off for me. I of course could be wrong, but doubt it. Plus I'm pretty sure he's on steroids. Either that or he was just not aroused at all that day because he shot like nothing.
I'm going to keep saying it because of images like this. Bodybuilding is a very homoerotic sport. Looks like (based on the sponsors) this image came from the good ole USA. I mean seriously? Competitors come up and hold you while your posing? Not to mention based on that pouch doesn't look like the guy being held doesn't like the attention. And look at that smile on the hugger's face. I seriously need to go to one of these competitions one of these days.

Keep coming back to one thought

That is why do porn stars retire. I know that there are a multitude of reasons why they retire, but I just can't help wondering. I'd like to know what keeps others going. I was on the Gods Amongst Men blog and I was looking at some recent pics of Str8 Jeff. He's clearly changed in the 10 years he's been camming. Name one person that looks the same after 10 years, but I look at him now and just think is that it? Is that what gets some people to quit. That they can actually watch themselves age in the movies they do? Do they feel pressure to always look 100%? Or is it truly more for some. I know Tom Chase quit because he wanted to go back to being a private citizen again, but what about others. I still don't know why Eric Evans quit, but I suspect it had something to do with trying to find a solid relationship. Hank Hightower just disappeared. Steve Parker seems to keep coming and going, but I think he's officially done. I guess it's that whole human curiosity thing. We want to know everything right away even when it's none of our business. Just look at the mess that is Charlie Sheen. People just have to know. Also have to be there for the car crash.
I saw this photo and just had to have it. Samuel Colt has always been a big guy with a great body, but in this photo he just looks so massive. I wish I knew where this came from. I'm not saying he wasn't impressive before, but I mean wow. Maybe it's just the shaved body that makes him look bigger. Just wow.
Awhile ago I posted a clip with these two in it. They are the only two twins that I do not mind watching have sex. I mean lately there have been so many twins and triplets in porn, but well these two had me really watching and enjoying it. Probably because it was the only porn they did. Maybe because it was Kristen Bjorn who was the director. Or probably because they are twins that have a great build unlike all the others.
The legs always get me. That is seriously the first place I go now. I use to love watching guys do this pose. Now I can't help, but notice their legs. I hate guys with skinny legs now. My boyfriend did that to me. I can still appreciate a strong upper body, but there has to be some work on the legs too. Least this guy is on the right track. Great leg definition.

Funny what we pay for

I really am shocked at some of the things people pay for. I was on facebook and an ad came up saying are you building muscle the right way? I was curious so I went to their website. Honestly it was a joke. Basically it was telling guys that they are going after the wrong size. That we all need to avoid the big 3. There are squats, deadlifts, and bench press. Saying we don't want to get the big bulky muscle like the wrestlers on the WWE. Basically saying that we all should be underwear models in terms of our build. Ok just because that's how you want to look, doesn't mean every other guy wants to look like that. I personally rather look like an off season bodybuilder rather then be an underwear model. The guy basically said that I'm wrong for that. Now before you say that I do that on this blog I don't. I point out the things that I like in the picture and what I would change to make me like it even more, but I never say that they have to do what I say. This guy basically said all guys should have muscle, but be slim. He then has a dvd which tells you how you should workout. Know I don't want a guy telling me how I should want to look.
A hairy stud wearing leather. Yeah I love this one.
I love this picture. Mainly because it remind me of that golden age of bodybuilding. Seems like back then it really was a sport. Now it seems like it is all about the mass not just mass and symmetry. Plus so few guys do that pose now. I think it does a great job of showing definition of the body. Making it a literal work of art. Least that's my opinion.
Two things come to mind when I look at this picture. 1. Great definition. 2. Wow that poser is tiny. I mean you can see some pubes popping up. I always wonder when I see photos like this what is the rule on posers. Does it change based on the level you are at? Like do they require you to wear more if you are in the junior league, but remove that rule when you get older. Are the stricter on amateurs then the professionals? Or does it truly change from country to country. Now back to the definition of this guy. Great leg definition. Great arms. I mean you really can see where one muscle group starts and finishes. So amazing.

Time is flying

Yep seems like all of a sudden time has sped up for me. Maybe because I'm looking forward to going home to see all my friends. I'm most excited to see my best friend and his boyfriend. I mean this truly is his first boyfriend that wants to meet me. That even talks to me all by himself. Just the other day the boyfriend commented on my facebook status. May sound like a small thing, but when your best friend's past 2 boyfriends seemed to never want to talk or even meet you it's a big deal. The first guy actually kept my friend from seeing me saying he was too shy. My friend was a bit too in love to get his ass up and meet me and my boyfriend on his own. The 2nd guy is younger then me and honestly wasn't going to stick around. Yeah he friended me on facebook, but never talks to me. I sent him a message letting him know he can talk to me. That was it. I even told him happy b-day and got not so much as a thank you. Plus the guy wants to have a jack off session with all three of us. Which is awesome since it's in the rules set up between me and my boyfriend whenever I go back to Texas.

So this video is something that's currently in production that follows bodybuilders on their 12 week journey to get prepared for a competition. Again proving that I could never be a bodybuilder. I think this is a dvd series that the company is putting out. Don't think it will be on tv which is a shame. Anyway this is the first day when they go over poses. I'd so quit after the first day. Some guys look pretty good...others not so much. Plus when one of your instructors looks like that....yeah kinda makes me want to quit.
Does the free standing erection pose ever get old? I don't think so. Just seems like such an erotic thing. I mean a free standing erection. Means the guy is aroused so much so that his dick is wide awake. It's a lot different when a guy holds his dick up.
Got this picture for two reasons. One I love vintage stuff. The vintage muscle man is one of my favorites. The other reason is it's from a site I thought was long gone. The I love my sugar daddy blog. It is at a new address. And back in my side bar links. So glad it's back. I got some of my favorite clips from that blog. Not to mention there are always good pictures to find.

Yep on a prohormone

I'm clearly on one. I had the apartment to myself and did not feel the need to jack off. Not feeling my normal horny self. That tells me it's working. As for Valentine's night me and my boyfriend just snuggled. I did not feel like going at it. Neither did it. Mainly because we watched Being Human and he has a problem with vampires and biting and blood. So here's hoping the lack of horniess and sexual desire results in a lot more muscle growth. Honestly if I'm like this the rest of the cycle then screw doing it before I go down to Texas. Probably just do the one I normally do. That one doesn't seem to kill my sex drive. Maybe it's stress of things too. Won't worry about it now. Tomorrow is another day. Plus it hasn't helped that I have been finding very few good videos to post. That is one thing that usually puts me in the mood. That's how most of my edging sessions start.

The guy in the above video is Klaus Doring. He is yet more proof of guys that inject themselves with oil to make their muscles look bigger and go way too far. I mean if you look at him from a certain point up, you think oh he's built quite well. Then you go down and say holy shit what happened. I mean as you all know I like pec bouncing, but when this guy did I just laughed. It looks like a muscle twitch. It barely moves. Then when you see him in the gym and even though you can't hear what the guys are saying (or anything in this clip) you know what they are thinking. What the hell happened to him. Always got to ask why?
On to something far less grotesque. This is another picture that makes Carl Hardwick's dick look huge. I don't know how long it is in real life. I think it's actually average size, but it looks huge here. And it's soft. Least looks that way. I think every staircase needs something like this.
Most of you know that bodybuilders are divided into classes based on their weight. I believe it goes lightweight, middleweight, heavyweight, and super heavyweight. I believe this guy would be in one of the later. I mean he just looks huge. Not just huge, but looks like he has some good definition and vascularity going too. Just wow. Massive.

That's a weight off

So the guy I was helping suddenly stopped e-mailing me last week. The first day I didn't worry, but the 2nd day I really did start to worry. So I sent an e-mail saying just checking in, but hadn't gotten a reply. Well he replied today and I just feel so much better. In case you hadn't noticed it, I freak out very easily. My mind wonders from point A to B to Z in no time flat. I mean when we left off he was still in a vulnerable position and I feared the worst. Turns out it was just school messing with his free time. I know some of you might think that's weird, but I'm a pretty over protective person. If someone comes to me in their hour of need and I try to help them, I'm going to be watching them like a hawk. I don't every want them to be in that dark hour again. Plus this guy is about my sisters age so a bit of my older sibling kicked in. Just glad he's ok and feeling better.
This is another image of Carl I've never seen before. I mean I've never seen him with his hair that way or his facial hair in that manner. Worked for him. Plus it's just a great shot of the horse shoe that is his tricep. He has a great classic body.
I go this image from Roids and Rants. It was part of Erik's Chris Wide posting. I didn't post the image because of that. I posted it because of the headline at the bottom above the bar code. Roids on the net? Good buy - or Bust? I'm sorry, but why are you even opening that up for debate. I mean did they actually try to buy steroids on the web? Just seems to go against the point of a muscle magazine. Seems like they always try to give you exercises or how to look for good supplements, not hey if you want to buy Steroids go to this site. Maybe that's just me.
Well this picture is just interesting. I mean the guy in the front just does not look aware about anything going on right now. Plus if you have no hair on the top of your head keep it that way. That weird puff just throws it all off. Then as you cut off the head it looks like a much better picture. I mean he has a great build and his posing trunks are pretty low. I mean you can see his pubes and a bit of the base of his dick.

Almost a year

Hard to believe soon me and my boyfriend will have officially lived together for a full year. Speaking of which I know my blog's anniversary is coming up in February as well. I should really track that down. Hard to believe it really has been a year. I mean so much has happened in this past year. A lot of things have changed at work. A lot of my relationships with friends and co-workers has changed. Me and my boyfriend have also changed. I think I'm starting to calm down. Think mainly because I'm so focused on getting bigger. At 5' 6" 160ish pounds you'd think I'd be happy. Just that when I look at my co-worker and I look at some of the guys in the store it feels like I really haven't done anything to impress them. Seems like the only one that noticed the change is my boyfriend and my friends. The friends only said something because I prompted them to say something. Anyway I wonder what the next year brings. Besides more fights between me and my boyfriend. The blog seems to get a steady stream of people. Even get people that search for it by name. Would be a bit cooler if I got more followers, but hey what are you going to do. Not like I started this blog to be famous. It was more of an outlet for the thoughts I want to express, but can't in my day to day life. Plus the videos are again just in case there is a video I want to download, but can't at the time.
I've had this picture on my hard drive for awhile. I never posted it because I couldn't remember if I posted it or not. So if I have oh well. Anyway what shocks me is just the size of this guy. I mean look at those biceps. They literally look like tear drops. you don't see that very often. Plus he is super ripped. Mass plus great definition. That's hard to really see on a bodybuilder in season. Usually you don't really see it until after the tan and the posing gel is on. Plus he looks so young. I bet he's in his late teens to early twenties. Most likely younger then me. Yep I'm jealous.
This guy is Brad Rowe. What amazed me about this picture was his legs. I mean they look massive. I'm not saying the rest of him isn't impressive, but I just can't stop staring at his legs. They are not only massive, but defined and very vascular too. Just wow. A lot of guys don't train their legs. All too often I hear guys who say they don't train their legs or they do it once in awhile, so when I see a guy who clearly trains his legs (very well I might add) I have to commend them for it. Wish more guys would build massive lower and upper bodies not just upper. They always look weird with a huge upper and chicken legs.
I'm a sucker for photos like this. Mainly because when you capture the moment that cum shoots out of a dick it's an interesting photo. I mean clearly this guy enjoyed jacking off. Sadly he's kinda passed the oh face. I would love to see the video that this came from. Sadly it's probably just a photo of a guy jacking off. I'd like to see this guys technique. One of the things I like to see is how a guy pleasures himself. Mainly because it's always nice to learn new techniques of enjoyment.

Story behind the fetish

Have you ever wondered what was the story that made someone turned on by a certain action. Well the psychology class I took tells us that it's a learned response. You pair a certain stimulus with a certain reaction and eventually you can get that reaction from the stimulus. Like you could get certain smells to make a person aroused if enough reinforcement was put in. Anyway I ask that question because I was on xlive looking for vids and I saw one of this guy. I've seen a few of them he posted on the site. Lately when I put my cursor over the image to preview it he looked like he was smeared with mud. Now I thought ok maybe that was some bad tanner. Well today sadly didn't confirm that. He had a vid on there called poppin and poopin. Yeah that was a turn off. Never clicked that video. I know the human brain can do so many things, but I just don't ever see what could happen to make a person aroused by poop. Obviously enough people are aroused by it to cause it to have the name of scat and to have videos put out with it. I mean what in the world could make you get over the smell to be aroused by it. Like I said I know there is a story involved and I kinda (sadly) want to know what it is. Just like I wonder what possesses people to have sex with animals. I mean at least fisting I can get how someone finds that arousing. I don't find it arousing, but I get it. If someone wants to explain it to me I'd gladly appreciate it.
Got to admit this guy is clearly well endowed. There is no stiffness in that pouch, but it's clearly very full. That angle can be very flattering or very embarrassing. I mean this guy isn't the biggest guy ever, but got to admit with that package I can't imagine anyone leaves bed unsatisfied.
You have to be so secure in your masculinity to take a picture like this. I mean clearly this guy's girlfriend is taking the picture. You can see her in the mirror. So I kinda wonder why do I have this picture. Did someone break up with someone. Did someone piss someone off? Then on top of that his pecs actually fill out that top pretty well. Means either his pecs are that big or his girlfriend's tits are that small. Least he has the muscle to beat up anyone that dares make fun of him for this picture.
Seems like every winner has this happen to them. They get so wrapped up winning and holding the trophy and thanking the crowd that sometimes they peak out a bit. Sadly I can't tell how his dick is positioned. Looks like it's sticking forward and if that's true then wow not too impressive flaccid. There is a reason why they always say check yourself.

Living through my friend

So my best friend is back to dating again. I'm sadly living through him. I love hearing about how he went over to a guys place and had sex and had a great conversation. I do miss that part of being single. The falling for a guy. Being able to have sex with a guy without worrying about well being with another guy, but again I know the single life isn't for me. I just do better in a relationship. I love my boyfriend so much. I enjoy that we know each other and joke with each other and can be vulnerable with one another. I just miss the first bit of wooing that happens with a new relationship. Plus the sex is pretty nice the first time. It's finding those buttons that make the other guy moan. Yet again I wouldn't trade the fact that I know where my boyfriend's buttons are and I know how to stimulate him. There aren't too many more surprises that we have left. It's also probably because I have gotten closer to my friend over time. I've seen him come out so to speak (long story). I kinda have a crush on him, but as he pointed out on a different occasion there is nothing wrong with having a crush. It's just making sure you don't act on it. Once he's in a relationship I think I'll feel better, not just because I know he's happy, but because I know there is no chance of us getting together. I crush very easily which isn't a great thing. Plus he acts so different from my boyfriend. I'm just torturing myself trying to figure this out, but I will say I'm not leaving my boyfriend. I know I'm not because I really don't think I'll be able to find the love that I have with him out there. Yes my friend seems more exciting, but he's not going to love me the same way my boyfriend does. He won't tell the same jokes. They are two different people and I've fallen for the guy I have now. I'm young and my hormones still haven't settled down. I know in the long run I'm better off with my boyfriend.
Got this picture off an e-mail I sent. I can't remember this guy's name. I know he did a jack off session for playgirl tv. Which is a whole different story that I should tackle tomorrow maybe. Anyway what drew me to this picture is the way his dick looks. I mean look at the head. See how shiny it is. You don't see that too often. Usually only time it happens is with a lot of lube. I just can't stop staring at it. So I saved it and posted it here.
When I saw this picture I thought this guy was Vince Ferelli. I was like "I knew Vince was a bodybuilder". Then I looked again and saw that it's a different guy. I like guys with that facial shadow. Just looks so rugged. Just wish the guy would have gone the extra mile and taken off the pants. Not just put them around his ankles. Throws the whole picture off.
Wow. I'm looking at this guy and that's all I can really think. I mean he doesn't appear to be wearing any coloring. Also doesn't have any posing gel and he looks that defined and tan on stage. Plus that poser is just the perfect size. Even though you can't see his face too well, he has a great smile. Really do have to go to a bodybuilding show one of these days.

Could burn that book

So my boyfriend read this book that a friend of his recommended him read. So for like 3 weeks he went on and on about this book. Well pretty soon he forgot about it. My boyfriend tends to get swept up in things. If there is a story on the news he just goes on and on about it. Well when he forgot about it I was happy. Well my dad's b-day was coming up and he suggested that I get him the book. So we sent my boyfriend's copy because my boyfriend heard that there is a new version of the book out. Guess what he's reading right now. The worst part is, that for me a lot of what he's saying is common sense stuff and I learned it already. The book is about perception and not taking things personally and changing the way you think. Well again all this is typically stuff I already know or already do. Yet I have to hear about it form him. I can't just yell shut up or anything. Just have to hope he gets it out of his system again and never reads it again like he always says he's going to. Love that man, but man he can seriously be a dog with a bone sometimes.
More proof why I'd go to the masters division of a bodybuilding contest rather then the one with the younger guys. Again this is a guy that I find really attractive. He's not ashamed of his age (doesn't dye the hair), clearly takes care of himself, and clearly has a good size package. Plus facial hair always looks good on guys. It's always funny when I see pictures from the masters division of a bodybuilding contest. Some of the guys could get confused for younger contests when you look at their bodies. Don't believe me? Try it on this guy. Put your hand over the head and you'd think it was a younger bodybuilder.
The posing in jeans is always an under appreciated art form. Well I say it's an art. This guy just has great symmetry. His body does make a V. Wide on the top and narrow in the middle. Plus I do like seeing guys that are in shape, but aren't overly muscular. Those guys tend to make better boyfriends in my opinion. They don't spend so much time in the gym and money on supplements that you'd be a 2nd priority. It's hard work to get a body like this guy has. It's sad that there are a lot of guys that would say this guy needs to get bigger. I think he looks amazing the way he is.
This pic shows the a bit of the work that goes on behind the scenes. A bodybuilder can't look his best if he goes out on stage as is. They need tanner to make sure the muscles don't get washed out in the lights. Plus gel helps with that as well. I mean look at this guy. You can see yeah he's in shape, but the muscles pop where the coloring has been applied. I always thought about getting a job doing that, but honestly I'd be too scared about screwing up. It's a lot harder then it looks. Plus I'd spend too much time drooling.

New Rule

When it comes to my boyfriend I have a new rule. The rule is don't ever mention anything about how I feel. That way I don't have to deal with his drama. Yesterday I come home and I apparently looked tired. I simply said long day. Well he starts poking. What's bothering you. I said you sure you want to know. He says he does. So I give him the cliff notes version which basically said things that he did without saying he specifically did them. Then he asked for specifics. So I told him. Well that pissed him off. Then why the hell did you keep probing. So now he's sulking. So you know what screw it. I won't tell him about my day. I won't tell him how I'm feeling unless he just asks for it. I'm not apologizing either. I stated how I felt after HE asked me. He sulked so much he didn't get up to go to the gym with me. So I went alone. I'm not going to deal with his drama. He asked me about my feelings I told him and now he's off licking his wounds. Don't ask a question if you can't stand the answer. So like I said new rule. I won't tell him anything. It's all going here. When he's ready to listen to what I have to say and feel.
The weird thing about this pic is the guy reminds me so much of Patrick Dempsey. It's the hair and eye brows. Once you get to the eyes and nose it's all wrong. It just gets me thinking. What random thing is out there that haunts Patrick. Simon Rex has videos of him jacking off. Seems like every other male celeb has a pic of them pants less. That's what this pic makes me think of.
This is a great photo if you cut it off at the neck. This guy is just making a weird face that is ruining the pic. I mean the pose is great. His body looks so amazing relaxed like that. Then you see his face and it just destroys the amazingness. It's kinda like the who farted face, but hey he's not a model. He's a bodybuilder. They aren't paid to be a pretty face. They are paid to have an amazing body and sell stuff to people with not so amazing bodies.
This guy is clearly in contest shape. I mean look at those abs. He has great definition. If this guy is in his off season then damn. Plus could his briefs be any smaller. The answer is yes and they should be. I mean you can clearly see his dick head. I'm just blown away by this guy. Wouldn't mind showing him one on one how much I appreciate his body.

Weird place for a thought

I was at the gym doing my arm workout and I had a thought. What if there is a connection between what gay guys find attractive in a partner and what straight guys find in a partner. Again I don't know what got me thinking about this. Maybe it was a song that I was listening to, but it made me think of an article that was written about what women find attractive. Unlike guys women's answers differed greatly. Some said they want a guy that dresses nice and works out, others say a strong chest, some say strong arms, others say just a guy that's a gentleman. Well for guys it seems pretty simple. Straight guys like a nice ass, boobs, and a fit woman. As in doesn't have a lot of fat on her, but doesn't look like she could bench more then him. So that got me thinking about gay guys. Pretty sure gay guys seem to also have a somewhat uniform physical attraction. Typical a guy that has a nice ass and a nice chest turn heads. Kinda similar to what straight men find attractive with straight women. A guy with a good chest, ass, and clearly workouts usually gets scooped up pretty quickly. Maybe there is a connection. Just like I said a thought. Maybe that will be the next scientific study.
I do not know if this is fake or real, but if it's real I want the video it came from. Seems like a lot of guys now are shooters. They seem to shoot an endless amount of cum. I really wonder if there is something you can take to well shoot more. Guys like Dean Coxx or Mike Grant are always amazing when they shoot. Kinda makes me wonder if companies are trying to seek out big shooters. All I know is I would love to see this guy in action. Not only does he shoot big, but he has a great body, but again I don't know if it's real or fake. I'd say based on the shadow and the cum in the shadow some of the cum is fake. Either way it makes for a good picture.
This is what all bodybuilders should have to wear. I mean it's to their benefit. It shows off a lot more leg and stomach then a traditional poser. Plus I'm sure if he turned around he wouldn't have to fiddle with it to show how impressive his glutes are. Now it just so happens that this guy has no wiggle room when it cums to his dick, but I think that's a small price to pay to make sure his body is shown in all its glory. And what glory is that. Wow.
I want you to look at this guys bicep on the left hand side. Notice the chain tattoo. For me it always seemed like the chicken and the egg riddle. You know which one came first. Typically the guys that have this tattoo have great arms. So again it makes me wonder. Which came first. The awesome biceps or the bicep chain tattoo. Now obviously it would take less time to get it when your arm is smaller, but if you get it when it's larger it looks better since well the skin is already stretched. That's always been my big question. Do guys with huge biceps get these tattoos or do guys get big biceps to make sure the tattoo looks good. I also want to mention it was a smart idea to do the forearm tattoo on both arms not just one. Whenever one is done and the other isn't, it messes with the symmetry. Always the downside to getting tattoos and being in bodybuilding. Some tattoos don't affect it, but mainly ones on the arms do.

I love Wednesdays

Unlike most people I love Wednesdays. Mainly because that's the day me and my boyfriend snuggle up in the love seat and watch our comedies on ABC. It may sound like a small thing, but I love it. I love snuggling up to him and having a good laugh. I love being with him and I don't need to go out and do things to feel close to him. We honestly are more homebodies then anything. Plus it's Winter so there is really no push to go back out. It gets dark around 5. The sad thing is come summer when it doesn't get dark until 9 I still won't want to do anything, but he will. I love the little things about being in a relationship with someone. Being able to feel like you don't have to keep impressing them to keep their attention. The fact that you can just snuggle with them and they'll enjoy it. Last night we got into a "fight" just for the fun of it. I don't even remember what I said, but he chased me around the apartment threatening to hit me with his rubber glove. I love doing things like that with him. It's things like that that make me want to do a freeze frame. I don't want things to change. Or the fact that we can be sitting on the love seat and I can kiss his ear. He never has said he hated it. Granted he rarely hates when I kiss him. I squeeze him when I hug him to kinda remind myself that yeah he's real. It's things like that, that make me happy. No matter what small things he does that annoy me or vice versa the big picture always makes me happy. Just wish the world wasn't so judgemental and we could go out and hold hands like a real couple. That's all we would do. We both hate PDA. It can be a straight or gay couple. Either way we don't need to see that. We get it you two are a couple now move on.
I figured this photo goes great with the three I posted yesterday. Seeing a bodybuilder stick his hand in another guy's posers. You know a good portion of them want to do it. I think since bodybuilding is a sport this should be allowed. The reasoning is, like any other sport, you want to win. And even if that means distracting your opponent. Well what's more distracting then some guy fondling your junk. Kinda hard to pose like that. Makes perfect sense.
Now this is a pose you rarely see. How often do you see a guy doing a double bicep with cum dripping off his chin and all over his chest. It's kinda a shame too. The guy has great arms. Great body on him. Cute smile. Love the fact he's covered in cum. Hey he had a great time and it's all over his face and chest. This is another thing that should be allowed in bodybuilding. Again a distraction technique.
Do not remember where I got this pic. Plus it's just a few weeks out of season, but it still works. I mean if that was my boyfriend's present for me then well I wouldn't mind the fact that he "unwrapped" it. Frank Defeo is a guy that honestly looks better hairy. Makes him look all butch. I mean he looks great as a muscle bear. Wish he went around like this more often. Especially in the winter time. Who wouldn't want to snuggle up to that for warmth.

I've got pictures

Today I figured I'd post some of the recent pictures I got off random blogs and sites and share them with everyone again.
The first image up is one of another porn start I can't get enough of, Carlos Montenegro. There is just something about him that always gets my blood boiling. I think it all started because of the movie El Rancho. He just has this look that makes me melt. He has a great body, and beautiful eyes. Not to mention great dick. Plus the new tattoo he has makes him look even sexier. I got this pic from Roids N' Rants. Must say I love the two faces guys with hardons. Hey I'd have a boner too if I was next to him.
This is another one I got from Roids N' Rants. I do enjoy erotic comics. Mainly bara stuff. This one kinda reminds me of the bara style. You can clearly tell both guys are muscular. Plus that is a very nicely drawn cock. Plus the situation just seems like a hot one. You ask a friend to help you move and he says sure if you pay me. Of course you didn't think he had this in mind for payment. I don't know if that's the real situation, but I'm basing my idea on the boxes. And from porn I've seen.
I like this picture just because like I said before I have a thing for bald muscular studs. Plus he's just the right size. Not too huge, but clearly not new to the gym. Plus you can tell from the bulge he has quite the package. He's also very vascular which means great blood flow which means blood flows to the right places at the right time. Would love to see him alone jacking off.
This guy is clearly younger then the one right above him. This guy is just slightly bigger, but still what I call the right size. Great muscularity and cute smile. Wish I was the guy that got to do his coloring, but it's pictures like this that make me think a lot of bodybuilders really into themselves. I mean his posers are really tight. He is clearly bulging. I'm sure he's getting turned on posing for the crowd and having them whooping just for him. Hey I know a lot of guys would do the same thing for him in private.
This last guy is clearly not the biggest guy I've posted, but I like this photo for a different reason. I think a lot of guys get to a certain age and just stop trying. They know they won't be as big as they use to be or could have been in their younger days so they just let themselves go. Yeah he's not as big as a 25 year old, but I think he looks great. I'd take him home over the 25 year old. He clearly takes care of himself and is proud of his body without showboating. I think he'd have a better personality and I'd have a better time in bed.