Rocky LaBarre update

This morning I was sipping my pre-workout and decided to check my e-mail on my phone. Wanted to see if some of the guys on squirt that were "dying" to hook up with me actually bothered to e-mail me back. Well I saw it was adding one new e-mail. Figured it was a trick from earlier in the week. Well what I saw almost made me spit out the giant amount I chugged. Rocky LaBarre e-mailed me back.
Ok let's rewind shall we. For those of you that don't remember or didn't know about my blog's existence, I wrote a post awhile back and had a picture of Rocky. I mentioned that I thought he was a really good guy and what not. You can view it here. Well one of Rocky's clients saw the post and informed him of it and he commented. He then tweeted it and now knows he's my porn boyfriend. Well he responded, I responded back, and he didn't. I was fine with that. Honestly I figured he must have gotten like thousands of e-mails and mine got buried.
Fast forward back to this morning. I'm just thinking holy shit he e-mailed me again. Holy shit he did it using the last e-mail I sent him. It was like a belated b-day gift. Btw Rocky (because I'm sending him the link to this post) my b-day was on the 1st. Wink wink nudge nudge. Anyway, so let me show you the goodies he sent me in the e-mail.
Yes I did post the picture on the right before, but well it was one of the 9 pictures in the e-mail. There were two more of his HRC photos, but these are my favorites. I certainly can only love not hate him in that shirt. Just love that smug smile. And I will buy those dog tags as long as Rocky wears them. And only the tags. As I said when I saw and posted them last time. The fact that he did this and was willing to have his face plastered all over the net (and SF and New Orleans when the HRC set up booths) goes to the great character I believe he has.
Well everyone the time has come. These are photos from Pantheon bear where he has done a solo and a scene with Allen Silver. That's right my porn bf is truly in the business now. I personally don't know which one I'm more looking forward to. The solo (because I've seen his solo with theguysite and love watching that hands free cumshot) or the duo with Allen Silver. I mean Allen is flat great. He never looks bored when doing a scene. He truly puts passion into his scenes. Pair that up with Rocky LaBarre and well my computer screen might just melt. That and I'm sure my dick may end up getting rubbed raw.
Now I've also got more to say. I've started to backup my blog. Seen too many blogs going up in smoke. So if I need to move it or replace it I'll have all I need. Also some more good news. I'm starting a twitter account for this blog. Starting tomorrow that is. Rocky was quite insistent on me doing so. It's hard to say no to someone that you get weak in the knees for. I mean the best way I can describe seeing Rocky LaBarre commenting on my blog and saying he thought I was a good writer is think back to high school. There is a teacher you've had a crush on. You do something amazing and they pull you aside to say great job. Or if you had a crush on your gym coach and you do more push ups then the others or are a star athlete that day. He then yells out great job. Plus as if it wasn't already obvious that I think Rocky is the bee's knees (yes that is an old saying) he gave me a nickname now. JS. JS stands for Joe Screamer. When he first e-mailed me I told him I screamed like a girl. He causes me to be more honest then I mean to.

That sucks

I was surfing some sites yesterday and found out that I was banned from one of the sites I visit. It's a forum page where you can download videos. So I'm sitting there trying to figure out why the hell am I banned? It's a pretty laid back site. Basically the only way you'd get banned is if you shared the links, which I didn't. All it says is that I'm banned and that it isn't set to expire. Got no e-mail or anything letting me know what's going on. So I'm sitting here wondering what terrible thing could I have possibly done. I didn't share the files. Yeah I didn't share any videos, but neither does anyone else. The only thing I can think of is that I viewed that site with multiple tabs and it shows who's in a specific forum so I guess they assumed I was some reporter or spam account. Just annoys me because I've never been banned from a site before. I've been suspended, but never banned. Just annoyed because I don't know why. I had to do a backdoor manuever to see if I could find the TOS for the site. The only thing I found was an agreement which basically says don't be an ass and don't share the links. Well I didn't break either agreement. Unless maybe bookmarking is what they consider sharing. It wouldn't annoy me so much if I didn't find such great movies there from time to time.
I love D. Chooi's stuff. He really has a great hand. His guys aren't models, but they aren't a bunch of couch potatoes either. They are real guys. Guys that do have muscle, but don't always have a 6 pack. They are usually hairy and always doing something suggestive. That's why I've always liked his stuff. He draws real men. Men that you'd very possibly see in real life making the fantasy that much more real.
I will take both the shirts if Rocky LaBarre is at least one of them. I saw these on the happy town blog and just had to have them. As I've said before. I find Rocky attractive not just because he's a major hunk, but also because he seems so down to earth. How many guys would lend their face to this and be proud to have it posted worldwide. Not that many that's for sure. Plus he looks so hot in those tight shirts. There is a reason why I made him my porn boyfriend. And I will continue to do that until he e-mails me saying stop. He has my e-mail and would love for him to e-mail me again. Preferably not to say stop calling me your porn bf. I just want to snuggle up with that Teddy Bear.
This guy has major leg veins. Plus I've not seen legs like that up close. I mean the skin is really sucked onto that muscle. Not saying he doesn't have a good upper body, but I am more drawn to his legs than anything.
I want to see this scene so bad. I don't know who I'd consider the more lucky one. Alexsander Freitas is a hot papi. He is just so alpha. Then Marc (a.k.a. Chris Gabriel) is a major pig bottom. And he has such an amazing body. always seems to be begging for more. I would say the lucky guy is any guy in the crew that got to watch this go on.

So many dreams

So I'm thinking I'd seriously like to try my hand at an erotic story. I'd also like to think about possibly making some bara, but there are a few problems with that. 1. I can't draw. 2. I can't read my own writing. What I mean is that I don't proof read my blog (which is kinda obvious sometimes). I just have this major problem with editing myself. It's one of my hang ups. Another thing I've wanted to do was something porn related. I don't think I could ever be in front of the camera, but do behind the scenes stuff. Be a screenwriter or director. Maybe set up scenes or something. I guess it's a bit of my youthful enthusiasm that hasn't been stomped out of me by the real world. I'd just really like a job where I could be myself all the time. Obviously on a gay porn set I don't have to hide the fact that I'm gay. Plus I'd get to be creative which I do love to do. This of course is coming out of the fact that I'm not so sure if I'll have a job by the end of the next month. Just would love to stumble into my dream job. Well I'm still young so there is still a chance of that.
So turns out that my porn BF Rocky LaBarre (don't worry he called me his blog bf in a tweet) was voted the DILF poster man winner. All the details are on the Happy Town blog. There is also another interview of him there. Well I must say I really must get a job that let's me travel or get enough money to visit, or move to New York. As I've said before I'd like to at least meet him. I know he's a hoot. His client that saw the post I did awhile back said so. Plus I got that feeling when he e-mailed me back after I thanked him for his comment. Plus I do want to squeeze such an adorable daddy bear.
This daddy is Rocky West. Yes I did purposely post his pic after the Rocky LaBarre one. Sadly this photo has been altered. As you can kinda tell from his dick. I don't know why the person that modified it insisted on messing with his dick. He has a pretty nice one as it is. He only did two films, but in both he was a top bear daddy. I have a few older gay friends and most of them have become quite jaded. They think that they aren't attractive now that they aren't a 20 year old twink. Rocky West isn't a 20 year old twink either, but he's still sexy. The reason is that he's being himself and not trying to impress anyone. I love that in a guy. This very butch I am who I am and if you don't like it I'm not changing to suit you.
Yep that's me. Well in spirit. As I've said before I couldn't apply a guy's bronzer or tan or oil. I'd be doing it with a boner and that isn't too kosher in that setting. Plus you are touching all parts of the guy. On the flip side if it looks terrible then who gets blamed. And pretty sure they wouldn't punish you in the fun way.

I know my guy

I'm sure quite a lot of you in a relationship for awhile kinda know your guy. You know some of his signs that he's upset or thinking or what not. Well me and my boyfriend were talking and he said "I've been thinking". To most that's a pretty harmless statement, but with my boyfriend it means he wants to do something that I'm not going to enjoy and I was right. He wants to switch the rooms around. We didn't do that yesterday, but will probably do it Sunday. It's just funny when you've been with someone long enough to read between their lines and notice the things they do or say. It's why I enjoy being in a relationship. So much more fun then hooking up in my opinion. I know what my guy likes and we don't have awkward pillow talk or have to worry about getting dressed quick and heading home.
Rocky LaBarre is officially my porn boyfriend. I recently updated the places I roam with a blog called Happy Town. I suggest you go there and read the interview that they have with Rocky LaBarre. The thing about Rocky is that he is truly my definition of a Teddy Bear. He's this guy that is very butch, but he is so adorable. I just want to hold him and never let go or have him hold me and never let go. The guy that is his boyfriend is so lucky. Rocky is truly a catch. He's not so into himself that you can't talk to him and not so perfect that you feel small. He has this smile that lights up a room and makes you want to smile. He admits he's way too hard on himself and needs his boyfriend to pull him back. That's a man that I could easily fall for if he was single and I was single and we met up. I'd love to have Rocky as just a friend because it feels like he'd just be a hoot to be around.
Speaking of Teddy Bears here's another one. This is a pic from a series Germanbuilder did where he stood over the camera to make you face up to him. I always loved it because I'd love to look up to him. He's another guy that just has this good vibe. If you've read his mymuscle profile you'll see that he's a pretty down to earth guy. There is a reason why he has a huge following.
Thanks to my boyfriend I am truly an ass man as well as a pec man. I can appreciate a guy with an amazing ass. This guy has just an ass I want to tongue forever. Just great shape and I personally like that specific tan line. The reason is that it shows he does go outdoors a lot, but he's not an exhibitionist. Just makes it easier for me to think of him as a guy who keeps fit, but does have hobbies outside of the gym.

Two really good guys

Well if you are up on your porn stars or my blog you know I happen to really like both Vince Ferelli and Skye Woods. The reason why both of these two are my favorites is because honestly they are what I would call my perfect physical guy. If I was to describe my perfect guy like I have several times then you pretty much get these two guys. Personally if these two ever did a scene together I would never make it through the whole scene because I'd be blowing my load real quickly. The thing about these two is they big up top and on the bottom. They both clearly work their legs so they don't look like they'd tip over. They are what I like to call teddy bears. You know how you felt when you use to have your teddy bear or stuffed animal? Just felt calmer and safer. Well that's how I imagine it would feel having these two hold you. I also feel that these two really do have good personalities. They just really seem to be generally good guys. If I was a single guy and both these guys were to ask to be my boyfriend it would be really hard to choose. It would really come down to the wire. It would probably come down to who is better in bed and I'm sure that would be a hard choice. It's why I think these two are so popular. I'm sure I'm not the only one who senses that these two have amazing personalities or that they are what I call teddy bears. I really wish a studio would put these two together. It would be so incredibly popular.

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The Body Fat is down

One of the problems with watching porn as much as I do is that you get really self conscious. I mean typically the guys you seen in porn have 6 packs, massive chests, guns that could take out an army, and so on. So yeah that can play with ya a bit. Well I found out that my body fat is down to 4.77%. That is amazing for me because I don't think I've ever had body fat that low. Well probably when I was like 9. Anyway so I'm on my way to being one of those guys you see in porn that make your mouth water. Speaking of which the other night I had another sex dream about my current porn boyfriend Vince Ferelli. Omg look at this guy.
Whenever I look at him I say aww that guy looks like he's very approachable. He's one of those guys that your like oh he's out of my league, but you know he'd still talk to you and you still had a chance. I mean there is nothing I'd change about him. Even when he was first on ManAvenue I said he's talking about straight sex, but meh I don't feel it. I was just saddened because I thought he wasn't going to do anything else, but boy was I wrong. Then when I read in some magazine that he was looking for a boyfriend to at least try it I was all sweet I have a chance. Yeah right. Anyway I love the guy in everything he does. Hope he does find someone that treats him right, unlike my ex who is a whole other blog post in itself. Well back to my low fat contents. My boyfriend is very proud of me. Said I've been working really hard lately and said I've been making great strides. Needless to say he's kinda my trainer. The one that got me started working out in the first place. Also the only one that can see any progress I make mainly because it's all in my back. Literally all my progress looks like it's in my back. He says it's like the perfect shape. Looks like a guy that you'd see in a fitness magazine. Which is great....if I could see it, but he has been treating me a bit like a piece of man meat by grabbing me a lot and pinching my ass. Which gets me boned up, and we have a limited window to take care of that. Well I better get back to work. The customers aren't going to be talked into buying something magically by themselves.