Weekend is over

So when I got home on Saturday things were still tense with me and my ex. Basically he didn't have a very good Friday night and was upset at me for not reading his mind. Well he apologized on Saturday, but it was still awkward. Plus I still had Brock on my mind. Well Sunday rolls around and I'm kinda just down. Finally do all the things I needed to do then I just vegged out and tweeted. Well I started talking to @musclebeefxxx. Well our conversation eventually added Adam Russo and Rocky LaBarre. Apparently we have agreed to have beef (Lukey...got the name of his facebook) top and I'll be on camera. Well that made me feel better. Mainly because it kept my mind off Brock. Sadly I can't get him out of my head. I think because there is stuff I want to say to him, and yet I think I still want him to come and sweep me off my feet. Stupid emotions. I mean clearly the guy isn't relationship material, yet I still want it to work. Why can't I just be single for once. Why do I have to be in a relationship all the time? I mean me and Scott basically agreed it was not going to work. So why am I jumping on the Brock bandwagon. Think just because it gives me something to look forward to I guess.
I would love to come across this guy. He just has nips that need to be sucked. Plus if you have your shirt like that you are just asking for it. Not that I have a problem with it.
I know that this photo has been altered, but you got to admit it would be hot if this was from a video. A club of just bodybuilders fucking each other's brains out. Man how hot would that be. Both literally and figuratively. Wouldn't mind being the one that has to clean up after that.
I actually have the movie that this still came from on VHS. A friend of mine gave it to me when he was cleaning out his storage locker. Sadly the name of the movie doesn't come to mind. Anyway basically while this guy was stripping there was a threesome going on in the bathroom so it constantly went back and forth from that to this. Well this guy was a crowd favorite and had different guys in the crowd suck him. Then this lucky guy gets to have the load of the lifetime shot all over him.
This guy has a great back. And honestly a very strong back is a turn on for me. I was with a hookup who had a very nice wide back. I got behind him and kinda played back there and I almost shot looking at his back. This guy kinda reminds me of him, if the guy was older. I just wonder what the backstory is behind the photo. Was this pre sex or post sex? Did they get interrupted by his cellphone so whoever is behind the camera took a photo? Wish every photo did come with a backstory sometimes.

What makes me tick

Since today has been a slow day at work, I was surfing blogspot to see what other blogs are out there. After seeing all of them it kinda made me wonder. Why do I like the type of guys I like. The type I like tends to be about 30-45 years of age (or older depending on the shape they are in), muscular, and hairy. That's just of course the physical aspect. So I kinda thought about it. Well the older is kinda simple and muscular part is kinda easy. My dad use to subscribe to Muscle and Fitness and I would of course read it while he was. When I got older I actually took a few and hid them away. Most of the guys in that magazine were older then me in their mid twenties to early 40's and all were pretty buff. So that kinda inspired that. Now I don't know what inspired the love of hairy guys. Now that could be because of guys like Eric Evans and Tom Katt. They were buff and hairy. Well Tom Katt off and on, but still. So I guess I kinda associated muscle and hairy together. The age thing seemed to be more focused as I started seeing clips of porn stars. I hated seeing the twink stuff because it reminded me of me or my friends. Even to this day I don't find many guys in my age group as sexy. They tend to be older then me. There are porn stars who's work I never touched until they reached a certain age. Matthew Rush is one of them. I won't touch any of his earlier stuff, but things he does now I love. I know there are guys that are kinda the other way around and maybe when I get to their age I might turn around and say I want younger guys. I guess because so many guys that reach a certain age let themselves go. I mean there are just rolls after rolls on some of those guys. Not to mention everything sags. Well here are just some pics who I find very attractive and I think are at the perfect age.

These guys are perfect pillow buddies. Each guy has something that I like about them. Bo Dixon is hairy and really hot. I could just lay on him all day...and do other things. Zeb Atlas just kinda reminds me of home. I know that sounds weird, but I listen to him talk and he just does. He has great arms for holding on to and a really great chest. Now Tyler Saint is a little different. As you can see he's not as big as the other guys, but there is just something about him. Whenever I watch him I can't not look at him. He just seems to have the total package. Now Skye Woods is another one that I mean it's just kinda obvious. He has a great chest. A great ass, and he is amazingly flexible. Plus he has that face that you would just love to kiss. Now these are only four of the many porn stars I've fawned over since I first started watching porn. Guess this is only a little bit of what makes me tick. Guess tomorrow I'll look on the inside as well as out.