Bit of reflection

I didn't post yesterday because I wasn't feeling too hot and couldn't come up with anything to really say. Well last night I was talking to Ted and well I made some realizations about myself. Ted is currently talking to another guy and going to see him tomorrow. We were talking about what we learned from our past relationships and what we don't like about trying to date. Well from that I kinda understand why I have trouble dating guys my own age. Basically it boils down to the fact that I don't like wasting my time. What I mean is that unlike a lot of guys my own age, I'm not satisfied just dating. I'm not looking for a guy to date and have it go no where. So I ask the questions that often get associated with "moving too fast". For instance I'll ask things like where do you see yourself in 5 years? Do you want a long term relationship? And other questions along those lines. For a lot of guys that signals that I'm moving way too fast and expecting to get married tomorrow. That of course isn't the case. Basically view dating like being at a Casino. This casino tells you the odds of winning right off the bat. Some machines or games have a better chance. Each machine or game or table being a guy. The chips used in this casino are time. That's time of your life. So when you decide to sit at the table or game or machine you ask what are the odds of winning. That would me asking the question do you want a long term relationship. If a guy says oh I just want to hook up, then it's a 1 in a billion chance that I'll hit the jackpot. The jackpot being a relationship that lasts for 10 years or more. Specifically the more part. Now after I asks the questions and feel good about my odds I'll put in chips. Now the more chips you put in the better chance you'll hit the jackpot. You can of course walk away and hope you find another game you like and put your remaining chips there, or of course just spend your chips on food or something. A lot of guys my age just willy nilly throw their chips at whatever game looks the best. If they hit the jackpot yay for them. If not they just keep moving on. Then of course they eventually realize they don't have all that many chips left and that's when they try to find a game to win the jackpot with. In case you were wondering I came up with that analogy all by myself.
So that's why I tend to lean more towards older guys. They are at the point where they are more concerned about their remaining time and not wasting it on someone who doesn't want what they want. Not a fan of wasting my time so that's why I've kinda gotten picky. I'm sure I'll be saying no a lot more than yes coming soon.

 This would drive me wild. Like I said, I have a thing for cowboys, but having his shirt open that much, yeah that would make me melt. How can you not want to rub that chest?

 I'm trying to figure out if this is a still from a porno or just an actual picture. I would imagine it has to do with porn since the guy is shirtless, in his underwear, and has a big leg tattoo. Now I could be wrong of course. Just find it interesting that someone would take a picture at this instance especially with this guy peeking out. Then post it to the web.

 This guy is the perfect example of why I don't wear tight shirts. See how his nipples are clearly visible? Well it's hot on this guy, but on me I feel like I'm trying to show off which makes me feel very self conscious.

Pretty obvious why I posted this one. Enjoy :)