Drama bomb

I sometimes wonder if my life is truly a soap opera. I go from having 3 guys that i'm interested in going on dates with to well no one. The one that I was serious about decided to not talk to me anymore and unfriend me on facebook. The guy that lives 2 hours away decided the same when I asked to have a phone conversation with him. And as for the last one. Well he's a drag queen (didn't know that) who hates fags (his words not mine). So needless to say I'm not dating someone who self hates. I do that enough for 10 people. Don't need someone else's. And sadly he's the only one who still talks to me, but acts like we are dating. Constantly wanting me to come over. I told him I'm having a crappy week and kinda want to be left alone. I don't want to go out and date some more. So what else has gone on. Oh that's right I basically have been asked to be in a threeway relationship. The guys I had a threeway with in april have been in contact with me and one of them let it slip that they are thinking about making it a threeway relationship. On one hand I'm flattered, but on the other hand I don't want to do it. I mean they live 2 hours away. I'm stuck in my lease until next June. Plus I don't know how I'd explain that to my parents. It would put an end to my relationship troubles, but also raises a million more. I'm so torn over it. And let's not forget the ex who thinks we are back together. Maybe I do need to move back to Texas.

I do enjoy gif images. I mean yes I know it's the same thing over and over again, but what's wrong with that. That's basically what porn is. Anyway I like this one. I know he's saying something, but just wonder what he's saying.  Plus I like it when a guy is verbal when he's doing a jack off scene. Makes me feel like I'm there.

A guy cumming over and over again. Need I say more?

If you've ever been on Xtube then you've probably seen this guy. I also posted a view of his videos on my site. Recently I saw a movie called Harder, Faster, Stronger which is a documentary about steroids. Basically it was a guy who is a middle child who doesn't do steroids with two brothers who do and trying to decide if he should or shouldn't. Anyway I'm 95% positive I saw him in it. I say only 95 % because he didn't have the huge beard and he was wearing a shirt so I couldn't see if he had the tell tale nipples. If that was him I will say it explains why he doesn't seem to do anything with a guy on his videos even though clearly he has a guy who is willing to. Go watch the movie if you want to know what I'm talking about. I don't like to spread rumors and since I'm not 100% certain it's him I'm just going to leave it at that.

Like I said before I'm a fan of the bara style of manga.I wish I could draw like this. If you don't know what bara is than you are missing out. Basically it's the comic form of yaoi (gay porn in anime style), but unlike yaoi it focuses more on guys who are butcher. They tend to be bigger, a bit older, and more muscular like the guy here. Basically the type I tend to be easily attracted to. Sadly the site I use to read tons of bara on was brought down by a tos change that prohibited adult material. Find a new place to read it is kinda hard.