I could hit something

So it's pretty obvious that I'm just a little pissed off today. So Saturday once again I couldn't meet up with Buck. His brother was in the ICU with pneumonia. Ok I get it. Granted I had to find out about this on face book because he didn't tell me until I pressed him. Then I asked when could we talk about us. I of course got no response. He didn't say anything Sunday so I ended it. Now before you think I didn't try to work it out note that he changed his relationship status to "it's complicated" saturday.  All this without talking to me. He also didn't meet up with me on the 12th because he had a birthday party to go to, but still hadn't done anything for my birthday which was on the 1st. He didn't really say anything to me in the last month. So yeah I ended it because clearly he wasn't into it and wasn't going to tell me.
Well this morning I was mostly fine. Then I get a text from him. Basically it says he's bi and that he wanted to tell me in person and that I deserve someone better than him. Yeah no fucking kidding. I deserve a guy who will at least give me the respect to tell me something like this in person. There were plenty of times for him to tell me. He could have asked me over any time during the week. He could have asked me over on Sunday, but no he didn't. That is what I'm pissed off about. You wait until after I have to break up to tell me. In a text. That is what makes me want to punch something.
And before any of you say I'm "too young" for a serious relationship you have got to be kidding me. I'm 25 not 14. I've never been one to just hook up. I've always been a guy looking for something serious. Something I've said time and time again. According to every adult I know, I'm "very mature" for my age. I have friends who are married and have kids already. Some of those married are younger than me. Don't tell me I'm too young. And yes one of these friends is gay and has been with the same guy for over 4 years before the guy asked him to marry him. Now with all that said I need to just get Buck out of my system and move on. Feeling a little better writing this. Only a little. Still need to hit something a little.

 This is Hans Hoffman in contest condition. I've seen the video this comes from and he is RIPPED. Normally in a video he's still in decent shape, just not so vascular. If I ever find the video for you guys I'll post it. It's a real treat.

 I came across this picture and it really shocked me. At first I didn't know who it was then I thought that guy looks like Lee Priest. Oh but Lee doesn't have a face tattoo. He has a face tattoo now. I'm all for guy's with ink, but I do not like face tattoos. On anyone. Which is a shame because he has an amazing body and I've seen him in fitness magazines ever since I can remember. Just seems like you get judged unfairly in the bodybuilding circuit for having too much ink.

 This picture made me think of something I read awhile back. When the first Hulk movie came out (with CGI not Lou Ferrigno) there was a 10 inch Hulk doll that had a 2 inch dong in it's pants. And yes this was from a toy company. That's a pretty damn big dick when you think about it. For me who's 66 inches tall that would me I'd have a dick that's about 13.2 inches long. And we don't know if that's hard or soft. For Hulk who's about 96 inches tall (depending on which hulk) he'd have a dong that's 19.2 inches.

I'd love to suck this guy's dick while he sits back and enjoys his pipe. I don't know why that thought is so erotic to me, but it is. Also probably because that is a very nice dick.

Finally happened

Well Ted finally broke it off with Harry. It was looking iffy all weekend, but now it's over. I can't say I'm really shocked. It was a pretty quick moving relationship. They said they loved each other before they really got to know each other. Within like a week of meeting they were already having communication issues. Then it seemed to get smoothed out then back to issues. This last time was just bad. Harry sent Ted an e-mail saying he wanted to break up then like 2 or 3 hours later sent an e-mail that said no no ignore that first e-mail I don't want to break up. So Ted sent him an e-mail asking where do they stand which Harry never answered. Well Saturday night we found that Harry has been in a funk because he hasn't been taking his anti-depressants which kinda explains a lot. Well Sunday Ted tried to get a conversation going which quickly escalated. Ted put out his feelings about how he felt that he was walking on egg shells to which Harry apologized and said he isn't oblivious to his pain. Ted thanked him and then all of a sudden Harry texted that he was mad about the text which didn't make any sense. After a couple of minutes of trying to figure out why he was mad we find out it has to do with the text he had acknowledged. So seeing that it was going no where I said you should end it for the night you two are just going in circles. So Ted did and that just made Harry go off. Basically said that Ted can vomit out all his emotions, but when he (Harry) shits out his problems it's a big deal. Then sent another one saying THAT was sarcasm (Ted had told harry that his rude and sarcastic comments hurt). So that ended it and I can't say I blame Ted. That last comment was totally uncalled for. Thus that leads me to today. Ted is pretty numb right now, but we all know what's coming. It will all hit and he'll be pretty depressed. Gotta be there for him. Sadly it's hard to be a good friend and be a good boyfriend too. Especially when your boyfriend is going to be working Wednesday and Thursday and then he'll be out of town Friday and Saturday. Going to be a tough week.

 One piece pajamas are like giftwrapping. You just can't wait to see what's hiding inside. One like this is kinda like when there's a whole in the wrapping which makes you even more excited to get the paper off.

 Nothing to really say about this guy. I just think he has a great body and wouldn't mind calling him daddy.

 This guy is a Teddy bear. Yeah he doesn't have a six pack, but looks like what he does have is pretty solid. Would be fun to see how solid everything is.

Another reason I couldn't be a bodybuilder. I don't know what happened, but this guy's roll on tan is coming off. Don't know if it's from sweat or if the person just did a bad job. The weird thing is in a previous picture it looks just fine. That would just bug me to no end.