Not in the mood

Today I was edging and I just couldn't get into it. I think it's because I'm pissed off at someone. The guy said that he wasn't going to forget about me now that he has a new boyfriend, but of course that was a lie. I'm not saying I have to be the center of everyone's world, but when I can't even get a single hi in a week that's not right. I mean I send a text message every day and can't get either one of them to respond. I send out a message to all of my friends everyday. Anyway neither responds and then if he is on he tells me about all the crap that's going on in his life like nothing is going on in my life. Plus I couldn't find any really good porn. I saw this movie called Deep Passion and it was more disturbing than anything. There was really one one scene that I liked. To give you the short version if you've never heard of this porn flick it has this guy getting out of prison. By getting out I mean breaking out. He then hooks up with his friends who drives him to his blind brothers cabin. Well the brother and the jail bird hook up and the blind brother hears them going at it. He then goes out to the woods and meets up with this guy who's just a vision. They go at it. The best scene of the movie. Then in the third scene the jail bird rapes the blind brother who then attacks him and runs off only to die later and be reunited with the hot guy. Yeah that really put me out of the mood. I mean I've seen "rape" scenes, but with a blind guy. Yeah not hot. Maybe I'll be in a better mood to jack off tomorrow.
This is a guy that has just the right amount of hair for me. I mean it hugs his muscles just right. There are some guys that just get pelts so you can't see anything. Few guys have hair that's sparse enough to kinda enhance the muscles. I mean you have no problem pointing out this guys abs because the hair makes it pop. Think it's just right.
This is a picture of Dan Pecman who I use to be obsessed with. Back in my day when I just wanted big muscle and didn't care about proportions. I mean he clearly works his upper body (specifically chest), but doesn't really have super impressive legs. Plus his biceps look off. It's kinda why I stopped following Brad Hollibaugh for awhile. Plus the guy hasn't really put anything out there in awhile.
This is the dick that I like. It's long, but not super thick. Plus it's uncut. I love uncut dick. Just seems like guys that are hung have super thick dicks which are uncomfortable. I know this for a fact. I like a dick that does have some size, but if it's too thick then I really don't want to play with it.