Chaos everywhere

Seems like every time I turn my head something is going on. Yesterday I ran into this guy who I played with once when me and my boyfriend were in our early stages and constantly fighting. Anyway I had nothing in common with this guy. He is one of those types that seems to constantly tired and works constantly. So even getting together with him once was a headache. Anyway after I settled down with the boyfriend we were still talking, but I had promised him a date. We went on it and I mean there was no click. He asked me what was up in an im I said there was no chemistry he said fine. I tried to stay friends with the guy, but he wanted none of that. He even stopped shopping at the store I work at. Then out of the blue he comes in asks my boss where I am and comes over to talk to me. Asked how things were going, asked if I moved, then wanted to get my number to see if we could do something. I'm sorry, but the last time we talked (and when you had my number) you said you wanted nothing to do with me. I guess either he couldn't find someone else so he figured he try me again, or the other store just wasn't meeting his needs. Anyway so I said well I'm busy a lot and I might have another job soon so I wouldn't have any free time. He says yeah now you know how I feel. And he eventually leaves. I doubt I'll see him again. Unless he is persistent or if he realizes the store I work at is better then the one he goes to now. There is also so crap going on with one of the yahoo groups I'm in. Apparently one of the mods was being a racist dick to a member and that member quit, and posted the e-mail he was sent and another mod said that you shouldn't blame everyone for one bad apple. This got the racist mod to get up in a huff and now he's quitting and now everyone is saying he should because he's a racist bastard who doesn't post that good of stuff anyway. I swear sometimes gay men can act like 5 year olds. Well time for the videos. 1st is a scene from Lovers of Arabia. The 2nd scene to be exact. Now I tried to identify all the guys in this scene, but the box cover for the movie makes it really hard to identify two of the 4 guys. 1 was easy to find and the other one I knew. One guy is Ron Miller who is the huge tattooed stud. The other is Fernando Nielsen who has been making quite a name for himself. Don't think he's been in anything recently though. Big guy though. Next is a scene that makes you wonder how are there not more truck driving accidents. Getting a blowjob and jacking off while driving. Very safe. Next is the final scene from Couples 3 from colt.Tom Chase and Brad Patton play a couple who decide to have a little fun. I will admit they do make a cute couple. Tom Chase is one of those guys that honestly gets hotter the older he gets. I look at his early stuff and it's hot and so is he, but as he got older he just became hotter. Plus I love the hair he is now keeping. Brad Patton is a hit and miss guy for me. Some movies he has just the perfect build and just looks hot going at it and others he looks like a kid swinging a huge stick. This one was a good coupling. Last is a scene with Brazilians. Yeah they are a hot people by nature. The scene is unlike a lot in that they have each guy kinda do a little tease. Honestly the bottom guy is for sure the hotter of the two. I mean he's built like nobody's business. The top has a nice dick, but just didn't do it for me. Now if the roles were reversed then maybe it would have worked better.

That was romantic

So my boyfriend was feeling a little down about not kicking his habit so he sent me an e-mail apologizing and saying why he couldn't stop just yet. It was really sweet because he didn't have to do it. I mean I know it is hard to give up an addiction. So I just assured him that I was there for him no matter what. He then calls me up and says that the e-mail brought tears to his eyes. I went back and read it and said wow that actually is kinda heart warming. I was more writing it to make him feel better. So last night we did a lot of cuddling and talking. We even started to go at it, but slowly it became less about climaxing and more about talking. I think it was a combination of him not really being into just yet and him playing with my ass a bit. I don't know, but lately I've become like a straight guy. You know don't touch my ass, why do you want to put a finger up my ass, don't lick my ass. I don't know what it is, but whenever he plays with it I lose my boner and kinda fall out of the mood. I'll have to work on that. Probably has to do with issues from my ex. Well time for the videos. The first is The Coach from Randy Blue. This was the first Randy Blue clip I really liked and tried to get my hands on. Plus it has Mitch Branson. I believe this is one of the first big things he did. Now he works for Colt which I think does a good job pairing him up with guys. This was also during the big Reese Rideout and Chris Rockway popularity wave. They are still around, but just not as popular as they once were. The next is a jacking off clip with Tom Anderson. Something about this guy kinda turned my crank. Probably the oil and playing with the chest while jacking his cock. Lastly is Matt Ramsey a.k.a. Peter North jacking off for our pleasure. I don't know which name he used at the time this was done, but I do know that like usual he shoots a huge load. Not to mention he was in really good shape. Makes you wonder if there was something in the water back then.

What a weekend

So after work Saturday I just spent time with my boyfriend. Well we did go shopping, but after that we just stayed with each other. That's when I kinda started realizing that I'm starting to stink. I mean like my BO is in over drive. Feels like I need to start applying it 2 times a day. Then yesterday he was helping his family so I got some alone time to do what I do when I'm alone. Yeah that was fun. Even made another DVD for me. Even did an arm workout in between that. I finished up in the shower. Now the weird part is that I had an orgasm and a few drops came out, but that was it. Now I did have a major pre-cumming a bit earlier and that might be why, but still odd. Also realized that I have a nice chest developing. Kinda got my cock going really good in the shower. Anyway I think the extreme horniness and BO is thanks to my testosterone booster. Plus my shirts are starting to get snugger. My boyfriend is also giving up on trying to break his habit. It's making him miserable and honestly I hate seeing him like that. I rather have him for only a week happy then months miserable. Well now for the videos. The first is a pair of older guys. I don't know their names, but I think one's name is Jared. He was on a Daddy Solo video. The one who's very verbal and more dominating. This isn't the full video. I have the full video somewhere and it's pretty hot. The next is one with Rafael Alencar. I've kinda gone back and forth with him. Sometimes there is something sweet about him that makes his scenes better other times he just feels so stuck up. This one I like because it has a nice cumshot at the end. Lastly is one with Alex Le Monde and Trey Rexx. This was from some movie by MSR. Think it was called To Do List or something. Alex and Michael Brandon share stories of guys they did that were on their to do list. Michael's scenes (like usual) were more raunchy and about lust. Alex scenes were more romantic and slow and sensual. Needless to say I liked Alex's scenes more. This is the last scene and I mean these two just make such a good scene here. Very hot.